oh yea i posted on accident and i wasnt done...haha the only accident was that a dope song came on...FU8KIN AWESOME SONG actually and so i purposely cut off the other entry just so i could put this as current music. chris cornell kicks major ass. wow.
so anyway. i go back to work...the next 4 hours were an eternity. i began to want to fall asleep again..but not really...i was actually full of energy....delirious?? yes. restlessness. crazy ish. sucks how besides lee and claudia i have to work with idiots and weirdos in the morning. well dez is cool too and even christina as weird as she is...but yea i knew it was almost time for me to be off cuz like people i talk to stared coming into work as i was about to get off...rex, darren. then as i was clockin out, joel and justine. justine brought along dana today. poor dana, she looked like she was gonna cry when she was telling me about her new job that she wants to quit already. shes trying to get hooked up wit a job at an AB near CSULB. anywhoot, haha i felt so bad though...she honestly looked depresssed. anyway, so i jam and on the way home i get 99 cent double cheesburger at carls. hell yea. but bad choice i shoulda just not eaten anything like i had planned to cuz i knew i was gonna go home and knock out. so i ate, started watching the simpsons and sure enpough, knocked out in the middle of the episode AS SOON as i finished eating. i knew i shouldnta eaten. stupid me. so i knock out from like 530 to 130am. i wake up and wow its cold.??? crazy ness
so i take a shower and damn still cold. so like right now im wearing my comfy nautica pjs...freebawlin hahahahaha. (as i should though...its just funny how i typed it) but yea, i havent worn these since like damn last tim it was cold..like back in march or something. damn thats sad...signs of a dying summer. and guess what song just came on right now...irony...it reminds me automatically of winter "You Don't Have To Be Alone" by NSYNC from the grinch album. wow. high school thats what it takes me back. i always try to describe this feeling to people but i just cant..but ill try oce again in LJ...
whenever i hear a song that reminds me of a certain time in high school..ill usually remember what was goin on in my life at the time, what i was feeling, what i was doing most of the time when i'd be listening to the song and such. for example with this song, i was in my room on my computer a lot...christmas break of junior year, also listening to carl thomas...dang had like the meanest crush on ashley and like it was christmas time already...so like christmas songs get me all like christmasy feeling, and like its a sad touching song...and its when i first starting singing..but like not just singin like everyone does in the shower and hu and be like whatever...but i guess you ould say "consciously singing." ya know? like making sure i sang shit right and stuff. anyway, i still havent described the feeling...so yea its like this feeling in ur chest/heart...its almost like the feeling you get when u want to cry...but you don't want to cry..its just like a weird weird feeling. i dunno..still quite indescribable...like i just start thinking WAY too damn much, and get all nostalgic, think about what i was doing in school, situations wit friends/family/girls. haha. umm, yea it still hard to describe...and yes i've had the song on repeat for the 3rd time now.
anyway, dang i think thats it im kinda getting sleepy...you know what that means? madden 2004!!! yay-i-yay-ee!
haha u know whats dope..ive been listening to my kumbia kings and juanes albums all weekend...and still now. hehe goo'nite
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