day of boredom

damn it's so hard to study. felenk.

let's see...recently...

Friday Aug. 29
umm...well, after work, went to Jeriel's wit Rex...met up wit Joel, STAYVAN!, and Analisa there and obviously Jeriel. chilled, watched VMAs...it was coo...said goodbyes to STAYVAN!.

Saturday Aug. 30
twerk early in the morning...get out...and later supposed to go with STAYVAN! to some party...but those plans are foiled...gay..i was so pissed cuz I wanted to get out of my house...therefore..,I started to get ready to hit the gym...but Ronnie calls and tells me Turner's havin a frat party. felenk. So Ronnie and Guill come over and chill, while we wait for Rex and Joel. we head of into San Bernadino county...somewhere around Rancho, Turner calls saying hes heading back to La Verne already cuz the partys whack. fucking so stupid...wasted time and shit. we go meet him up at "his" dorm, chill and watch them play video games. fuckin gay...the gym woulda been 10 million times better. come home. sleep.

Sunday Aug. 31
wake up....im dead tired for some reason, i forgot why...but I miss going to mass with my parents. I wake up around 2 when theyre getting home...and i dunno i forget what I did. I go to Life Teen at 6pm...dang its so tite. Fr. Chris is dope, and I love that vibe at Mass. Like, Life Teen was never like this at St. John's...I never felt it like this. it felt fake there...and weird. ehh i dunno...I'm sure the people that run it...well some of them...are genuine and try to run a good program..but, well it's not that great. It is, however at St. Louise...like really dope. anyway, after Mass, I went up to Trevor (the dude who sings at all the Masses, and fronts the band, and has albums, and writes his own songs...haha hes dope...and he sings like...dang). so I asked him if there was anyway I could get my hnds on the music for one of his songs "Eyes To You." dang its so dope...the first time I heard that song, I fell in love with it. its like...whoa, blown away. It makes me wanna cry everytime I hear it like during adoration/prayer, cuz they play it during Communion. anyways, he was like "sure man" and gave me the sheet he used right there and I'm like dope. he said next week he'd give me a CD with the song. thats so tite. cuz I'm thinkin of using it for Kairos. it would be tite if we have a guy go up there again with a guitar so we can all actually sing it. that'd be the best. dang if only everyone could hear and appreciate this song. dayam.

anyway, after I took off to the gym around 730. had a really dope workout, 4 miles. hehe. everyday. i left around 10, and met up wit chris b., rex, joel, jen, justine, and claudia in the mall parkin lot. we chilled for a while..like 2 hrs. haha. then me, rex, chris, and joel went to rex's...and rex and I made a stop at Garduno's first for some bomb-azz super combo carne asada burritos. HUGE. we sessioned til 4am. wowsers. went home, went to sleep around 5:45. hella tired.

Monday Sept. 1st
woke up at 9am...yea..nice 3 hr nap of sleep...went to work from 10 to 5. cool shit. left hella tired...dang THERE WERE NO SNITCHES! that funkin sux man...where the hell were they...I mean everyone else and their mom was at the mall...memorial day...where were the nice ones? dammit. oh yea, had lunch with Jeriel and C..all ate SARS express....good ish....mandarin bowl.

at 5:15 i went to the gym...yeszSZsZSz 6 miles. hehe. good workout. around 8 I went to the mall cuz I forgot some stuff at work. saw Joel. sunks man....FUNKING SUNKS SO MUCH.

he told me "hoodrat" came into work today like after I left. dammit. and he said she looks real damn good now....wow what 2 years can do...I can just imagine. haha. sux so much if she still hates my guts. damn I was so so so stupid. dammit. talk about WASTED OPPORTUNITIES....like what else did I want...I let the stupid social issues get in the way.... kick me please for being an asshole. haha yet, its true and at the time, the social things did matter...c'mon bigtime...right Joel? haha but Tony knows wassup....hahahahaha. hehe yet I laugh when I think about all the ish I told her. sunks though, I hope I run into her soon and mend things...teehee. haha Joel, you too, you can mend things with your own chick..haha and sniff it.

anyway, I tell Joel Jose wants to kick it...so me, him, Jose, and Rex could chill and sip on some rum. sounds good. I go home, shower up, and Jose comes..we chill for like an hour or two...then Joel comes over, Rexless. so the three of us head over to Jose's pad and drink orange juice with Malibu rum and watch Just married. haha funnyass movie. sux how i couldnt watch it in the theater cuz stupid Germain wanted to watch adaptation..funk that. haha so we didnt end up watching ish that time... anyways, funny ish, and we had a nice chill buzz. we crashed around 4am...I woke up around 10 or so...Joel, Jose, and Jose's cousin had been up for like an hour already i think. we chill, watch video games, watch TV, and leave around noon.

Tuesday Sept. 2nd
I go to Seidner's collision center on the way home to pick up my hubcap..then head home. eat some grub carne asada, rice, and lentejas. good ish. come online and be a complete bum on my day off. watch simpsons and half baked.

i noticed that I become really really irritable if I stay home all day...either that or I go really crazy and hyper in the night after a day of feeling locked up at home..well that used to be the case but its been like a year or so since last time I felt like that...other times, liek tonite and right now, I'm really annoyed, have a headache and an urge to get out of the house. the difference with tonite is I was actually too lazy too leave...plus i have studying lingering over my head..this stupid ish...no more procrastinating/laziness and stupid ish when it comes to school. i hate this shit....almost this whole school year, the quarter would end and I've had stupid ish hanging over my head..carrying over into the next quarter. damn i wanna get it over with.

anyway, so no gym tonite dammit...just sitting here feeling plump as ever after eating some pizza for dinner. dammit.

time to study...please pray that I do.