why? dammit...its always sumthing

so yea last night around 1 or so i knocked out with notes in my face on top of my unmade bed...dammit didnt study...this morning awoke to my 7am alarm without having studied..ehh funk dat...fell asleep...reawoke at 8am...my first class had already begun..ehh...my heart began to rush cuz i had a super opportunity to get a good grade on my ECE midterm and i blew it cuz i didnt study for shit...imagine bombing what is supposed to be a simple midterm? funk! so should i study for 2 hours then jam? or try to make it up? eh ill make it up..i kinda felt like shit anywhoot...sux man why must i continue to be sick at such a critical time..my last week of school b4 finals, lotsa shit must be turned in, projects, 2nd "mid"terms, shit shit shit! plus my boss "hooked me up" as he puts it with a bunch of hoursa....normally an employee would be stoked.....cuz im the only new guy getting a bunch of hours...cuz im tite...but it sux when im sick and tempted to call in....but dont want to cuz dont wanna look bad....dammit..like today i have work at 5.....id rather sleep for a few hours, get up and do my homework..but no...i have like 2 hours to do whatever from this point on, then imust get ready and head off to work, which starts at 5. sulunks. then i dont get off till 11 dammit. so anywhoot. after dat i must come home and put together a portfolio for one of my classes...once again, just like previous IGE classes, had i kept up with assignments, it would be nthing more than organizing everything in a damn folder and doing my final essay. Once again however, i must do all my reading responses....read books in order to do those responses, and then do my essay. super duper sulunks...time to die. oh yea plus gotta study for that ECE midterm i missed today so i can make it up hopefully tomorrow...fweebeeenk.