Sunday, September 28, 2003

nice, reeeeal nice

wow.....good fight...goooood night.//haha

Thursday, September 25, 2003

update of the week...yet again

sunday
wake up super late, my tia julia is back again from ecuador, so we had like a barbecue at my pad with family...good stuff....then i jammed at 6 for mass with "the guys" (sunday version), haha, and once again good stuff, then TGIF....watched the bills game..damn that ricky williams...stupid dolphins. chillaxin for a few hours, then head home.

monday
damn lets see...the day is way to eventful...so recap
- wake up and do some stuff, i forgot.
- oh yea i worked from 8 to 2
- go to champs, buy dope ace 83s on clearance
- go the bank n make some deposits
- pick up film at albertsons that i finally developed..half is from last year, half are recent, and some random moments..haha
- go to the service center / corp. office to drop off some documents for my tuition reiumbursement...FINALLY!
- since, its only an exit away AND NOONE FUGGIN EVER WANTS TO GO...i went to ontario mills...all by my lonely self.
- shopped til i dropped...bought a whole mess of clothes...dayam....wasa there for hours
- almost bought a new phone
- drive home, swervin down the 10..good stuff.
- arrive home, dead tired...to watch MONDAY NIGHT FOOTBALL..."are you ready for some footbaaaaal???" hehe
- GRRRRRREAT GAME! damn the broncos took it to the raiders...daaaayam...talk about a blowout....thats what i wanted to see....a good game..and it wasnt that so much, but damn the broncs were puttin on a show
- kinda knocked out...off to the gym for a late night workout...damn good...9 miles

tuesday
wake up, watch some tv, then head out to el monte to get my car oil changed, breaks changed, etc and the trusty "chino"....hehe. he's dope..everyone should know Try. and Lim.
then off to carls to buy me a sandwich, and then to best buy. damn...good stuff...spent 35 bucks but i picked up the new Outkast (Speakerboxxx/The Love Below)....Damn listened to that for like 2 days straight cuz..well double album...and it was off the chainz. ...also got the new R. Kelly (The R. in R&B) double album, the Murphy Lee album, and Obie Trice's "Cheers". really good shiznit. oh yea, and the week before I bought Erykah Badu's "Underground" and finally the third Thrice album.
anyway, after best buy, went back to ontario mills to meet up with jose..went back to the at&t store, but the sonnamabitch that was working was a dick n didnt seem to want to sell...plus i was indirectly insulting him in spanish when i was on the phone...which he mighta understood some or all of it...so screw him....plus i was ready to begin a rampage oinside the store...cuz my records were all jacked up, i had to make so many phone calls.....bastards. so then we went to the mall, jose ate, we shopped some more, went everywhere..and bought tickets for Bruce Bruce Oct. 9th. funkin sucks....Chris Rock was performing sept. 25th through 29th....damn bastards put up the ad the day they began selling tickets...this day...and they sold in a matter of 6 hours. all the shows. mutherphunkers....thats truly jacked.
so then we jam, i go home, chill for a bit, then jose and ronnie go to my pad and i take them to the gym..it was a coo workout...but ehh..not really cuz i was having...uuh...gastral problems...and well the guys kinda held me back...but oh well..its the price you pay for working out with others. actually jose was all about the running...so he was being tite..ronnie was being a puto though....wanted to leave all fast n shit...but i made him stay for a while more...shit i wasnt nearly done.
anywhoot...went home kinda mad at that....took a shower...stayed up watching tv...sleep.

wednesday
i forgot what happened in the morning...but i watched wade robson project...that shits badass as always...then watch more MTV, and head over to the gym around 2 for a short workout...leave around 345, head over to amat to do some ish, then over to joels pad to wait for rex. Rex picks us up around 545, then we go to poly for the concert. met up with Jen there and kicked it while some band played some dope grooves.
C and germain show up accompanied by george and mondo...haha crazy fools. the concert was dope...dang "I used to love her"....wow...it was truly a dope show. Kweli and Common...two dope free concerts...dayam.
after the concert, we head over to 3.99 as C had suggested..me and C shared a pineapple pizza....dayam hawaiin punch is the best...i shouldnt have shared that pizza though...i shoulda just like told the three of them to get one, cuz i felt like super shit after..i wanted to yak like for 2 hours after that. so i go home, get my ish ready for the next day, and PAAAAYCE...night night

Wednesday, September 24, 2003

weekend re--cap on yo ass

wassup errrrbody
so lets see...whats been goin on

friday the 19th
forgot what i did...but AJ had been telling me to call him for parties...did just that...yea he was already inebriated when i called hm and "busy"...what a puto...haha, i forgot what i did that night

saturday the 20th...


oh now i remember, me and Joel went to Hye's house for a little kickback..saw rex n shannelle, artie, henry there....hmm odd...but yea, usual peeps therre...some of em...hye, jen, justine, and vanessa (dayam she good...hehe). it was coo..drank a bit, karaeoke, piano...it was coo..left around 3 cuz had to wait for joel to sober up hehe.

so get home, shower, dont sleep til 430am

dammit

saturday the 20th
yeSzsZZSzS......football saturday finally here! so i wake up at 8 i dont know hoiw, my alarm didnt even sound yet...but yea woke up..made my protein shake, got dressed...headed out to wescove high school..joel being a lazy ass in bednot wanting to go..REx being retarded..ronnie coaching...ehh...so I got there and only Lee and his two buddies were there. so we chilled...then joel, rex, ryan, artie, and henry show up. we got it goin. damn it was so fun. and tiring. tony (tommy) showed up outta nowhere...damn he was the fuckin superstar the whole day...plus hes insane wearing black jeans to play...almost as insane as me...thermals top and bottom, long socks, shirt and shorts. dayam. we played from 930 to like 1130. dayam 2 hours under the sun, playing tackle football is an eternity...hbut very fun. haha turner showed up like for the last 20 minutes...and ronnie for like the last 40 mins. dumbasses..all fresh n shit.

after, me, ronnie, tommy, and josh t. went to seveneleven to get the biggest gatorade double gulps ever...wow truly thirst quenchers...damn i felt to funked up. then we all shared a pizza at 3.99. i only ate one slice because from about halftime until 3.99 i wanted to yakk so bad....damn me for eating an apple before going to play. so yea, it helped my stomach settle a bit though. then went home to "sleep", but really i just showered and watched lotsa MTV...wade robson show RULES!!!! funkin love that show.

so yea, AJ told me once again to call him up for parties...so yea, around 5 i show up to the mall and talk to him, he gives me the directions for the night for the first partie..which was a band paying, but he didnt know the directions for the real party which was after....cuz he only knows how to get there by driving. so whatevers. i go to robinsons may..ehh no sales right now, so i just go to the gym, have a quick workout..til like 8:30. suana..ahh nice. so yea, go home, shower again, get dressed, head out to the first partie, meet up with ronnie/felisha, and joel comes later. theyre charging for the stupid punk band, which i wanted to see...but for free. plus i didnt have ANY cash on me...i usually dont..imma plastic and checks man. so yea, we decide to jam to in-n-out so joel can eat. we just chill, see sonny there..tells us about their gig on saturday. good stuff. so yea, give AJ buncha calls, finally answers saying hes helping his friend take back equipment and that hed call after picking up some brew. so we head out to faty villas cuz i kinda started gettin hungry. but they were about to close,so then off to denny's. fuck it, that fool never calls back...after dennys its already like fuckin 1 am, so then i head over to jeols pad, play madden til 245, then go home...another fuckin bust,..what i dont understand is AJ goes out of his way to tell me about shit..and then doesnt come through...gettin on my nerves. k...till laters, payce

Monday, September 22, 2003

hell yee, i drink for fun

the retarded part of the quiz is some of the answers had "XP" at the end...and the thing that came to mind was "windows XP? fe-lenk?" like seriously...what the hell does XP mean?

anyway...best pirate nigga!

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crazy, i jacked this from Melissa T.'s aim profile....muahahaha....

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good stuff haw? hopefully you were able to read
it easily...if not, then you're retarded and I'm a
genius....if you were able to...nobody cares,
cuz I'm stilla genius...hehe.

Thursday, September 18, 2003

WAKE UP!

HEY SEAN....WHERE THE FUCCC ARE YOU???

wow, flashbacks

dang so coming out of the gym tonite...i basically had a heart attack... i usually park right in front of the entrance to the gym on the first floor of the garage...not today, i parked on the other side, as the 1st floor becomes the 2nd floor of the garage....so yea

i walk out fellin good...and i almost drop my bag...total flashbacks..i didnt see my car...i wanted to die again..i looked around left right left right all super quick...it was the exact motions i went through and emotions i felt on that dreaded june morning friday the 13th 2003. my car, was not in sight...i stared hyperventilating for like 3 seconds and finally...OH YEA! I DIDNT PARK IN MY USUAL SPOT. thank God. damn, i was like...aww fuck! not again. damn. i hate flashbacks like that...it just fuckin hurts.

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

defalank of boredom

teeweezers

monday, wake up like damn...3pm and shiet...i hate that! alone til like 5pm...ate like some bananas and juice. so gay..work from 7 to 10. haha so gay...forgot i had my change of clothes in my trunk...so no gym..home

tuesday, umm, gayness ensues...wake up at like 2...dammit i hate sleeping that late...well thats what i get for staying up til like 5 playin madden. but yea wake up..have cereal...watch ANIMAL HOUSE!!! such a freakin dopeass movie....then MTV all day..catcth up[ on my bills and ish...then jumped in the pool for a half hour...showered..then work from 630 to 10. on my way to work..i was all late..dang they prolly think i hate them..i saw anthony the lyricist and his beatbox lackey. haha he looked and me and was like hey chris...and i look at this guy like who the hell are you...sux i didnt mean to..its just im all late and didnt recognize him at first glance..but then gave him props and all in a rush said "dude wassup man..............nuthin much...........just late for work..........anchor blue...........yea............laters" haha...the "dots"...ellipses...aww i forget what theyre called...but thats when anthony was talkin...you can fill it in cuz the questions are so obvious by reading my responses. anyway, work was coo, but gay. then go home..then to the gym. i look in my trunk and realize...oh lovin it!! no work out shoes...i contemplated for a long 5 mins whether i should work out in my weapons...oh hell nah...so instead i get food!!! haha the complete opposite..and go to rex's...chill for a half hour talkin to artie and christina (defelenk to the latter!). head home, more MTV. i knocked out for like 2 hours with the TV on...but when i woke up, DFX was on, and they were playing old "yo mtv raps" skool videos. cool, then i got bored and decided to come online to DL the new outkast songs...dang can't wait til SPEAKERBOXX/THE LOVE BELOW comes out. and i dled the wyclef song "party to damascus" damn that shiot is off the hoook!!!!! hahahah

alright anyway, now im bored so i turned to LJ...goodnite

Monday, September 15, 2003

sunday, monday, happy day

dang thats an old show

so yea lets see after posting, stayed online for a while lookin at friendster ish cuz i hadnt been therr in a while...downloaded some ish, read mail, stuff like that, then took a shower and headed of to St. Louise for Life Teen. met up wit Rick, Carlos, Danni, and Digiornos..haha just kiddin...the fools name is Giancarlo, Rick's roomate and hes cool, but i call him digiornos...haha ONCE....and to rick over the phone. hehe. yea but anywhoot...good homily...i've got to remember "offer it up".

sufferings, joys, pain, good, bad...the whole day...offer it up

so yea, we all go to Red Robin after...damn them, they convinced me to go...cuz i was just gonna go to the gym after Mass. but oh well..had a night of indulgence...a burger n fries...the healthiest choice on earth. so yea usual chitchattin and watchin football highlights. good stuff. the waitress ate SH*T.,...haha almost. damn poor girl she was havin such a bad night....first she comes and shes givin us our food..and the last plate....Danni's chowder...just comes crashing to the floor splattering all over the place...and her circle wooden tray thingy....almost splattered at the kids across from us. sunks...felt so bad...then some others came after applauding her and swept it up...as she was cleaning it the other chick was like..."its okay, it happens to everyone" .....so maybe she was kinda new...eh whatevers...so they mop it up...about 2 mins. later she comes back with the new bwl of chowder....and yep...you guessed it...she slips on the moist freshly-mopped floor...and almost eats sh*t because the slipping causes her to trip and head straight into a wall almost running....but she catches herself with one hand, holding chowder in the other...some spilled on her hand..possibly quite warm,...if not boiling hot. so yea, rick wanted to laugh hard u could tell..but everyoe held it in..because it was mostly a shocking sight. haha...after about 15 minutes...pretty late....i start busting up and so does everyone else...cuz we just started thinking about how funny and retarded she looked and how sad it was for her and how embarrassing it musta been. but i felt so bad at the same time...but c'mon...its funny stuff.

so yea, so being incredibly stuffed, i head home and chillax for a bit. i get a call from rex, says hes goin to in-n-out on barranca with artie and c and henry. so i meet em up and watch them eat. haha. then joel comes after work. we chill for a long time...till 130. then more outside chillen...finally we jam, and i head over to the gym...finally...get there at 2....do my four and a quarter mile run, my sidebend crap, situps, and shower...i wanted to go in the steam room but the damn thing was broken....so much for revitalized skin. haha..so i kick it in the 140 degree sauna with the coals and ish....(in previous posts i had mistakably called th steam room the sauna...big difference....theres no steam in the sauna...its just warm as hell....explaining why people say "its a freaking sauna in here" when its hot someplace....it doesnt have to be steamy...its just so hot it opens your pours and u sweat and it relaxes your muscles...which is very good after cardio...but the steam rooms way better cuz it, once again, revitalizes.....shoot...rejuventates your skin. hehe. but ah well...next time...so i shower and jam around 345...now im home and feeling good, getting ready to hit the hay....

dang only one week and a half left til school...and half a me cant wait...but now half of me is gettin scurred....haha cuz i remember just a week ago id been yearning to go to school...for like the past month....and now that its almost time i begin my futile efforts to hold on to whats left of summer.

Sunday, September 14, 2003

sump

sup LJ, well like just been doing the same ol same ol...twerkin, hangin out

dang hollister is the best store ever.

lets see..what i been doing?

besides twerkin...oh well at twerk by the way, its dope..nothing but stockl this whole past week, chillen..finally the kids store is CLOSED..no morw annoying bitch parents with little hoe kids. haha. lets see thursday night, went to mt st marys, ate at BJs westwood wit jose, c, joel, jeriel, angel, lauren....hmm did i forget anyone? neh. aldrich was there with other peeps. just talked and ish cuz me joel and c went to 3.99 earliuer and shared ONE pizza...wow thats good. so yea it was a chill night...stayed up, left at 3am, got to the gym at 4...ran my 4 miles..went in the sauna for the first time..cool stuff...
went home, showered...its now really friday morning...go to work from 6am to 3pm. ate at boca with lee, tom, and rex. good stuff. after work,, went to hollister with lee and rex to show em around...haha its dope they love it as i do...haha lee said its the smallest XL ever...but it still looks dope..for that reason. anywhoot..after a half hour in there...we jam...i go home. knock out from 4 to 6...take a shower, ronnie and his pop pick me up and take me to amat game. it was coo...free. amat was blwoin valencia outta the water..then retardingly??? somehow??? they fuckin lose? haha stupidasses. looking for that 2-8 season, ey?? oh well...the game got really boring at times cuz people flaked...and thered be times when i didnt wanna be around ronnie and his little homegirls...many times id find people to talk to...canales...soto..savedra & caldo...it was dope when i found scott and angela though cuz talked to them for a long time. oh yea tommy was there with us in the beginning, but then went to meet up with his old lady. or young hoe. haha whatevers.

so anyway, we head out toward C's house..but nobody there is truly willing to take me home so i say fuck it, so ronnie turns around and just takes me home. so i go home, kinda pretty pissed cuz people flaked for the game and nobody wanted to roll with me to a dope kickback (i found out the next day it was fuckin dope). so whatever, i go to sleep all early..like 1130.

saturday mornin, wake up go to work 9am. til 2...eh whatevers. go to hollister again to buy some ish. go home go to this party in walnut..sux cuz the pinche DJ never arrived and the cops came and started givin citations to everyone. fuckin whores...sux cuz i was already buzzin...just a lil. damn saw adrian montes. havent seen that fucker in like 4 years. wow hasnt changed cool guy...drunk off his ass. king of fats. haha. so anyway, we go to the 76 staion and chill...me, jose, joel, and pig. we go to tommys and grub. then everyone but joel go to ontario and have a nice night of chillen. hehe. thassit. laters.

Wednesday, September 10, 2003

irony once again..."being grow up isn't half as fun as growing up...these are the best days of our l

My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!


Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


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oh yea...and Sean...where the hell are you bastard-guy

crazyness and retardation ensues

oh yea i posted on accident and i wasnt done...haha the only accident was that a dope song came on...FU8KIN AWESOME SONG actually and so i purposely cut off the other entry just so i could put this as current music. chris cornell kicks major ass. wow.

so anyway. i go back to work...the next 4 hours were an eternity. i began to want to fall asleep again..but not really...i was actually full of energy....delirious?? yes. restlessness. crazy ish. sucks how besides lee and claudia i have to work with idiots and weirdos in the morning. well dez is cool too and even christina as weird as she is...but yea i knew it was almost time for me to be off cuz like people i talk to stared coming into work as i was about to get off...rex, darren. then as i was clockin out, joel and justine. justine brought along dana today. poor dana, she looked like she was gonna cry when she was telling me about her new job that she wants to quit already. shes trying to get hooked up wit a job at an AB near CSULB. anywhoot, haha i felt so bad though...she honestly looked depresssed. anyway, so i jam and on the way home i get 99 cent double cheesburger at carls. hell yea. but bad choice i shoulda just not eaten anything like i had planned to cuz i knew i was gonna go home and knock out. so i ate, started watching the simpsons and sure enpough, knocked out in the middle of the episode AS SOON as i finished eating. i knew i shouldnta eaten. stupid me. so i knock out from like 530 to 130am. i wake up and wow its cold.??? crazy ness

so i take a shower and damn still cold. so like right now im wearing my comfy nautica pjs...freebawlin hahahahaha. (as i should though...its just funny how i typed it) but yea, i havent worn these since like damn last tim it was cold..like back in march or something. damn thats sad...signs of a dying summer. and guess what song just came on right now...irony...it reminds me automatically of winter "You Don't Have To Be Alone" by NSYNC from the grinch album. wow. high school thats what it takes me back. i always try to describe this feeling to people but i just cant..but ill try oce again in LJ...

whenever i hear a song that reminds me of a certain time in high school..ill usually remember what was goin on in my life at the time, what i was feeling, what i was doing most of the time when i'd be listening to the song and such. for example with this song, i was in my room on my computer a lot...christmas break of junior year, also listening to carl thomas...dang had like the meanest crush on ashley and like it was christmas time already...so like christmas songs get me all like christmasy feeling, and like its a sad touching song...and its when i first starting singing..but like not just singin like everyone does in the shower and hu and be like whatever...but i guess you ould say "consciously singing." ya know? like making sure i sang shit right and stuff. anyway, i still havent described the feeling...so yea its like this feeling in ur chest/heart...its almost like the feeling you get when u want to cry...but you don't want to cry..its just like a weird weird feeling. i dunno..still quite indescribable...like i just start thinking WAY too damn much, and get all nostalgic, think about what i was doing in school, situations wit friends/family/girls. haha. umm, yea it still hard to describe...and yes i've had the song on repeat for the 3rd time now.

anyway, dang i think thats it im kinda getting sleepy...you know what that means? madden 2004!!! yay-i-yay-ee!

haha u know whats dope..ive been listening to my kumbia kings and juanes albums all weekend...and still now. hehe goo'nite

wow i'm crazy

tite so like what is today? oh yea tuesday...oh no wait...technically..wednesday...just needed to check

well cuz lets see...monday i wake up...at 12...take a frantic shower and then off to work..1 to 10. cool stuff...but bullshit. the stockroom was bullshit, they left it soooo fucked up from the previous night. i dont understand why besides lee, it was nothing but rooks...(haha meaning joel and rex..and no its not a blow to them, its just realiztsically.,.theres a bucnh of us that have been there so long and know what the fuck is up and know how to keep things clean and do things quickly...like the people that did the overnighter..i mean first off all, there went enough people doing it..and secondly like they dont know whats up about the stock room...like nobody knows till they actually have to work there and know how hard it is to keep shit up and keep it clean....haha thats funny i got all rude on this girl sara and told her to make sure she puts things where they belong and know where thigs go in the wall...and i accidentally/instinctively socked darren in the chest when he told me "nah" but i told him he better put his shit back..haha i felt bad afterward..ahh rambling...) anyway, about "rooks" doing the overnighter...thats so stupid...its like they WANTED it to be fucked up the next day so they could keep me busy. anyway, worked...then off at 10. me and chris wanted to session, well chris more...cuz i was TOI-yad. called up rex, that punto wasnt answering his phone...but then i got tired and juts told chris another day.

so i go home...its like 11. then i get home and my computer is sti;ll funked up from the previous night. but being the ultimate genius that i am and will always be, biotch, i fixed my own computer once again. took an hour or so, but i did it. stupid virus can't get me...ahh good ol' XP. anywhoot, i stay7ed online doin some ish and downloading music videos til like 3. then i decide enuff,...and go to play late night madden 2004 til like 4. then im like..dang i have work at 8...have to wake up at 7..no pint in going to sleep. WOW...WRONG. bad choice. so anyway, i spend the next half hour changing my whole CD folder that i take to work so i have new ish to listen to. dopeness. then i leave for the gym around 5. ran 4.25 miles...YAY. then did some incline sidebend shits, 20 situps. dammit, this better start showin some results soon. hehe. so anywhoot, went home to get my clothes, take a shower, and on the way to work....wow...the sleepiness beganto kick in finally. but i resisted. now this was a fucked up work day.

i get there at 730..super early. luckily lee was there from doin truck. so we chat til its time for me to clock in. he goes on his lunch at 830....wow the next hour was the longest hour EVER.
whule processin, i was holdin the same sweater for like a whole minute...like id jump and realize my eyes were closed. dammit. anyway, when lee comes back..its hard but i begin to wake up again. so anyway, during my lunch break, i go clock ouit...fuck food...i go to the break room table...try to get comfortable sitting down and knock out for 20 minutes on top of the espn mag. i fall asleep with claudia next to me...and wake up and desirees in her place. funny shit. but i wake up drink a lot of water..and try to go to sleep...but my left arm is all fucked up cuz i slept on it and it hurts so much..so for like 15 minutes i try and try to sleep some more, but cant,....so i go over to the bench in kids and knock out there. i slept for a good 20 minutes again. i told caludia to wake me up..tite she didnt forget...its funny she said i was out like sick cuz she was scratching my head for like 20 seconds before i finally woke up....little does she know that getting my head scratched/rubbed puts me to sleep even more because...well i dunno if this is the case for everyone..but like damn getting my head rubbed/scratched like wow...its like instand nutting...haha j/k. but like dayam..its like what a massage is to some people. dang as i tpe this i get flashbacks cuz i used to tell my ma to to it so i could go to sleep. haha. that was last week...err....yas kiddee...it was like..from when i was as little as i can remember til like i was like 10. haha. so yea. back to the point, i was up JUST IN TIME to clock back in from my hour "lunch." and it felt good...but at the same time its like if i never did anything..like we just skipped that hour in time...like i just stoppd working..closed my eyes..and continued....but i KNEW better you know? defelenk. rambling.

Sunday, September 7, 2003

weekend update with dennis miller

haha...ahh SNL....anyway...

umm so yea, lets see..the weeekend...weekend...oh yea

well i forgot what i did toward the end of the week, but friday..
went to work...8 to 5 stock shift..yeSzsZS. after work, went with claudia to check out hollister cuz it had just opened the previous day. saw good ol mike manaot twerking there. wow hollister is so dope.. the atmosphere reminds me of the old...excuse me, O.G....anchor blue. the way things were...a family. oh well. anyway thats how it is there...everyones all cool wit each other...fun atmoshpere u can just chill and talk to the people...not be robots. anywhoot...we just checked out ish. pretty coo. then we jammed and i went to the gym. feeling a tad lazy, but i went. did my usual ish. then i jammed. went home, showered and went over to joel's house to meet up him and jose. we chilled for a bit outside talking with joel's parents about various things. cool ish. then went inside and watched the BEP performance at the grammys while joel's brought us some meanass yum leftover grub from pat and oscars. wow it was f'n delish. i kept getting calls from jen and claudia...haha and rex says he kept calling me but i had not one missed call from him or anything. haha i dunno whats up wqith his phone..about 5 people called me within that hour and all went through except his call...so something wrong on his end. ehh. anyway, we were supposed to go to amc, but we went to meet up rex shannel claudia jen and chris b at in n out on colima. we chilled there for like an hour cuz claudia locked her keys in her car. so yea we were bored. so she came back with her keys and the rest of us were just chillen the whole time talking about different ish and chillen and sessioning. then we jetted over to wescove lanes for friday night $2 bowling. damn it was pretty fun. nonstop dancing. hehe...sparedini. mi dingi. TITI KO MALAKE. chupa mi verga. hahahaha. i got home around 3 dammit, didnt sleep til 4 too.

saturday, woke up at 7 am for work..damn i was sooooooooo tired. but yea, worked from 8 to 430. after work i went to hollister. on the way there talked to kristen palacios (i think thats her name) and this other funking cute ass chick (whom i later saw with her super chunti nasty gordo badly dressed boyfriend). haha. tried to seel me cream and shit...haha. anyway, went to hollister and talked to mike for like a damn half hour. haha good stuff. bought a dope ass sweater. dang its tite. can't waste it though...oh and its still too damn hot to wear. but i couldnt resist.

anycunt, then i dropped by work again to say peace and off i was to 24 hrs once again. haha during my strech..i almost knocked out on the mat. I WAS FUNKIN DEAD TIRED SLEEPY. well thats what i get for sleeping 3 hrs. anyway, had a great workout that woke me up, but on the way home i was fallin asleep. so i get home, shower, and knock out for an hour and a half. i wake up to the nastyass stench of a skunk that sprayed outside my window. wow have u ever smelled a skunk.??? and im not talking about from the freeway passing my chino or some shit...im talking about mere meters away from one. wow, instant nausea. when tokers say weed smells like skunk...WOW is that an overstatement. if it really smelled like up-close skunk, nobody would smoke that shit....at least without constant yakking.

anyway, woke up around 930, got dressed and off to starbucks. chilled with jeriel, rex, shannelle, dub-C with an even bigger shlong, ronnie, and joel. saw john bass and clap working. cool ish. had a cool convo with clap. chilled there with the guys like for 3 hours or something. saw gladys chillen wit people from st hogns life teen....DAAAAAAAYAM. hey jeriel, lets applaud that once again. hahahaha she did it twice too. haha. coo..sang nigarmonies with rex to 112. then we went to dennys, but everyone but ronnie was a coolero and jammed. i dunno what the heck that was about, like except for those who had to wake up early....but ronnie had to wake ip early too and he stayed. whatevers...that kinda "irked" me that people fuckin jammed like nothing but whatever.

so i caught up with the drunken states of george, joe, oscar, caldo, benji, mondo, and eric garcia. then puto drunken germain arrives. damn i CUSSED HIM OUT LIKE SICK for so long. i was like..what the fuck dont even talk to me puto hijo de perra cabron chupavergas. haha so much shit i gave him cuz he calls me bitching about theres nothing to do and when i go to parties he gets all mad for not telling him, but he does the same shit to me. mierdaface. anyway, i eventually forgave his homoass, and everyone was so fuckin hilarious. paul arrived a little later after work. damn man catching up is so dope. damn these guys are cool people man. once again that sux that people left...coulda been an even bigger dennys party. dammit. oh yea this once chick kept yakking all over dennys. hahaha damn she was cutew and i recognized her but didnt know who the hell she is...turns out the drunk biatch still goes to amat...she was with joel's last homecoming date. haha damn tricks. haha and freakin dan hooked up with her outside like no more than 2 minutes after her last yakk...so gross hahahahahaha....she fukin yakked and just walked out of dennys too....haha.

so anyway, then ronnie jammed...and i stayed outside with them for another 20 mins. before i jammed. got home around 4am. dammit....they said it was an alright party..but dope cuz so many people were there and there was SOOO much alcohol. haha turns out rick was at the same party...i found that out today.

so anyway, today, i went to 1230 mass, chilled with the fam for a bit then went to best buy to get madden 2004. cant wait to play it. but i got home, and watched TV for a bit. i was supposed to go in the pool dammit, but now its already time to get ready to meet up the guys for life teen. anyways, im out now. lates.

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Wednesday, September 3, 2003

wed-hump-day

well..it's hump day...so...let's hump

haha i remember hump was such a funny word....and its even funnier now cuz nobody uses it at our age...or maybe at all.

anywhoot, wow, I'm actually updating about a day on THAT SAME DAY. haha and its not like ive got extra time or anythuing..well kinda..but imma jam soon

so i went to slep last night/this morning at 6 am cuz i was downloading/burning the new pennywise/bow wow/nappy roots albums last night...and making some mixes too. titeness. insomnia is great.

so i wake up aroun 11:15 this morning, and off to work...retarded shift from 12 to 9...stock..its coo..got lotsa shit done..the stock room is finally getting cleared out. yay...i can't wait til the remodeling of the store..NO MORE ANCHOR BLUE KIDS! no more annoying bitch moms, no more annoying loud rowdy ass kids. now most the time their were well mannered cute kids..but many times theyd be loud, rouwdy little mutherfuckers that just messed shit up. you win some you lose some...haha that doesnt make sense.

anyway, yea, soon we will be old school style millers...but anchor blue...defelenk. OH YEA...IN CASE YOU MOTHERFUNKERS WANNA KNOW...OUR BUY ONE GET ONE HALF OFF SALE ENDS ON THE 7TH. so get on it bastards. u get a free CD right now too.

okay..so i get off at 9...come home and i sped...95 mph on the freeway listening to Ludacris - "Stand Up". damn that is the #*!#*!#* jam!!! damn I've loved that song like hell since the first time I heard it...it gives you a similar rush driving like "Move Bitch" did. wow its great. so if the song explodes...i called it...putos.

anyway, I got home, and before I sit down to watch the Latin Grammys i decided maybe I should write an entry..so there you go...there I go. felenk. betweezers...

Tuesday, September 2, 2003

day of boredom

damn it's so hard to study. felenk.

let's see...recently...

Friday Aug. 29
umm...well, after work, went to Jeriel's wit Rex...met up wit Joel, STAYVAN!, and Analisa there and obviously Jeriel. chilled, watched VMAs...it was coo...said goodbyes to STAYVAN!.

Saturday Aug. 30
twerk early in the morning...get out...and later supposed to go with STAYVAN! to some party...but those plans are foiled...gay..i was so pissed cuz I wanted to get out of my house...therefore..,I started to get ready to hit the gym...but Ronnie calls and tells me Turner's havin a frat party. felenk. So Ronnie and Guill come over and chill, while we wait for Rex and Joel. we head of into San Bernadino county...somewhere around Rancho, Turner calls saying hes heading back to La Verne already cuz the partys whack. fucking so stupid...wasted time and shit. we go meet him up at "his" dorm, chill and watch them play video games. fuckin gay...the gym woulda been 10 million times better. come home. sleep.

Sunday Aug. 31
wake up....im dead tired for some reason, i forgot why...but I miss going to mass with my parents. I wake up around 2 when theyre getting home...and i dunno i forget what I did. I go to Life Teen at 6pm...dang its so tite. Fr. Chris is dope, and I love that vibe at Mass. Like, Life Teen was never like this at St. John's...I never felt it like this. it felt fake there...and weird. ehh i dunno...I'm sure the people that run it...well some of them...are genuine and try to run a good program..but, well it's not that great. It is, however at St. Louise...like really dope. anyway, after Mass, I went up to Trevor (the dude who sings at all the Masses, and fronts the band, and has albums, and writes his own songs...haha hes dope...and he sings like...dang). so I asked him if there was anyway I could get my hnds on the music for one of his songs "Eyes To You." dang its so dope...the first time I heard that song, I fell in love with it. its like...whoa, blown away. It makes me wanna cry everytime I hear it like during adoration/prayer, cuz they play it during Communion. anyways, he was like "sure man" and gave me the sheet he used right there and I'm like dope. he said next week he'd give me a CD with the song. thats so tite. cuz I'm thinkin of using it for Kairos. it would be tite if we have a guy go up there again with a guitar so we can all actually sing it. that'd be the best. dang if only everyone could hear and appreciate this song. dayam.

anyway, after I took off to the gym around 730. had a really dope workout, 4 miles. hehe. everyday. i left around 10, and met up wit chris b., rex, joel, jen, justine, and claudia in the mall parkin lot. we chilled for a while..like 2 hrs. haha. then me, rex, chris, and joel went to rex's...and rex and I made a stop at Garduno's first for some bomb-azz super combo carne asada burritos. HUGE. we sessioned til 4am. wowsers. went home, went to sleep around 5:45. hella tired.

Monday Sept. 1st
woke up at 9am...yea..nice 3 hr nap of sleep...went to work from 10 to 5. cool shit. left hella tired...dang THERE WERE NO SNITCHES! that funkin sux man...where the hell were they...I mean everyone else and their mom was at the mall...memorial day...where were the nice ones? dammit. oh yea, had lunch with Jeriel and C..all ate SARS express....good ish....mandarin bowl.

at 5:15 i went to the gym...yeszSZsZSz 6 miles. hehe. good workout. around 8 I went to the mall cuz I forgot some stuff at work. saw Joel. sunks man....FUNKING SUNKS SO MUCH.

he told me "hoodrat" came into work today like after I left. dammit. and he said she looks real damn good now....wow what 2 years can do...I can just imagine. haha. sux so much if she still hates my guts. damn I was so so so stupid. dammit. talk about WASTED OPPORTUNITIES....like what else did I want...I let the stupid social issues get in the way.... kick me please for being an asshole. haha yet, its true and at the time, the social things did matter...c'mon bigtime...right Joel? haha but Tony knows wassup....hahahahaha. hehe yet I laugh when I think about all the ish I told her. sunks though, I hope I run into her soon and mend things...teehee. haha Joel, you too, you can mend things with your own chick..haha and sniff it.

anyway, I tell Joel Jose wants to kick it...so me, him, Jose, and Rex could chill and sip on some rum. sounds good. I go home, shower up, and Jose comes..we chill for like an hour or two...then Joel comes over, Rexless. so the three of us head over to Jose's pad and drink orange juice with Malibu rum and watch Just married. haha funnyass movie. sux how i couldnt watch it in the theater cuz stupid Germain wanted to watch adaptation..funk that. haha so we didnt end up watching ish that time... anyways, funny ish, and we had a nice chill buzz. we crashed around 4am...I woke up around 10 or so...Joel, Jose, and Jose's cousin had been up for like an hour already i think. we chill, watch video games, watch TV, and leave around noon.

Tuesday Sept. 2nd
I go to Seidner's collision center on the way home to pick up my hubcap..then head home. eat some grub carne asada, rice, and lentejas. good ish. come online and be a complete bum on my day off. watch simpsons and half baked.

i noticed that I become really really irritable if I stay home all day...either that or I go really crazy and hyper in the night after a day of feeling locked up at home..well that used to be the case but its been like a year or so since last time I felt like that...other times, liek tonite and right now, I'm really annoyed, have a headache and an urge to get out of the house. the difference with tonite is I was actually too lazy too leave...plus i have studying lingering over my head..this stupid ish...no more procrastinating/laziness and stupid ish when it comes to school. i hate this shit....almost this whole school year, the quarter would end and I've had stupid ish hanging over my head..carrying over into the next quarter. damn i wanna get it over with.

anyway, so no gym tonite dammit...just sitting here feeling plump as ever after eating some pizza for dinner. dammit.

time to study...please pray that I do.

once again..screw updating

tite, so anyway, its been like 3 years since my last update and i really don't give a shit. haha, but anywhoot...yas kiddee.

umm well since my last update...i dunno, just having adventures at work, sessioning with chris & rex, and as of late..joel as well...pretty dope shit...and so yea, wat else...been to quite a few parties, kick backs and ish...nice stuff...cept two saturdays ago...fuckin joel threw up all over my backseat even though i repeatedly told him to hold a huge plastic bag near his face cuz i had a feeling he was gonna barf...but no of course not...all over my backseta instead. the stench...wow...putrid....rancid...plain horrible. styed up til 5 trying to clean it poicking up chunkc with my hands and paper towels, rinsin wit water and lysol...nasty shit. next morning, trying hard as hell (successfully, eventually) to hide it from my parents...uh cuz we go to church together you know? so i was able to make up reasons why we should go in seperate cars...got my backseat washed...damned 30 BUCKS. nasty shit...still stunk..just not half as bad. but it was freakin GROSS. anyway, bought some shit at kraegen, wanted some seta covers..which i used to have and which wouldve prevented the throwup from soaking my seats..but were jacked in the jacking of my car...and thereofre they were no longer there....anyway, complete rambling, but u know what the fucc i's talkin about. so gangsta. haha. and so i go on with my life...within 3 days, i doused my entire backseat with 1 and a half bottles of febreeze...one being deep clean which i bought myself...works great by the way. now about 95% of the smell is gone...thank God. but everythings cool. haha stupid Joel....and dont be laughing as your reading this fool...pun-to

anyway, just been at work...hollerin at snitches...havin fun, being dope, hanging out sessionin, bangin the streets, movin my feets, drinkin burr and havin one good time

oh yea one thing I remembered...i think the two nights after out last outing with Sean, i bought Roscoe's album...Young Roscoe Philaphornia. its a dopeass album. anyway, bumpin that shut..and that night went to TGIF for a farewell dinner with the guys..featuring Byron. so long buddy. puto. haha, then we "choked" outside on little ciga-rillos from Germeezee. then off to Jeriel's house..it was coolio, just relaxin...then Byron went beetweezers.