Sunday, December 28, 2003

grades grades grades....

man IF ONLY I WOULD HAVE CARED IN MY IGE CLASS...but alas, i did not...and therefore I got a D...i guess well deserved...since I only did turn in my frist term paper on time...and none of the other 16 assignments until an hour before dawn the day grades were due, as i snuck up to my prof's house in ghetto pomona with Jose...haha fuckin dope adventure...what the hell were people doing up?? crazy crips..haha

but yea, ENGINERRING! gotta frickin B-!!!!! FUCK YEA! i was super failing...1st midterm=F (lowest grade in class, in fact..super ashamed...but i didnt care at all bout school at the time...but whatever)...1st project 90%...and only cuz it was late..woulda got a 100% i believe....2nd midterm- sick as funk, so missed it...and he didnt let me make it up cuz i didnt return til the last day of the quarter..whatever..understandable...so..2nd midterm-F....2nd project..F...(didnt turn it in...)...FINAL---A mutherfunking PLUS! ...A+....A+....A+!!! without a doubt i got 100% on that final...man the wonders of studying, and being genius of course....and my 3rd project...pretty sure we got an A (the last projct was a group one)...

the deal I had struck wit my prof is, since i was truly sick for my 2nd mid, is i could take my grade for my 1st one and make it the grade for the 2nd (hell motherfreakin NO!)...or make my final exam grade the grade for the 2nd mid....(i was shittin bricks...but it was my only choice....but after taking the final exam...i was thanking my lucky stars he gave me that option)

so in the end...
1st mid - F
2nd mid - A+
final - A+
1st proj - A
2nd proj - F
3rd proj - A
homework - never turned in any....thnk the lord homework hardly had any weight and the projects were only moderately weighed...so yes..i desrved that B-...cuz i studied hard at the end...and im tite like that

hehe...so yea, then econ...ehh i didnt care too much.....from week one til about week 7...i was in class everyday, actually caring and taking notes...had the highest grade in the lass...yes...the other students looked at y 98 and realized it was unnatainable...hehe but then i began ditching class...not cuz i was doing well...but because i started not to care...and i ended up getting mediocre grades on my 2nd mid and final exam....so i ended up with a B there...

com204...ehh i didnt realize everything was so heavily weighted..didnt realize it til a few hours before our final class session...so yea i ended up with a C...thats what i get for thinking it was gonna be a piece of cake class..and the prof knows students think this..so he does it porpoise-ly.....bastardo...

anyway...in the end...my GPA didnt budge and i guess im on borderline probation for another quarter...doesnt it suck that im on probation for a tenth of a gpa point! funk!

CAU!

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Friday, December 26, 2003

HELL YES!!!!

i thought my fone was being just plain retarded...but i just needed to figure out that i needed to take the address given to me in the text message, copoy and paste it into the little browser, and THEN IT DOWNLOADS!

what am i talking about??

mother-freakin RINGTONES!! hahahahah...yess, i have had this phone for a month now and have finally grown tired of the corny rtarded preloaded ones...and theres no normal ringers that just sound like a damn fone...so i was forced to purchase a ringtone from at&t.....well little did i know, that I could go to the NEC (the phone manuf.) website and download free ringtones, games, and wallpprs.....but its okay..luckily i deliberated over which ringtone to get...over the past two weeks i narrowed it down from 20...to 15...to 5....and guess what? i ended up not picking any of them because i stumbled upon one of my mutherfunking favoritest songs ever!....yes...my ringer is uber-tite, and it's...ehh, you can hear it for yourself.....PAAAAYCE

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

a-hoy matee!!

Merry freackin Christmas



hehe, yea, so merry Christmas you.......dang most boring winter break ever...can't wait to go back to school.

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

gee...doesn't say anything about me beein klepto...other than that..RIGHT ON!

haha stole this from Pie......paaaayce

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what's in a name?

A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B You are a rich bastard that gets girls cause they are gold diggers
C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D You have trouble trusting people.
E You are a very exciting person.
F Everyone loves you.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H You are not judgemental.
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
J Jealousy.
K You like to try new things.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
M Success comes easily to you.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
O You are a fuckin genius!
P You are very friendly and understanding.
Q You are a hypocrite.
R Damn you are a sexy bitch!
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V You have a very good physical and looks.
W You like your privacy.
X You never let people tell you what to do.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
Z You're always fighting with someone.
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C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
H You are not judgemental.
R Damn you are a sexy bitch!
I You are always smiling & making others smile.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
O You are a fuckin genius!
P You are very friendly and understanding.
H You are not judgemental.
E You are a very exciting person.
R Damn you are a sexy bitch!

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

perhaps the christmas cheer shall commence

well, looks like as lazy as i am...i shall begin the hanging of lights...which signify the light of the world...JESUS!! hehe i am sure all of you who went to parochial elementary school know this..hah...im not mocking it..it's true..its just funny cuz like i dunno...forget it

oh yes, and freakin dope song im listening to.

tonight....hopefully sessioning..not too late...and hopefully LORD OF THE FRICKIN RINGS!!! PART TRE!

yes i had a marathon...yesterday round 3..joel came over my house cuz we were both super bored...went to lil caesar's...got a 5 dollar pizza...split it...and watched LORD OF THE FRICKIN RINGS PART ONE....freakin cool man...i can understand how some people can get bored...but i love long intricate stories...i freakin read the hobbit man...i think oimma read it again...REALLY.......then when that ended it was round 745....channel surfed for bout an hour and a half....chillaxin..watching a fox concert..

WOW HILLARY DUFF IS WEARING TITE PANTS NOW??? DEFANK!!! WHO DOES she THINK she is??? HAHAH....Freakin lil girl....she will be yummy one day, though...haha.....so then went to my room, joel started playin madden....then i went online cuz i only have one controller......talked to Jeriel on the phone wit joel...bout various ish...haha all while enjoying this crazy babysitter movie on TV haha...funny ish....super duper duper bored so decide to go to Wesco starBUST...haha i dunno why i just caled it that now...

anywhoot...go to B&N first...stupid biotch kicks us out...i was trying to check out the calendars to see which one to get this year...and the tricks like.."no you can't be here" and im like "im looking at the calendars"..she's like "um..no...." and im thinkng WTF!!! ...and say "what do you mean no? YOU DONT LIKE BUSINESS???" and she's all "im sorry, its the rule"....THE FUCK!!! i remember when u work in retail u often stay open like even an hour past closing to make that extra fuckin buck!! the hell is this bitch smokin....anyway...so she starts saying "we open tomorrow at 9.....blah blah "..."uh..NO! I DONT CARE IM NOT COMING BACK!" and we walk out and joel's trying his best to hold in laughter...but i wasnt laughing..she pissed me the hell off...so anyway, we meet byron and jeriel in STARFAWKS...and i get hooked up mad nasty by John Badass...hehe...and yell out all this shit at Clap ...i thought he was pissed or something...turns out he said he was just "out of it"...ehh whatever...he was coo after...hehe..i thought maybe i had gotten him in trouble on a previous visit or something..maybe i did...doubt it...ehh...que-evers.

so yea stand outside freezing my...uuh...hands off....haha we talked about lotsa shit for bout...ehh a while...then joel decides on dennys and we're off....go there, grub and talk bout lotsa shit...freakin Byron...you have to always get me into it and make me wanna spend money...haha. but yea, man BEING FAMOUS IS GONNA BE DOPE! for realz man. so yea we stayed there however late...i even 'RACED' and it was dope...really good times with the guys....haha.

we left and me and joel got to my pad round 4....he decided to crash...so then the marathon continued....dun dun dun....LORD OF THE FREAKIN RINGS PART DEUX...hehe sux cuz i was all tired and was fighting off sleep bigtime..sleep had me in a pin for about 5 minutes...but i broke lose and was coo...joel bigtime just slept after a while...haha...so around 630 we got up to move our cars cuz my dad was leavin for work...and joel decides hell just jam...thas coo..so he does...i come back in finish the last hour and a half or so of the movie...OH MAN IT IS SO BADASS! i have been deprived for a very long time...never knew this shit was so dope...but i shouldve...the hobbit was a bigtime precursor to how the trilogy would be..uh duh..it is the prequel...but yea...its coo how they dedicated like the first 20 mins of the first movie to THE HOBBIT prequel book. tite..didnt think bilbo would be in it...but anyway..back to THE TWO FRICKIN TOWERS...it was dope as hell man..the tree fools...man that was badass.....cant wait to see THE RETURN OF THE FRICKIN KING!!! ohhellyeafawkyea!!! haha.

okay...so then went to sleep til like 2pm...woke up grubbed on a personal pizza and now i'm here...NOW im really gonna hang christmas lites....TILASE.....ti-lites.

beautiful feelin

wow man...vacation has begun!!! fa sho!

Sunday, December 14, 2003

ASS-nouncement

okay, so for any of you putos that are trizicks and read people's livejournals and know about other people's lives but don't have an LJ yourselves, now you can have one too...you don't have to wait to get a code from anybody...so sign up and let us read about you too...tilase

Wednesday, December 10, 2003

awww yeeaaa....


:: how nintendo are you? ::

freakin RADICAL conversation with C

good times

appro017: dang, i've been so unproductive today...so neat haha..haha, neat hahaha
appro017: i think i'm gonna try for a comeback of those dopeass words again..rad, neat, etc...
K Matix 815: hahaha
K Matix 815: comeback???
K Matix 815: what u talkin bout
K Matix 815: hahahaha dude
K Matix 815: i fuckin use rad a lot
appro017: try haha
appro017: yea
K Matix 815: and it came to my attention the other day that people don't say "stoked" anymore...i didnt know...i still do
appro017: dude, lets use them again..that'd be sweet
K Matix 815: haha and i say "right on"...i dont hear too many people say that
appro017: what other words were there
K Matix 815: haha sweet!!!!!
K Matix 815: grody
K Matix 815: hahah
appro017: haha
K Matix 815: tubular (hahahah defank!!)
appro017: defalank
K Matix 815: gnarly
K Matix 815: too surfer
appro017: yeah, too surfer
K Matix 815: ooh..i know what i was trying to think of..
K Matix 815: radical
K Matix 815: oh wait
K Matix 815: thats just the root of rad
K Matix 815: haha
K Matix 815: or the full form i should say
appro017: yeah, i was gonna say that haha
appro017: hey, you know what..bart simpson doesnt say "eat my shorts" anymore..that was a biggy in the 90s
K Matix 815: hahah
K Matix 815: yea
appro017: oh and cow-a-bunga(sp)
K Matix 815: and "ay caramba"
K Matix 815: he actually said it earlier this year
K Matix 815: like someone did something like spectacular...and he said this..
K Matix 815: "well...to dust off an oldie but goodie (or something to that effect)....ay caramba!"
appro017: haha, dang..why did he stop!
K Matix 815: hahah
K Matix 815: it was crazy though when he said it
K Matix 815: i was like..oh shit! no way!
K Matix 815: my bart doll used to say those things...the "aye caramba" the "eat my shorts"..and "don't have a cow man"
appro017: thats crazyness..you had a bart doll too!
K Matix 815: hahah it was a big soft doll but his whole head was hard plastic
K Matix 815: and a pullstring
appro017: mine talked too..thats tite
K Matix 815: FUCK YEA!!!
K Matix 815: that shit was awesome
appro017: yeah...oh shit..that was awesome
appro017: it was my favorite...i wonder where mine went
K Matix 815: hahah
K Matix 815: i actually found mine when i was moving
K Matix 815: i was like no way!!!
K Matix 815: i thought it got tossed out looong ago
appro017: are you serious! wanna sell it to me haha
K Matix 815: i wonder if i still got my alvin one
K Matix 815: hahahah
appro017: i had an alvin doll too!
appro017: it was tite
K Matix 815: HELLS YEA
appro017: it was in super good condition til this year..the dog started playing with it
K Matix 815: awww sunks
K Matix 815: yea dude...that shit was off the hook
K Matix 815: i have a picture of myself like 3 years old with it
K Matix 815: and i have a dopeass 80s bomber jacket on
K Matix 815: hahaha
appro017: thats so badass
K Matix 815: hell yea
K Matix 815: dude im puttin this in LJ
K Matix 815: its tooooo tite
appro017: haha, awesome
K Matix 815: haha don't you mean rad!
appro017: i was gonna say the same..oh yeah
appro017: RADICAL!!!
K Matix 815: there you go
appro017: but to keep up with the modern times....crazzzzzzy!
K Matix 815: hahahaha excellent

hey yo...epiphany!

so guess what?? ohhellyeafuckyea....i FAWKIN ACED MY ECE FINAL THIS MORNING! yay-i-yay-ee! and i only studied a lil bit too! dang...well it seems that i realized something that i realize then and again every so often when im not always all the time being so very redundant and completely and utterly a percent of the tim verbose. hahaha. i am a dork.

anyway, yea, it has come to my attention that i am one very lazy ass. well, for the 102nd time, at least. but yea, all it took was for me to sit down and actually open a notebook. haha, and i actually studied..im gonna have to say....for the 2nd time all quarter. the first was an econ test...which i got a 100 on...one out of two people in a class of 47. tite haw? so yea, i thought about it and i guess my true problem is time management..not engineering. not by a long shot. i wouldnt be surprised if i got a 100 on my final today. not that it was "easy"...i just was able to do all of it and know i was right....so i actually expect a 100. but whatever. studying MADE me be interested in engineering again. studying for econ...well didnt make my appetite for economic knowledge increase, but it did allow me to do well. but yea, for now...im hanging in there. plus i checked out the majors and their schools and their flowcharts and dang...i look at them and think..damn these people are slackers...fuckin bastards only have to complete 180 units. the hell is that stupidass shit. haha. but for real, the poli-sci flowchart....wasnt even a flowchart....it was just a sheet with classes...and it looked all empty. haha. but yea i was like...uhh...i get a degree from taking just this? well anyway, if i do still decide to do that..shouldnt be to hard to double major...haha. but yea, the math school....ehh 195 units...still less than ece...but..close...but i dunno...theres 3 options as a math major...1) secondary education ....its coo, but with most degrees you CAN become a teacher....with this option of a math degree...its pretty much WHAT you're being trained to be.....2) statistics....haha the one branch of math that i despise.....3) applied math...this would be the only choice i guess...and the lady said its the one you pick to work "in the industry"...ehh whatever...not appealing enough to make me change.
yea..and out of all the engineering disciplines...i think electrical/computer would be the only one that at least slightly interested me...but i think theres more than just a slight interest...its rad. haha.
so we'll see in the future...but for now...no hassles for me...just straight up ECE. payce

Tuesday, December 9, 2003

oh yea..you too

wassup Soto...didn't know...but thanks to Ellice, now I do

HAPPY BIRFDAY BRO!

sleepless nights

so last night i try to go to sleep at around 3am, after a night of listenin to some good ol BEP and J5...and yea i do the usual..pray then listen to music...i put in Santana's "Supernatural"...always soothing...and yea i couldnt sleep and it was already track 9....usually i can fall asleep with a good CD and the next morning i wont remember listening tpo anything past track 3....so yea...it sux..

i was up prolly til like 430 or somethin...just tossing and turning...cuz i had somethin on my mind...i couldnt get it out...i think im headed in a downward spiral...if i stay any longer in engineering it will only be out of ego and pride. simply because i know im intelligent enough to do it...and im good at math and all that junk..but you know what...i dont think i like it...not one bit. i think im actually starting to hate it. and it sux cuz i picked the majopr all quik at the onsite i just happened to walk in on at mr. scotts office that one day..haha i didnt even care about cal poly...i scoffed at the idea of coming here...ehh one way to eat my words...anyway i did coem here...and i randomly picked electrical and computer engineering when the dude asked me what majors cuz i thought..ehh it must involve a lot of math...and i like computers so..cool

well in fact in doesnt involve all that much math...just 6 quarters of it...which is nothing....and everything else is stuff im not too sure i care about

dammit dammit dammit

you know what sucks...is now that i think back...and what i really wanted to tell the guy was either one of three things...."Poli-Sci"...."Math"....or maybe even good ol "English". i guess the reasons i didnt were cuz...well with poli-sci...i have no idea why i didnt wanna do that....but with math and english..i thought..damn what the hell else can u do with those degrees but be a damn teacher. the funny thing is, in the back of my mind i kinda always thought about being a high school teacher. ehh go figure.
but anyway, im in complete turmoil cuz i dont know what to do as i get deeper into my 2nd year of college...and dammit i have to think fast before i start another quarter of what could turn into useless math and physics classes...well at least all im taking next quarter is math and physics aside from my IGE...and i guess if i end up choosing math..then its perfect cuz i need to take what im taking ANYWAY...just glad im not registered for any more ECE classes. well so now im at the cal poly career center website..cuz i found out they have mapped out every major with possible careers and different fields to go into within each major. pretty cool shit. itll make stuff a hell of a lot easier....my mind is already becoming at ease. but damn...why...why...wasted time. dammit. im going to summer school from now on FOR SURE. ill be damned if im a 6th year senior...hopefully i dont even have to stay a 5th year. i can do it...dammit i can.





oh yea.....

HAPPY BOITHDAY SEAN-DWEEZO!










oh yea..and when i was talking to an advisor lady today...she told me something so true..that i didnt even think about.......electrical engineering...could most possibly involve being like all in front of a computer all the time..being alone and quiet and stuff...and usually its more introverted people that get into it.....dammit thats so not me...i NEED to interact with people on an everyday basis....im a "shy" extrovert to the max...i cant stand too much silence all the time..i need to be busy...working by myself is cool...just as long as im around people?...get it? ehh

Monday, December 8, 2003

yesss there is a God

okay so after years of missing Sanitarium concert opps...finally Metallica has decided to go back on tour in the US....i think starting March,,...so yea...who's down to go??? WHO>?> (shaking fist)....damit im going by myself if i have to. payce
defank

Saturday, December 6, 2003

sooo so random...nice song....soo bored


Imagine
by: John Lennon

Imagine there's no heaven,
It's easy if you try,
No hell below us,
Above us only sky,
Imagine all the people
living for today...

Imagine there's no countries,
It isnt hard to do,
Nothing to kill or die for,
No religion too,
Imagine all the people
living life in peace...

Imagine no possesions,
I wonder if you can,
No need for greed or hunger,
A brotherhood of man,
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say Im a dreamer,
but Im not the only one,
I hope some day you'll join us,
And the world will live as one

dang..."Gone" is such a tite song...damn...why havent i listened to these fools in so long

diggin up out the crates

haha well not actually the crates but...so to speak....(what am i talking about)..

anyways, yea so i came home today bumping my new MP3 player in my car for the first time...dang it gives it an even extra kick of bass...bumps like hell...anyway, i have a bucnh of ish on there...rock, rap, pop...etc...

and as i was almost home, "I'll Be Good For you" and "It Makes Me Ill" came on...you know by whoo...NSYNC of course..hahahaha damn man thats crazy how we thought they were so tite...and are

haha


so i went home and looked for the infamous HBO madison square video tape that joel recorded and i STILL have from 3 years ago. hahaha. and i watched it.....wow man...relived so many memories....memories of constantly watching that damn video and leaning coreography....for--and not for---the pep rally junior year...just cuz....for fun...for whatever, id try to learn...wait...WE'D try to learn it...those of you know who you IZ. haha. crazy fools. man good times....but man i look at some of the coreography now...and to be honest...there was always some shit we made fun of...quite a lot of stuff.....but now i look at it..and realize REALLY how much of the coreography is stupid and retarded looking and just plain GAY!!!! hahah its pathetic....and YES there is still a bunch of REALLY TITE moves....but wow i think its just been a while since ive seen it (yes...3 years, Chris)...cuz we always made fun of the really gay shit...hahah and yes its still gay...thrown in there with really dope moves....but yea...it was cool reliving it.....watched half of it....then knocked out for 6 hours....(i pulled an all nighter...last...uhh...night.....then woke up and watched the rest. wow the songs were so tite. then as i was watching them perform, i could see it in their eyes...they...(as well as just about every other freaking performer in any genre of music....)....must be singing ad dancing and see all the little girls singging along with passion, jumpng and crying..and in their heads i know they must be thinking (oh my gosh...these people are f*&n weird! pathetic losers! getting waaay to into this music) hahaha maybe they do...maybe they dont...but they have to. ehh random thought

haha later i put in my O-Town DVD...dang i was feeling really reminiscent....but ehh the menu came on and i just turned off my XBOX (my DVD player)...ehh thai-lase.

Friday, December 5, 2003

i drive myself crazzzy.....drive myself...

de---ehh--FANK!

dang, im going crazy. its like i been locked up for a week dammit. funkin sux. i need to get out. today i went to school and almost died, but its okay, if i can go to school, then i can damn well go out. please? neh. ill die. but im going crazy though. this sulunks man. tomorrow got work. and dammit have no idea what my schedule is for next week. most people go to school once, twice , maybe 3 times next week. ME??? EVERY FRICKIN DAY. monday, econ final...ehh.....tuesday meet up with IGE group to work on project, wednesday, ece final....(uh oh)....thursday...IGE presentation....friday...COM 204 final...its not too bad what i have to do...but its just a pain that im gonna have to wake up no later than 8 every day next week still. DAMN IT. and i hope i dont get too many work hours. 5 would be nice. hehe. id prolly feel diff about it if i wasnt so sick and stressed out about catchin up. well sunks cuz i cant do that extra credit assign,ment for econ, but ahh funk it. ece...cant retake my midterm.....SUCKS BIG ASS DI-ACK HAW???? IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SUPER EASY TOO DAAMIIT!!! FAAAAAAAWK! there were like 10 As!!!! dammn....my only two options are.,..make my 1st midterm grade my 2nd midterm grade too (HELL NO! i failed it)...or make my final grade my 2nd midtern grade (dammit now i super duper duper have to study..cuz dont know ish...and the final is supposed to be hard. doesnt that freakin suck gorrilla chode??? dammit. so im screwed...i wonder if hell accept my 2nd project late.....thats if i get it done...and gotta get my 3rd one done with two fools from my class...dammit. com 204..ehh not much to sweat about. dammit this quarter was a bust...haha the qurter i was supposed to "get shit done"..."take seriously"....damn man i screwed up sick...again.

on a lighter note...RHAPSODY is tite....hehe its something we offer 2 free weeks of from best buy...and after its 9.95 a month...unlimited legal downloading..radio...super fast...downloads in 2 seconds...really. its coo..and if u have verizon DSL..they give u a month free...so yea i signed up...pretty tite...its like the ultimate jukebox..i just look for a song, it pops up, i click on it, and it starts playing...guaranteed to be the song u want...CD quality...no stupid kazaa files that are misnamed, cut-off, scrambly, or straight up messed up. yee so its coo....my computer is still being a jackass...

Thursday, December 4, 2003

NUTTIN IN "PANTZ"

oh wow! the excitement ensues....freakin crap

super flashbacks...junior year...listening to those foolios who called themselves "Hott Pantz"....hehe huddled around right outside the lunch area trying to harmonize this song....and I'd be lending a voice once in a while...hahahaha that is soo funny how there was so much hype around NSYNC....man they were sooooooooo tite....what am i saying....were? theyre ish is hot! hahah for realz nukka!

damn man i hate this....super unprodcutive Chris....high school flashback time...stupid nsync...damn them well check out the song...



P.S.

hahahahah had to include this...so funny...
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Auto response from [Byron]: fuck school woo hoo!!!!!!!hahaha im almost done woo hoo!!!!!!!!!oh and yea fuck you....

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haha classic

another great freakin song..

Damn man...."More Than a Feeling" is a fawkin awesome song!!!

get it now if you dont have it...

well first of all the song is by Boston. theyre are friggin wicked awesome (haha excuse me I just had Mr. Deeds flashbacks), but yea theyre badass. and if you don't enjoy yourself some good classic guitars and the beautiful lovemaking sound of whailing electric guitars then by all means get the NSYNC version.

Granted, classic rock and boy band accapella are two completely different genres..but I must admit NSYNC did an excellent job in covering the song, and I love both versions, and as soon as the Boston version finishes imma play the Nsync version....oh no...wait....this is a BADASS SONG!!! daaayam! (look at current music)

P.S. hey Jeriel, if ur reading this...its one of those nights....like that nigth at your pad when u were on ur comp and me and Rex were on ur couch singing after everyone had left from your house...im pretty sure Sean was there too......hmm i forgot...but I remember you wrote an entry about it after....cuz u were in awe to see how much listening to an old song excited me...haha well its one of those nights...oh and its crazy..besides you...my buddy Lee (no not an intended pun, i swear....)...fine ill change it, my homie Lee also noticed one time in the stock room how when I'd put in a CD with old songs from high school Id get all super overjoyed and stuff (Im sure you can sense it from my rambling right now...plus i just had some coffee..i just realized that..that might have something to do with it)....anyway..yea he noticed too...and was amazed and touched how someone could be so in love with music...yea i guess thats how I describe myself...in love with music....ehh what am i gonna do...its dangerous...I get too preoccupied with it...and sunks...causes procrastination...aww crap gotta get to work...tilase

oh my gosh

loving it..sickness is so gay...its coo cuz u stay home for a couple days sometimes...as i did in this case...but its not like those days home are any productive....when u feel like shit...or are plain lazy...a lil of both was the case today....previous days i really did feel like shit all day...today it was mostly laziness...i have to do so much shit to turn in tomorrow!!! dammit....so im stessing...and to add to that...giving me multiple heart attacks the past couple of days..my computer is being the ultimate jackass...its crashed oh about 11 times....not fucking turning back on until like 4 hours later after several futile attempts. right now...im already pushing it by having livejournal open whil;e i play music,....dammit this shit is supposed to be top of the line state of the art,,,WTF! anyway....to calm myself down...i will now display some lyrics to what has to be the most wonderful song in the world....i love this song with a passion...and its such a classic...why have i held out until today u ask? well cuz u SHOULD know this friggin song darnit! haha i dunno...i listen to it pretty much every day that im on the computer..so might as well place the lyrics here so that u may play it on ur MP3 player or CD player, or record player should u have any or all of those versions....

Shower the People
by: James Taylor


You can play the game and you can act out the part
Though you know it wasn't written for you
But tell me, how can you stand there with your broken heart
Ashamed of playing the fool
One thing can lead to another; it doesn't take any sacrifice
Oh, father and mother, sister and brother
if it feels nice, don't think twice

Just shower the people you love with love
Show them the way that you feel
Things are gonna work out fine if you only will (do as I say...)
Shower the people you love with love
Show them the way you feel
Things are gonna be much better if you only will

You can run but you cannot hide
This is widely known
And what you plan to do with your foolish pride
When you're all by yourself alone
Once you tell somebody the way that you feel
You can feel it beginning to ease
I think it's true what they say about the squeaky wheel
Always getting the grease.

Better to shower the people you love with love
Show them the way that you feel
(I know) Things are gonna be just fine if you only will (what I'd like to do to you...)
Shower the people you love with love
Show them the way that you feel
Things are gonna be much better if you only will

Shower the people you love with love
Show them the way that you feel

They say in every life
They say the rain must fall
Just like pouring rain
Make it rain
Make it rain
Love, love, love is sunshine.
Oh yes
Make it rain
Love, love, love is sunshine
Yeah, all right
Everybody, everybody
Shower the people you love with love

Tuesday, December 2, 2003

can i die yet?

well, yes for those of you who read my journal (nosey bastards), and ur tired of my whining, dont read then biaaaa....

anyway, one word...bronchitis. payce

hmm quizzorama

defank???

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Monday, December 1, 2003

still sick

yes, my head hurts, my neck hurts, my back is stiff and im coughing like a dog. it sux balls. man, i feel like shit, missed school today including a midterm and pssibly a review in econ, and tomorrow im thinking of missing as well cuz i have a portfolio to finish and i havent done it and im too sick to do it now dammit. why the hell does this have to happen now? fuck!!@!!!!!@!!@@!

why? dammit...its always sumthing

so yea last night around 1 or so i knocked out with notes in my face on top of my unmade bed...dammit didnt study...this morning awoke to my 7am alarm without having studied..ehh funk dat...fell asleep...reawoke at 8am...my first class had already begun..ehh...my heart began to rush cuz i had a super opportunity to get a good grade on my ECE midterm and i blew it cuz i didnt study for shit...imagine bombing what is supposed to be a simple midterm? funk! so should i study for 2 hours then jam? or try to make it up? eh ill make it up..i kinda felt like shit anywhoot...sux man why must i continue to be sick at such a critical time..my last week of school b4 finals, lotsa shit must be turned in, projects, 2nd "mid"terms, shit shit shit! plus my boss "hooked me up" as he puts it with a bunch of hoursa....normally an employee would be stoked.....cuz im the only new guy getting a bunch of hours...cuz im tite...but it sux when im sick and tempted to call in....but dont want to cuz dont wanna look bad....dammit..like today i have work at 5.....id rather sleep for a few hours, get up and do my homework..but no...i have like 2 hours to do whatever from this point on, then imust get ready and head off to work, which starts at 5. sulunks. then i dont get off till 11 dammit. so anywhoot. after dat i must come home and put together a portfolio for one of my classes...once again, just like previous IGE classes, had i kept up with assignments, it would be nthing more than organizing everything in a damn folder and doing my final essay. Once again however, i must do all my reading responses....read books in order to do those responses, and then do my essay. super duper sulunks...time to die. oh yea plus gotta study for that ECE midterm i missed today so i can make it up hopefully tomorrow...fweebeeenk.

Sunday, November 30, 2003

damn you asians and your viruses!! (not for the faint of heart...HINT: usually deliciously gross)

hahaha yaaas kiddee...but not

friday was coo...woke up 8 am, showered, took off to work..it was coo...saw the huge rush near the entrance...by department wasnt too bad...i'd equate it wit anchor blue...but not. ehh. que-evers....anyway, work was coo....had so much delicious pizza.
so after workin a 9 hr dizzay...decide it might be time to go to the much talked about amat game at cerritos, but it seems no negroes were down to go anymore...so i just headed home. tee-weezies. had a bomb turkey sandwich wit cranberry sauce nukka! yumm. chillazed, watched TV, went online.

damn so yes it all begun friday night, as i was cruisin through e-bay, getting ready to doze off, i began to have this "bloated" feeling if you will...i'd say around midnight or so...so whatever i ignored it...went to bed...so i wake up saturday morning 10am ready to go to work, take a shower, get dressed, and right before i eat...decide i must throw up. so I run to my bafroom, and yak....twice. lovin it! felt so much betta. so i go off to work. get there, ehh, clock in. startin to feel woozeeee. so i just work...damn i wasnt feeling so great, so i straight up mad dogged the lexmark rep that i hadnt been introduced to when he interrupted me on a sale. kinda rude on his part...but i still feel bad when i do mean things unless its really driven by hate. but this was driven by sickness. so yea i mean he even super apologized after too and it made me feel so bad later on. anywhoot, after an hour and fifteen of toughin it out, i threw in the towel, went up to my sup and told him i had to go home....cuz i had just gone to the bafroom right before too and tried to yak again. super squirts...delish. so i clock out and head home. im glad i left when i did, cuz i could barely drive home. i started to get all achy. it sucked elephantitis ballzacs. so i get home, yak two more times, and still i havent eaten a damn thing...except for 3 stale ritz crackers. so i knock out. knock out til about 3...go back to sleep..wake up about 6 times total just fuckin hurting so much. for the last time woke up round 5...my mom made me eat some cup o noodles..i ate about half the cup...over 45 minutes time. and kept wanting to knock out on the kitchen nook. super sucked. so my mom headed off to the pharmacy. the crazy thing was my mom had the same thing, and sp did my dad. my dad and i were equally bad, and my mom was a little better than we were...or at least she was takin it like a mom. aww i luv her. anyhoot..she went to walgreens while i try to watch MTV....but i have it at kind of a low volume and it feels like i have 12 inch subs in each one of my ears. so i turn it off and begin to knock out for a bit. then im super naucious. delicious squirts about 3 times. many glasses of water i shoved down my own throat. it was the only thing i could barely stand to look at. i wanted to yak at even the thought or sound of any food...even super delicious ones.
so my mom gets home, and the pharmacist (a chino) kinda chuckled and apologized "on behalf of his people" cuz he said theres an asian stomach flu thats been going around the past week or two...obviously...brought over from asia...and it's an air-borne virus. fuckin sux....prolly got it from best buy...cmon put it together...computers..tingtongsoy....*wink wink* (no im not racist....only a little.... haha j/k...just jokin...but its possible...for reals....sincerely....aww c'mon....you know its true.....aww shiet de feck ep). its crazy though cuz super true...i didnt realize it..my sister's lil babies had been havin diarreah and shiet like for 3 days and my bro and sis-n-law had been feeling similar symptoms...and even the pnoy homie ferty from work said he been feelin sick too kinda....its crazy though...damn air-borne virus....dang remember "Breakout" (morgan freeman / dustin hoffman)...tite movie...
for reals though the chinito pharmacist gave my mom some Walgreen's Anti-Nasuea medicine and Immodium AD....when she got home, the three of us took it...took a while to take effect..but began to feel better over a couple hours time and after a couple doses. Thank you Immodium AD...thanks to you i will be constipated for a while...haha although that it definitely many times better than hershey squirts.....I knock out after that til about 10pm...sux..my parents were bed ridden the whole day too...it sux seeing your parents suffer...even if you're going through the same thing...they prolly think the same thing about me...parents gotta love em.....so yea, i started to feel better after a failed attempt at around 10:30 to call in sick to work for sunday....cuz i got up and tok some aleeve...got back under the covers and got a call from sean-deebols....then spoke to joel for a lil while...and when he started talking about pizza...it sounded so delicious. (the whole day fuckin sucked cuz when u sick like this u dont know if u hungry, wanna yak, wanna crap, or plain wanna die.) so anywhoot...i got outta bed...and the aleeve had kicked in. i swear to you the body aches i had saturday were rivaled only by a few occassions during elementary schools when i had similar horrible ailments. but the aleeve made it so much better and i didnt feel a damn thing...sure it was midnight but shit! i was actually hungry! hellz yea. so i go to the kitchen and i am able to chow down on the oranbge i had tried to eat earlier in the day and almost vomited all over, and a banana as well....and then i ate a small quesadilla. yumm...it was risky..cuz cheeze..dairy isnt the best thing to be havin after a day of "running." so yea, anyway, stay awake til about 2:30. (wow i hadnt watched saturday night live in FOREVER)......glad i caught SNL cuz justin timberlake was the guest....damn he's one of the best hosts ever on SNL.....prolly top 75 (maybe top 50...which is really good considering all the people that have hosted)...also because he was the musical act..."Senorita" was tite..."Cry Me A River" (rocky pop version) kinda sucked...but yea he was funny as hell man. good host...haha i remember one of the worst hosts ever..clair daines...haha i remember i was talkin to joel on the phone too (the invention of the "CLICK"......hahaha)....and we agreed she was one of the worst ever...damn that was back in like 7th grade or 8th..tops...

anywhoot...watched a little bit of showtime at the appolla..but err....it gets really annoying if ya know what i mean. yea, today went to work 10am til 4...it was coo...my prayers to the Lord were answered last night..but i guess i cant win all the time..so God did take away my crippling body aches, my nausea, my shits, my fever, my chills, and headaches...but in return he left me with the most annoying and somewhat painful dry cough...came straight outta left field....so i was coughing up a storm all day at work today...ate some carls...good ish...so yea, then went to church after i got off work, met up with Rick and Chris...chilled for a few minutes after talking bout ish..then i headed off to Starbucks to get my Caramel quadruple shot macchiato....imma need it for tonite and all the studying i gotta do...saw autumn clay there..crazy how i recogize people and am really great with names...even if i never spoke to them once....and no im not a loser..it makes me conserate, thoughtful, and clever ad the rest of you who oppose are bitches. haha. so yea she had a hot friend too. she was SA-WEEEET (dude wheres my carcancha?)....so yea, told her to say wassup to that cool cat Maya and lil Nate Dogg....and she was super nice. tite. so anywhoot teeweezies and i better get studying for my extra deliciously hard ECE midterm 2 tomorrow. oh and time for another "lap."

hahaha (**coughing**)...ohh man this is some good shit...toooo funny

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Friday, November 28, 2003

crazy day

crazy day but not really for me...just tiring..well working day after thanksgivin 6 hr sale (got extended to 8 hrs)...pretty crazy ish...im super sleepy tired (cuz i only slept 3 hrs last night)...but yea fun times fun times.

ehh....K-Matix is way betta

i used different variations of my name....as well as my middle name....hahaha the second one is funny...(think about it)...the last one is super tite

Quiz Me
Chris spins tunes as
DJ Brazen Freak

Get your dj name @ Quiz Me



Quiz Me
Christopher spins tunes as
DJ Deep Cream

Get your dj name @ Quiz Me



Quiz Me
K-Matix spins tunes as
DJ Hot Poof

Get your dj name @ Quiz Me



Quiz Me
Zambo spins tunes as
DJ Swift Outlaw

Get your dj name @ Quiz Me

hmm...

Meeks
You are STEVEN MEEKS. You're intelligent and would
never hesitate to help a friend in his or her
studies. You're approachable and try to do your
best in everything. However, remember to use
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003

K-Matix back in full effect

dang puuurty crazy...well today i went to school 7am...got out and went to the mall wit Olivas and Joel. chowed down on my Panda all quick as hell cuz i had work at anchor blue at 1230...therefore I ate in 10 minutes! super quick. anywhoot....afta work, went over to my new work and took care of some paperwork, then went home. grubbed on some bomb ham n pineappple with rice and mashed potatoes...yummmm

then i started qatching requiem for a dream but sunks i shouldnt have started watching it cuz i was already sleepy to begin with...so food coma kicked in prolly 15 mins into the movie, which was crazy and dope already..so that sux...i woke up as the credits were rollin cuz joel had called me. sunks i kinda felt like sessionin tonite cuz din have any homework to do..but super duper sleepy. so i hung up wit joel. but like i started thinkin how its prolly one of my only chances til schools out, ad i started to get into it for some reason so i hopped in my jalopy, and swung on over to Harvey's pad.

wow i felt so uncomfortable, i hadnt sessioned since summer when i went to Jon's pad....so started off kinda ruff. it was Flowell (Joel), DJ Analog (Harvey), DJ Jonny 5 aka Phenomenon (Jon), and finally me, K-Matix, all up in the hizzle. haha it was super funny, harvey had his IM talk feature thing on and Jeriel was listening. funny ish. then later he did a conference thing with Jeriel and Melissa Tolentino on yahoo. purty coo.....haha Vinyl Fantasy Radio LA. haha..so tite...and there were "so many special guests from Amat" hahahahahahah!
prolly like after an hour i started to get into it, it was fun times, haha i even sang on this one beat that Joe samples in the OG version of "stutter", haha but then i forgot the words to Stutter so i stopped...haha it was supposed to be the hook so Floweezy could flow after. ah well. then Harvey and Jon got on the turntables and VF Radio LA played like a 20 minute set...the Latino Heat hour....haha it was jus me and Floweezy on the M.I.C. ....that was tite...and Jeriel and Melissa were givin us topics....thanks to them for dat. but yea, later Mark Vader and Cautious K (this dude Chris) showed up to complete the Antidotes of Hip-Hop. haha fun times...6 MCs bottled up in one room...laters Jeriel left...haha oh yea that was tite, i flowed using his name like an acronym..hahaha funny stuff. but yea, i left around 1:30 cuz i have class this morning and as soon as im done typing this imma research something for class real quick so yea.
but when I left harveys i was super hungry so I stop[ped at gardunos and brought home a bombass carne asada burrito. dayam nikka! yea so i grubbed on that and watched VH1...Driven: Fred Durst...wow it was tite...that foo was a B-boy...then a skater...did everything....pretty cool cat even though most people say he's a dick...ehh maybe he is..but hes still pretty coo.
anyways, my eyes are begin to disintegrate, and therefore I bid you adeux. (sp? defank)

thanks to Ellice, i now have an ishload of quizzes to do...

defaaaaank....

StrongMan
You're Strong Mad!


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Exhibitionist movie! You'd get off on letting
ANYONE and EVERYONE watch you have sex...even
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your middle name.


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sux i hate this foo...he pisses me off cuz hes such a lil girl, if anything im mo like Chandla...but whatevers
You r Ross!!!
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Monday, November 24, 2003

unexpected emotions

dang its pretty crazy, like when i put in my two weeks at anhor blue the first time, i told them bout my lil deal of lettin me go n bringin me back for christmas...we negotiated, and turned out id work a day a week til christmas then i can do it, that was 2 weeks ago.......and well it was workin out cool...i'm sure i coulda made it work, but i dunno i guess I didn't wanna deal wit da hassle of making sure schedules didnt conflict between AB and best buy. kinda sux...it was just a spur of the moment thing when i couldnt get in touch wit best buy for this weeks schedule....and so i just jumped on it and really put in my two weeks at AB...no stipulations. it felt so good at first on friday...but damn, now, 2 days later, its like im already missing the place....yea it sux how there was endless work to be done in the stock room and im the only one who can get it done (most efficiently at least), and thats all i was doing...guess i was getting bored.....wasnt gettin any floor shifts. sucked a lot..cuz thats what i would have wanted to be doing during christmas too. but yea, i know im gonna miss a couple peeps there...mainly tom cuz that fools off the hook. Chris left a long time ago, it super sucked after he "left"...and then Lee left...ehh i still seem to see him a lot, and now I'm jammin, leavin Tom behind who was supposed to leave a while back anyway. anywhoo that fools dope for real....I was listening to some Styx and Jimi and Zeppelin earlier and I thought of that dude. seriously, he fuckin rocks and i dont know if i'll ever have a manager that was such a homie. Joel left already, but i see that biotch (hehe) all the time, and Rex is puttin in his last week of work there, but I'll hopefully be seeing him a lot still too....and as for people that are OG like me....claudia.....she coo, but i'll be seein her around, monique...ehh, she coo too most the time, but ill still see her when i go to the mall, monica...crazy monica, she coo too, sure ill see her sometime...., newer peeps...des, christina...ill be hearin from them.....even newer peeps, i prolly only really got to know sara, and shes one cool cat even though she pissed me off a lot when she first got there, but kinda sux leavin her behind, shes a homie.....ryan, eh he was coo when ya gave em a chance...javier..ummm...he's a misunderstood cat....he could actually be really cool when u didnt take him seriously and spoke down to him (haha jk)....rebecca...wow super had beef wit her for the first, what 6 months or so....but she turned out to be pretty damn cool, hearing me out all the time, as well as most of the other peeps with problemos.....i always thought she was a douche at first,,,but damn she helped me soo much in realizing it was time to let go.......but yea mainly i'm just gonna be missin the atmosphere....especially during christmas...man and i tried to make it work...i sooo wanted to be there, it was honestly so so so so so much fun last year and im already regretting that im not gonna be there again. forget new people, gay people, stupid people...its the whole atmosphere, the customers, the eye candy (hehe), the "hectic-ness", the bank u make (and shifts fly like cake), and all the holiday cheer...and did i already mention the bomb booties squeezin into jeans? hahah.

well anywhoo, seeing as my deal is stll into effect..for my last two weeks, i only work one day a week...making tomorrow (monday) my second-to-the-last day at anchor blue **tear**. but yea i dunno, i guess when u put in a year and a half at a place...u feel like u shouldnt leave yet....and at such a time that is accompanied with good times and laughter and fun. plus i mean..damn it was my first job. ever. in my life. firsts are something you remember forever, and dang its hard to let go.

on a happier note...it is my third week at best buy, and i am now beginning to have a blast. i guess thats just me..im never fully content...i don't know what the word for my type of "personality" (i guess) would be...but i realized im the type o guy who tries to do a million things at once and be more than great at each one of them. perhaps thats why, over the years as i explore new things, get new jobs, learn new shit, i lose my focus and try to do everything right...and then some. maybe thats why instead of being real strong in some things, im just mediocre in all. and not just school, life in general. it kinda sux, its like i know i need to let certain things go, embrace or re-embrace the things i should focus on and get shit done.

but as i was saying, best buy...it's my third week there and i can say that today my confidence kicked in, gettin inn the comfort zone...especially cuz theres newer-than-new "new hires" and i already am startin to know my shiet pretty well and been gettin real good feedback...but i gotta be careful that it doesnt come off as cockyness cuz thats like totally not even me...haha. i'll have to wait and see. but yea i cant wait for day after thanksgivin..its gonna be crazy...and i hope the new sniper stays on board. it was her first day...pretty tite cuz she thought i super worked there and like didnt have my blue shirt for some reason. it was coo cuz she a real cool cat plus she real "nice". hehe. but anywhoot its gettin hella late, niters.

Sunday, November 23, 2003

i swear

i super swear this is fawkin gay

first weekend like i dont have to do schoolwork and nothing to fawkin doo

umm,,,,,,

words cannot explain my boredom

Thursday, November 20, 2003

oh yea...who the fuck is UNDEF?

just a thought

crazy ish...just was thinking...as i was reading a novel....its crazy how most engineering majors like me are losing as much sleep as ive been, and are just as confused at times...it helps cuz i thought i was truly a stupid f*** now. well i am a lazy f***er and thats for sure, but yea some cool ish...i'm so tired but its tite that other peeps are too...i wonder about like people in other majors who get more units for less class than i take and have way less units to complete their majors...bastards. haha

the cerrote strikes back

oh and yes...longass entry master strikes yet again! hooo-waaah!

craaaaziness ..u got 24 hours to live...or umm...28 hours to stay awake....

well yea, my wednesday started off i don't know when because i had been up since tuesday morning at 8:30 am. great shit, i know...so yea tues. i go to class at 10am....then chilled wit Ooooooh-leeve-us at lunch, took him to his car, and then went home to chillax for like 5 minutes, change and off to work #2. so i get to best buy....iyts a pretty coo day at work, go to carls for my lunch break...sux carls twice in one day...DAMMIT. so yea, i get off at 730, head over to Antolivas' house and swap some CDs...get home round 9 and grub on some deeeeeeelish spaghetti. procrastination ensues and around 1am i tuly begin my assignment. So yea, I stay up programming in C++ which i mostly forgot how to do...then around 630 i take my shower as my pops is leavin for work, and i leave for school myself at 730. get to school, walkin to my 8am class thinking..damn and here approaches the bewitching hour..haha well the 24th hour.
so yea i fall asleep for 3 seconds about 16 times in my first class.....i know because id nod off and something new would be on the board....then econ...talked to this girl stephanie for like 5 minutes....but then remembered i had to go turn in my project i had stayed up all night for. so i go and do that..come back 20 minutes into the econ class again...i retake my seat and decide to doze off about 4 times. the first 3 for about 5 minutes each..the last i think for like 15 minutes. super sunks cuz i woke up at the noise of everyone getting out of their seats at the end of class, and that girl was givin me my pen that fell when i jumped up all quick...haha i laughed cuz i felt my forehead burning...and i knew i had fallen asleep on my watch...so yea i head to the restroom to check da mirror, and sure enough a huge red circle is there...ahh well..i kinda rub it off and "cares?" so i go to my final class of the day.
bone out at 1130, halfway to my car joel calls cuz him n germain wanted to chill...haha it was funny cuz i super wasnt havent it...i was trying to get to my car as quickly as possible so i can knock da funk out. so i get home, put on my PJ bottoms and go skins haha...set my alarm for 6pm, lay out my sleeping bag next to my bed...made sure to leave the window open...made sure to take off my socks...made sure to have no pillow, no blanket...and knock out around 1pm. now u may ask yourself...why all those stipulations just to sleep? well when i knock the eff out...i know the EFF out. so i need to ensure that i will wake up when that alarm goes off...and my safguards are 1) the open window...by 6pm i know itll be freezing...and 2) no socks, no shirt...i will BE freezin by 6pm, and i cant sleep when im supa cold. 3) no pillow, on the floor on a closed sleeping bag....comfortbale factor...i wont be too comfortable to get out of bed and tune out the alarm clock....great haw?? well around 3pm i get up and cant take the pain in my neck.head anymore...and its already chilly so i put on a t-shirt and get a small no super comfortbale pillow...and knock out again. IT WORKS! hehe as 6m rolls around and the alarm goes off..i jumped up all quick to turn it off..haha.
the reason i needed to get up by the way, is i have to read a lot of crap for tomorrow..so yea...and last time i knocked out after a 26 hrs without sleep...i knocked out for 12 hours....so yea..i knew this method would work..i tried it a few times..one being whe i had work at 7am on a saturday morning..so i had to wake up at 6...and my parents were away at Vegas...(and usually they're the ones who wake me up cuz theyre too annoyed with my alarm clock that i tune out)....and i had been out partying til 3am..and was pretty damn wasted...well, i made sure to sleep with all my windows open, wearin only boxers and the fan on with blinds wide open...and i woke up extremely quickly.
anywhoot...good stuff haw? so yea woke up...my moms gave me some seco de pollo with rice n maduro frito...oh hellzyeafunkyea. yumm...and i FINALLY SAW THE HOT CHICK! hahahahaha that movie is HIGH-larry-OSE. wow..."sounds delicious.......umm..i mean interesting..." hahaha "it's meeeeee.......jessica!! (***MASE***)"...haha. so yea, then watched the OC!!!
wow i hjave truly been deprived. well number 1, i havent been able to queeze in ANY time for tv with 16 units and two jobs n all....who does? but yea, tonite i had no work and not too much homework...so i watched it....wow it is a dopeass show meng. for real...haha and that chick marissa is sooo the new katie holmes...even though i only watched dawson's creek 2 times, (once actually paying attention cuz katie holmes was gonna lose her virginity to mr. might ducks) and thought it was pretty gay to begin with. but yea the OC is tite. so think ill be watching that on wednesdays from now on....provided that i dont work. which means i will probably never see it again.
all in all (defank???), the ending is now and good riddance you hairy shmoe.

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

weird


I did it in 6 seconds.
I deserved an A+!!
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truer than true

symbol_of_anarchy
You're an old-school punk! You probably listen to a
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Sunday, November 16, 2003

singin sensation from rastaland, mon

Shaggy
Shaggy - You're popular, fun, and attractive. But
you don't draw too much attention to yourself.
Heaven forbid you get labeled as a 'freak'.
It's ok though. People like you make the world
go 'round. Boombastic baby!


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workin...O-DUBLE TIME!

yes...O-Double...my confabulated version of double....haha actually it was a typo turned genius!

anywhoot, today was Ka-raazee...but lemme begin with yesterday..

so Friday I go to school 8am to 1140....then off to work at Anchor Blue from 1230 to 630.... good ish...chillaxin but not...so then i go to get some ish at the mall i had to look for..then off to amat cuz joel called and i had forgot bout it kinda but not

so i head off to meet joel and ronnie at amat to check out their final game of the season...coo shiet...ran into stremp and chilled by the dawg pound for a quarter or two....sunks they had already begun to lose...ehh

then joel gets a call from C-peedos, but loses reception or something....we go to the good ol drill team/band area and chill wit david n tony....finally get in touch wit C and go down to see wassup...coo shiet.....we see him and angela..then later tim, jon, and saka and sherns (defank). so yea then decide to go back to the stands, but me n ronnie get bored so we go on the field to be tite. chat with dimmit for a bit...then i see TAAAAAAM-BE in the distance so i holler out in the usual Italian voice and he hears me and comes on over...we chat...good ol times and such. funny shit...john bosco and the spatted-up sandals. hahaha. stupid donnie...that sux...poor tambo.

so laters we go back near that snack shack thing....see a bunch of my kairos peeps from the latest one (numba XVI), and then run into crazy lil britney who stops for a long while to chat. coo shiet, maybe shell work at AB. hahah...when im already gone....soto passes by...say wassup to dat nikka....oh yea then the "hot girls" pass by...adriana, asencio, alexis, lil fregoso, umm..think thas it....yea and thats never bad.....saw a lot more people but i forgot....hells of a lot more than i thought id see..so anyways...the game ends or some ish, amat lost....so we go by the bathrooms and run into jabra & carlos the chubster...chill there till the foosball players come back to the lockeroom....joel felt "ACCOMPLISHED" for the night due to a "peppy" old flame...haha what a dork...good shit nikka.

yea, then off to in-n-out for some good yummy ish...and oh OF COURSE! how could we forget..usualy amat spot...super most packed ever...dammit...so i had to park near my bro's apt. but is all good...we grubbed real quick..then jetted...ronnie, joel and david went out for some hooka..but i wasnt bout to cuz i have a mean cough just breathing normally right now, and plus i was a minute away from my pad. plus work at 9am...plus supa tired. those muther-effers didnt wake up at 7 for skool then go straight to work then straight to the game and no rest in between...unsympathetic bastards...hahahaha. so yea i go home, and crash nasty on my bed watching some show..i wake up at 2 not realizing i had knocked the F out...and turn dat ish off...to lazy to shower,...YUM.

so i wake up 8am the NEST mArning and take my much needed delicious shower...get dress and of to work #1...AB...9am to 2...workin the stock training them new beeatches...man its tite. so yea i get off and then go home...it was my nephews b-day and i almost went to chuck e cheeses to meet up the fam but nah...had to take care of my cell phone ish and go homre n rest for work at night.....so i go to at&t in san dimas...and wait for a damn half hour for nuthin cuz the gsm system is down...i think its a sign from God not to spend so much dough like a crazy man.

oh well...so i go home, eat corndogs, watch WildBoys for the first time, and knock out for an hour...damn thats bad. so yea, then at 5 i take a shower yet again cuz i feel all yucky when i fall asleep after eating...so yea, then off to work #2 at Best Buy from 6pm to 10....learn yet some more new stuff...sell some printers and lotsa tite ish...dang its hard getting to the new atmosphere..like its not good for my hands to be idle...i got so used to being at AB constantly working even when its dead as fucc....but now i gotta learn to take it easy...and THAT is never bad either. so yea i come home, chill out and eat some spaghetti and watch romy and michelles wedding or whatever...haha cuz that girl romy is hella hot. haha. never saw that stupidass movie before.....good Lord they are stoooooooopid. but eh whatever. they hawt. haha. and at times funny.

so yea then i come online...just finsihed gettin some MP3s cuz i havent DLed in a looong time (2 weeks)..haha. so yea, got a busy ass day ahead of me..gotta wake up at 6 for work at 7 tomorrow at BBuy. we gotsa company meeeeeetin. tite haw? so yea, time to sleep but neh....and damn i have a project to do for engineering..and to do it i must reteach myself C++..which is a very big book to read...then i can do the project...then do a sepearet HW assnmnt for that same class...then a take home midterm for com 204. dammit procrastination 16 units and 2 jobs...i am truly insane.

oh yes and i am back..catch-up-longest entry master ever.

Thursday, November 13, 2003

fawk you quizmaker

A day in the life of... YOU???
TO-DO-LIST: You mainly use your LJ to keep track of
things you have to do, which, trust me, is NOT
what people normally use journals for. The
brutal truth is that nobody really cares that
you have to go pick up your laundry on 6th
Avenue at 4:00 and that you need to remember to
pick up peanut butter from the grocery store.
Try writing about something interesting (and
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well it just so happens you puto who made this quiz, it dont matter if nobody cares...if they dont care they can skip pver my entry pendejo...haha

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

its a new start

well, just finished grubbin on some good azz ish. yea, and before that i was at my new work...bestest buy. yay-i-yay. pretty tite ish haw? yee..so then i went into my "old" work and peeps thought i was leavin, but i just left a note for my boss lettin her know i can only work 10 hrs a week there. tite haw? cuz im trying to stay till at least christmas...then ill make maja scrilla. hehe. anywhoot....im full, thats pretty much all i did....oh yea it was dope to dress up for work...feels nice...haha and luckily my white button up shirt fit me again...cuz it hasnt in a long time....haha...teeweezies

monday yay!

well woke up at 7 after 3 hours of sleep cuz of late night GTA III, go to skool, love how cant find parking...get out at 1130...go to bunch of lunch with O-leeve-us.....joel meets us there but just chills...damn i grub sick like..that was at 12...and i still havent eaten again...cuz i filled up NAAAASTY-like...yum hadnt had mojos in like 2 years. since the last "pizza wall" incident..hahaha good times man...good freakin times...haha oh yea, and jeriel...."guilty by association"...me in your backseat....super sunks...paranoia.

anywhoot...i grub sicklike having a dope convo with the two modofockos about GTA...gotta love those games. hells yea, imma play gta 3 as soon as im done with this

so yea, i jam at 1250 to get to work at 1...i start feelin sick..like flu-sick...i dunno and my head hurts....so i work from 1 to 9 in the back with claudia...fun times. 92.3 forever old skool is the best. hehe...promise....."see first of all..."...and "teeeellll mmee......do ya wanna get freeeeeeaaakyyy....cuz....i'll freak ya right i will....." dopest station ever...even though they super rotate their songs every 2 hours. haha. some dope Sade Adu...cant go without. but yea...super laggin it all day. get a call from my parents..best buy called..dope shit. orientation tomorrow at 4. gotta go buy a plain white polo cuz havent had one since st johns. sulunks...got my khakis though...haha i forgot who said it..joel...rex...olivas...i forgot who...."gotta earn your blue shirt" haha

so yea NEwayz...get out at 9 then meet up Jose at edwards and watch MATRIX REVOLUTIONS...OHMYGOSHHELLYEAFUCKYEA!

wow..all you haters out there once again must shut it. NOW. reloaded was met by hatred and retarded-ass reviews....but turned out to be hella tite...now revolutions...oh my gosh once again....i can see how some people wouldnt like it...one-track nothing-but-action-packed-please minds...haha c'mon people...good movies have even greater story lines. and a fuckooad of action to go with it...wow revolutions was without a doubt so fuckin badass. hell yea.

so an7ywhoot...after dat chillax for 2 cents with joser...then go home...come home...chillax for a bit and here i am online...PAAAYCE time for GTA III

Wednesday, November 5, 2003

Pass That Dutch

WOW....i'm speechless...i was just at Launch.com cuz i wanted to see Kanye West's "Through The Wire: video..its pretty coo...but the tite thing about launch is when a video finishes, it goes to another video....and wow...its so tite it came on

"Pass That Dutch" by missy elliot came on...wow...once again i am left without speech...she is funkin pure genius man...i have said this millions of times before but she has to be one of the most underrated mainstream artists out there today...and her genius for making her songs and beats and videos.....wow....and shes got lyrics like DAMN...people usually dont notice how genius her lyrics are...as gross as they might be at times...but still theyre genius..as genius as the neptunes and timbaland's beats....hehe...and 2pac and biggies lyrics.....paaayce

best buy tuesdays

hahah my favorite yet my most dreaded day of the week....best buy tuesdays....

new releases..usually so tite...andthis week is definitely no exception....

today i put an 80-something dollar hole in my pocket...

FINDING NEMO....15.99 yay-i-yay-ee....already had rex's bootleg copy for like ever...and i wasnt gonna get it..but then...its disney...double disc...u know how it is...plus i buy one more disney movie..i get one free...yay!

LED ZEPPELIN - How the West Was Won - I been wanting this since it came out a couple months ago....its 3 CDs of their best live performances of their best shiet from 2 Cali concerts back in '72 when i was only 4 years old....hehe...some badass shiet..been listening to it all day

P.O.D. - Payable On Death - haven't heard it yet obviously uz i been listenin to zeppelin all day, but i loved satellite...and their a dope band...and it has a DVD....and 9.99 teehee

THE DOORS - Legacy the absolute Best - this came out at the end of the summer i believe and been wanting it..so i finally got it...freakin dope as FUNK! i listened to it a lil bit after i got enuff of zeppelin for the day. hellz yea

WYCLEF JEAN - The Preacher's Son - damn i been anticipatin this ish for a while now since I heard Party To Damascus on the radio in the summer....and Industry is freakin dope too....im actually listening to this right now...oh my gosh through the first 6 songs..and already worth beyond the sale price of 11.99. yay!

so anywhoot...i just woke up an hour ago after knocking out from being at school all day, going to best buy, going to the gym, watchin TV and ish. teeweezies

Tuesday, November 4, 2003

good lord she's bombtastic

no
you want a total sex kitten like Angelina, you like
a girl whos up for anything that involves your
penis.


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haha i did the quiz twice cuz there was one question that i had 2 answers for...its funny..the second time with the other answer ave me someone totally different...she kinda cute but i dont really like her for some reason...michelle branch...haha total contrast man

my tongue is burnt

well crazy..wanna know what i been up to?? some gayass shiet

well the weekend was pretty coo....now that i think about it that partee friday was of the hook, kinda...hehe, but yea man for real this weekend was not worth the pain i must endure now

so sunday...i was up at 3pm i believe...super duper duper sunks...super late...do nothing all day..procrastinate procrastinate..then finally start my debate thiong like at 10 or 11pm....like an idiot...so i do that....7am arrives and im nowhere near being done...but i must go for i have class at 8...so i "finish"...go to school and give the hands-down most horrible presentation/delivery/performance of my life.....wow it made me think of how the kids i used to not be able to understand in elemntary school...shit even high school felt...u know..id come to class....prepared..had my project/report done like a day ahead...had been working on it for a week or so...or whatever..just ahead of on time..or ontime actually...and so i'd show up to class..like a few of my classmates..prepared to turn in a grade A assignment....but there were always those kids who for some unknown reason didnt like doing homework...didnt care about reports..did things at the last minute...would stand up in the front of the classroom trying to give a presentation not knowing what the hell theyre doing....and id be thinking to myself...what the hell are they doing? i couldnt understand how they couldnt apply themselves and be good students. now i am one of them....ever since like middle of sophomore year of high school actually...for some reason after so many years of trying to be the best in the class, the smartest, the hardest worker, and usually not having to try much and achieving those things.....i gave up...i didnt care anymore...i turned into those barely achieving if not underachieving retards i used to kind of make fun of....its sad that nobody really thinks of me as the smart guy who was also a clown....even though i used to hate it....i kinda miss it. now im just the clown...the clown that sings...and dances....and "parties" (which is stupid cuz i never attended a damn party til like the end of senior year....and still dont get out much)....its pretty fucking pathetic...i wanna be smart chris again dammit....but not a geek cuz i was never a geek....hahahahah i made fun of them too...like i didnt understand how most people could either just be smart/geeks/losers or "cool"/pathetic/popular/stupid.....like i always kinda found it easy to combine the two...err...i think....i dunno the point of all this rambling is i want to be an A student againt dammit....screw work...work is fuccin me up sick like...i dont need to work...why the hell am i doing it....i dread going to work...i hate thinking about how i have to go to work tomorrow....work is stupid...i dont NEEED that extra money...its just extra....i got to learn to live without it again....hmmm....maybe after christmas

anyway, before i began to ramble..i was saying...so i began falling asleep in my third class....but managed to get through it...so i get out at 1130am...go to my car its sprinkling dammit...then i drive somewhere.....i forgot.....then to arby's....then to the gas station...i eat my arby's and kock the funk out around 1pm on a full stomach....DAMN!

so i wake up around 9pm....thats what i call a nap....haha 8 hours.
sux cuz i didnt wanna sleep that freaking long..i should put my alarm on or told my parents to wake me up (but that wouldnt have worked anyway). so now here i am..once again procrastinating while i should be reading an BSing my way through a term paper. dammit dammit dammit. please someone help me stop cussing....hahaha that came out of nowhere...but really...i dunno why i have my periods of being a sailor and others where its all gravy. oh well..tee-weezies....i'm out.

Monday, November 3, 2003

ja rule is back

hahaha sounds funny but its true...u heard it here first...ja rule is back with some tite ass shit....i always thought it was freakin stupid that people started hating him just cuz 50 cent was like the new big thing and he said he was a punk....i mean thats so stupid...like is 50 cent ur homie or something? anyway...haha ja rule's new video/single is freakin dope...i dunno if its on the radio or mtv or whatever yet but its on launch.com..so check it out

Ja Rule - "Clap Back"

Sunday, November 2, 2003

why??? why didnt i do what i said i did

friday...halloween pardee..tite ass shit...frat house at csf..phi kappa tau (i think) ...i saw an old ass friend...a drunk Chris...(C-Rod)...role model for all band geeks...haha that foos a pimp...hes tite..arroz con pollo chingao....haha angela

saturday..some stupid ass shit pardee...i mean it was coo...but totally not even close being worth missing quality homework time...dammit. sonofabitch i need to stay committed or imma fail this quarter

Thursday, October 30, 2003

damn man...this song..kills me...wut like sophomore year???

My First Love
by Avant


Silhouette, of a perfect frame,
Shadows of your smile, will always remain (Will always remain).
Beginners love, soon fades away (Oh Baby)
We go on...
I Will long as...

(Long as I live)
Long as I live, you will be my, (my first love).
Oh baby you and only you.
(Long as I live)
Long as I live (my first love) you will be my first love.
And I choose you again.

I'm keeping no Candy-Coated Valentine,
Memories of you, you when you were mine.
A tarnished ring on a tarnished chain,
Times keep changing come sun or rain.

(Long as I Live)
Long as I live, you will be (my first love)
My first love and my only love.
(Long as I live)
Long as I live,(my first love).
Ohhh, you will always be my,
Oh, be my first love.

(Long as I Live)
Long as I live, you will be (my first love)
My first love and my only love.
(Long as I live)
Long as I live,(my first love).
Ohhh, you will always be my,
Oh, be my first love.

A tarnished ring on a tarnished chain,
Avant:
times keep changing come sun or rain.

(Long as I Live)
Long as I live, you will be (my first love)
My first love and my only love.
(Long as I live)
Long as I live,(my first love).
Ohhh, you will always be my,
Oh, be my first love.

revival of rollin 19 and rollin 15

crazy...i was goin through my stacks of CDs and revived from the shelves two random mix cds....

background info...throughout junior and senior year of high school i began making rollin...the anthologies...haha i just called it that right now...but yea it began as soon as i got my liscence...back in march of 2001.....with my lisence came two mix cds..."Rollin 1: C-Walkin Trax" and "Rollin II: tite-ass shiet" well i forgot what the real name of the vol 2 was....but it was something to that effect. point is...by the time graduation came along i had made...i believe about 30 volumes....oh and the rollin series was strictly hip-hop and r&b...i had a seperate line for rock music....but anyway..wow...each CD is like trapped in time if you know what i mean....for example...rollin 15, which i was listening to a lil' while ago sported trxxx such as Warren G's - "Lookin at You" (if you listened to power or the beat around ca. 12/21/2001 (the date the CD was made)...then its a sure bet you heard the song oh..about 10 times a day..but perhaps you dont know it by name....also on there was mystikal's "Bouncin' Back (Bumpin Me Against The Wall)" , Lil' Bow Wow's "Thank You" feat. Jagged Edge and Nelly Furtado's "Turn Off the Lights" (Remix) feat. Timbaland & Ms. Jade. crazy shit haw?? wow...but rollin 19 really got me right now with the song that is currently playing...*NSYNC - "Girlfriend" (Remix) feat, Nelly....wow how sad/happy all at the same time...ahh dammit there i go again getting in my weird depressed nostalgic moods....also there is on this CD Jagged Edge's "I Got It 2" feat Nas, DJ Quik's "Trouble", Craig David's "7 Days", IMX's - "First Time" and Warren G's "Ghetto Village". That's some downloading materials for all you guys to get.

i guess the whole thing about the sad/happy/depressed/nostalgic thing i experience is that there's more to these CDs than just music. these CDs were in my CD player 24/7 everywhere i went...on my morning rides from baldwin park to bishop amat in the mornings....in the amat parking lot...in the football locker room...to and from the football games....to in-n-out, weekend parties....nights spent at home....listening to them while doing "homework" (chillin on the computer" and...i remember the emotions i was feeling at the time in my life...the stress of college apps....ap classes...love interests....family problems....army shit....kairos xi....trip to las vegas....graduation....prom and dances n stuff.....just plain staying up til 3 am watching MTV videos and downloading music...on school nites...damn this sux...does college suck this much for me that i miss high school THAAAT damn much....dammit. im glad im rushing in the spring. thank you...college social life here i come....yes it IS possible...EVEN at cal poly.

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

wow....GRRRRREAT night for basketball

109-93...LAAAAAAKERS!!!

damn was thios one damn good game....Malooooooone...having a freakin X-cellent night...an assist away from a triple double...damn he was badass..commandin the court like a mofo....shaq diesel handling his ish up in the paint, rackin up the points...fish having a dope first half puttin up them 3s, george crazy mofo having a bomb game despite his f'd up ankle, and...who else but the great G.P. playing selflessly yet still rackin up them points.....he was rackin up those assist...he made some bomb ass plays...sux ...one of em..it woulda been so tite...but fish missed the 3...ahh well.....GREAT WAY TO START THE SEASON.........damn those journalists trying to stir the pot of controversy wit shaq and kobe.....nevertheless, the terrible 3 we saw tonight will soon become the fantastic 4 in LA....bringin back the championship....damn im pumped for this season....funk yea

thank God for cilia

cilia?? is that right...eh i forgot, its been a year since bio....and i dont even think we learned that...so in reality...4 years since bio..mr. beck..

well yea, thank God for those hairs in our trachea....or i truly would inhale pure crap...all the ash is caught by those good old lil' hairs in our throats. yay cilia!....haha thats funny if thats not even the right word for the things im talking about

anyway, nothing much has been up...friday went to go see umm.....scary movie 3 ...oh yea already talked about that...

then saturday...went to work at 12...got out at 5...was supposed to go to this arts event for one of my classes but it was retarded...didnt even know how to get there...so i said ehh...and instead came home, showered and went out to anaheim wit jose...we were gonna go to a club...but then instead just went to downtown disney to check it out....yea first time there....and we were there for a whole great 10 minutes because ash was blowing in our eyes and i swear it hurt..and inhaling poillution....thank you arsenic assholes....hahah thats funny...i bet someone readiun this probably reads that right now and just accepted it because they know what im talking about...but arsenic is actually like chemicals or some shit..haha yolks on you. but yea, arsonist assholes./...correct?? no??? yes....hmmm

so yea, after that we went to the house of blues..it was gonna be a club, so we were gonna go but then i think its open air..so not a good idea....so we went to hooters...spent a couple hours there till closing..good stuff.... teeweezers

sunday, woke up all late....super sux cuz my parents went to church super early without waking me up and so it sux cuz i couldnt go to life teen mass cuz we wer leaving for scary farm at 6. super sux..missed mass...bad boy man....

so joser came over, then we departed to the wesco mall, picked up joel and met uyp wit the peeps....then off to knotts...

damn it was way more fun than last year....pounding 2 bottles of alize on the street corner next to moto cops...great stuff...oh and being told by security we cant chill in my car and pound...haha joel had to toss his out....joser hid his heinikeg. haha...but i was a very very sly detective...haha with big pockets. and i passed them their good fortune.

so we get into the park, and im buzzin it, and im trying to hit up leedogg to get the tix. finally highland picks up and comes to the gate wit the tix...we get in, and within 5 minutes i am almost kicked out...one of the monsters scared the crap out of me...and my "wet brain" thinks to shove him all hard put my hands up and say "what the funk punk!??" except not funk.....damn that was scary...a split sevcond passes and i realize what i had done and try to give him props and offer my apologies...but the bastard was a dickhead and said "you know what happens when u lay your hands on me....you leave!.." and i was like ah screw you and we jammed all quick....hahaha jose and joel didnt believe i was gonna do it....but a quaint little trash can met its maker when i unleashed my lizard upon it....hahahahahah with people and monsters passing by...halfway into the act..i got scared again like what if a security person passed by and saw me?? 2nd opportuniy to be escorted out within 10 minutes......and the funny thing was the little boys room was a mere 40 feet away. but i couldnt hold it hahaha good times. so we meet up the peeps at this ride...i forgot what its called..but it was dope merry-go-round in the sky-mixed with flying saucer...occupanied by my buzz....great combo....the mazes were tite..."extra scary"...due to enhanced senses.

good times...we left when the park closed right after eating out funnel cakes....yum. gasalicious.

i get home around3..knock out at 4....couldnt wait to be up in 3 hrs for class

so go to class monday...coolio...leave school..work from 12 to 830...titeness...after work head over to starbucks....took the initiative to make myself study...i cant study at home...good example..right now...what am i doing? updating LJ...watching the laker game insteadof doing my mathematical applications for engineers homework. dammit. so anywy..i see meeeeertha and leilani there..but i keep to myself and sip on my frap reading Chinua Achebe's "Things Fall Apart"...a great book about pre-colonial Africa and how it was raped by the europeans and ish like that. INN-TER-STING. so yea...joel meets me there aorund 11...i continue reading chillaxin....then we go outside...stay til closing...then we wet to dennys on puente and azusa so i could commence studying...i had a lumberjack slam and about 6 cups of coffee....wow is caffeine a legal drug or what?? anyway, instead of studying we had one of our most intellectually stimulating nights ever....for like 4 hours... dayam. learning how different people think....learning that i need to take chances and get over it. damn its a hard thing to do...and the 1st step is the hardest one to take....thanks joel...and though u wont read this..thanks rex for our convo earlier at work too.

i go home and watch cold pizza on espn...dope show...its 4 am...and theyre talking about kobe's comments on shaq...man kobe's stupid dude....whyt he always gotta be talking shit...and then he goes straight to the fat card...like fucc dude..just man up, dont take ur shit out on other people.....man up and play the game biatch...as much of a dope player he is...he needs to shut his trap......even though Shaq kinda started it...both of em just need to do the damn thing n play some ball like champs

so yea, then i was X-tatic tues. morning when my mother woke me at 730 though i have class at 10...so i get dressed quickly and my eyes are burning like sick from my lovely 3 hr nap...and im off to school..get good parking...its dope...head off to the new union..r4ead two more chapters of my book while sippin on a sobe energy drink...but i must knock out...i knock out on the couch for an hour...im awoken like 3 times this stupid chinito bvehind me had the loudest po0lyphonice ringtone in the world...and he had to sit down next to a sleeping person...what an inconsiderate ace. so yea when i wake up before class, i open my eyes and some girl is just straight up stariung at me but as soon as i spot her she looks away all fast..stupid ho.....haha she was hot though...but why she gotta bother the sleepy?? hehe. so yea off to my 10 am class...good stuff
get out at 12, chillax with olivas...i almost kill my phone because it was just being an ace to me today..going in and out of recpetion so annopyingly...crazy ish..saw marissa again for like 2 cents...crazyness....chilled with olivas while i muched on a bacon swiss....then when he left for his class at one i went inside to read more of my book..im proud of myself....then see the homeboy donald and he calls me over to chill with some of the pike brothers...it was dope getting to talk to them getting to know them n stuff....sux i missed the game they invited me to today...aww well...i had ish to do...so yea i jam around 130...and i head over to the lil museum on campus for a STOP THE VIOLENCE exhibit. it was some powerful stuff....man guys that hit girls are such pussies. thats so jacked up....these women are like scarred for the rest of their lives..i met one of the artists outside who started crying when she saw me...i felt so bad...she asked me if my name was michael...i said no and said im chris and stuff and she apologized for her tears and told me i looked exactly like her son who she hasnt seen in years because he lives with his dad....the man whos face she painted in one of her large works of art in which she basically depicts the "face of evil" in her life....i mean what do u say to something like that?? i mean i was commending her work...shes a real talented lady and i offered my condolences..but what do u say to a lady who starts tearing cuz you're a spitting image of her estranged son...that sux so bad...but i part because i have to go home ya know....as im walking through parking lot F...i feel someone waking behind me....its this girl heidi who graduated a year after me...u know who i'm talking bout C....teehee...but yea i was like talking to her....shes a really shy girl....hahah it was funny though...i was persistent in starting a friendly conversatong with her...she just would give the shortest responses on earth...but shed kinda laugh a few times cuz i'd be my dumb self...but yea she was super unresponsive...jeez man i was just trying to be friendly....haha though she is one of the most amazingly cute girls ive seen in a while. anywhoot...i get to my car....jam...come home n knock out for like 3 hours....wake up...off to wallgreens to get my camera developed...haha burrly....its kairos pix. haha so yea, then i go to supercuts next door n get my ish trimmed...yay...then strbucks to get a caffe latte with an extra shot of espresso...which explains why im typing "villainously" hahaha....am i even using that word correctly? is it a word? perhaps. so yea, now watching the laker game , typing in my LJ...and will soon begin my engineering math hw....teeweezies...oh yea, you can wake up now...i'm done.