hahaha yaaas kiddee...but not
friday was coo...woke up 8 am, showered, took off to work..it was coo...saw the huge rush near the entrance...by department wasnt too bad...i'd equate it wit anchor blue...but not. ehh. que-evers....anyway, work was coo....had so much delicious pizza.
so after workin a 9 hr dizzay...decide it might be time to go to the much talked about amat game at cerritos, but it seems no negroes were down to go anymore...so i just headed home. tee-weezies. had a bomb turkey sandwich wit cranberry sauce nukka! yumm. chillazed, watched TV, went online.
damn so yes it all begun friday night, as i was cruisin through e-bay, getting ready to doze off, i began to have this "bloated" feeling if you will...i'd say around midnight or so...so whatever i ignored it...went to bed...so i wake up saturday morning 10am ready to go to work, take a shower, get dressed, and right before i eat...decide i must throw up. so I run to my bafroom, and yak....twice. lovin it! felt so much betta. so i go off to work. get there, ehh, clock in. startin to feel woozeeee. so i just work...damn i wasnt feeling so great, so i straight up mad dogged the lexmark rep that i hadnt been introduced to when he interrupted me on a sale. kinda rude on his part...but i still feel bad when i do mean things unless its really driven by hate. but this was driven by sickness. so yea i mean he even super apologized after too and it made me feel so bad later on. anywhoot, after an hour and fifteen of toughin it out, i threw in the towel, went up to my sup and told him i had to go home....cuz i had just gone to the bafroom right before too and tried to yak again. super squirts...delish. so i clock out and head home. im glad i left when i did, cuz i could barely drive home. i started to get all achy. it sucked elephantitis ballzacs. so i get home, yak two more times, and still i havent eaten a damn thing...except for 3 stale ritz crackers. so i knock out. knock out til about 3...go back to sleep..wake up about 6 times total just fuckin hurting so much. for the last time woke up round 5...my mom made me eat some cup o noodles..i ate about half the cup...over 45 minutes time. and kept wanting to knock out on the kitchen nook. super sucked. so my mom headed off to the pharmacy. the crazy thing was my mom had the same thing, and sp did my dad. my dad and i were equally bad, and my mom was a little better than we were...or at least she was takin it like a mom. aww i luv her. anyhoot..she went to walgreens while i try to watch MTV....but i have it at kind of a low volume and it feels like i have 12 inch subs in each one of my ears. so i turn it off and begin to knock out for a bit. then im super naucious. delicious squirts about 3 times. many glasses of water i shoved down my own throat. it was the only thing i could barely stand to look at. i wanted to yak at even the thought or sound of any food...even super delicious ones.
so my mom gets home, and the pharmacist (a chino) kinda chuckled and apologized "on behalf of his people" cuz he said theres an asian stomach flu thats been going around the past week or two...obviously...brought over from asia...and it's an air-borne virus. fuckin sux....prolly got it from best buy...cmon put it together...computers..tingtongsoy....*wink wink* (no im not racist....only a little.... haha j/k...just jokin...but its possible...for reals....sincerely....aww c'mon....you know its true.....aww shiet de feck ep). its crazy though cuz super true...i didnt realize it..my sister's lil babies had been havin diarreah and shiet like for 3 days and my bro and sis-n-law had been feeling similar symptoms...and even the pnoy homie ferty from work said he been feelin sick too kinda....its crazy though...damn air-borne virus....dang remember "Breakout" (morgan freeman / dustin hoffman)...tite movie...
for reals though the chinito pharmacist gave my mom some Walgreen's Anti-Nasuea medicine and Immodium AD....when she got home, the three of us took it...took a while to take effect..but began to feel better over a couple hours time and after a couple doses. Thank you Immodium AD...thanks to you i will be constipated for a while...haha although that it definitely many times better than hershey squirts.....I knock out after that til about 10pm...sux..my parents were bed ridden the whole day too...it sux seeing your parents suffer...even if you're going through the same thing...they prolly think the same thing about me...parents gotta love em.....so yea, i started to feel better after a failed attempt at around 10:30 to call in sick to work for sunday....cuz i got up and tok some aleeve...got back under the covers and got a call from sean-deebols....then spoke to joel for a lil while...and when he started talking about pizza...it sounded so delicious. (the whole day fuckin sucked cuz when u sick like this u dont know if u hungry, wanna yak, wanna crap, or plain wanna die.) so anywhoot...i got outta bed...and the aleeve had kicked in. i swear to you the body aches i had saturday were rivaled only by a few occassions during elementary schools when i had similar horrible ailments. but the aleeve made it so much better and i didnt feel a damn thing...sure it was midnight but shit! i was actually hungry! hellz yea. so i go to the kitchen and i am able to chow down on the oranbge i had tried to eat earlier in the day and almost vomited all over, and a banana as well....and then i ate a small quesadilla. yumm...it was risky..cuz cheeze..dairy isnt the best thing to be havin after a day of "running." so yea, anyway, stay awake til about 2:30. (wow i hadnt watched saturday night live in FOREVER)......glad i caught SNL cuz justin timberlake was the guest....damn he's one of the best hosts ever on SNL.....prolly top 75 (maybe top 50...which is really good considering all the people that have hosted)...also because he was the musical act..."Senorita" was tite..."Cry Me A River" (rocky pop version) kinda sucked...but yea he was funny as hell man. good host...haha i remember one of the worst hosts ever..clair daines...haha i remember i was talkin to joel on the phone too (the invention of the "CLICK"......hahaha)....and we agreed she was one of the worst ever...damn that was back in like 7th grade or 8th..tops...
anywhoot...watched a little bit of showtime at the appolla..but err....it gets really annoying if ya know what i mean. yea, today went to work 10am til 4...it was coo...my prayers to the Lord were answered last night..but i guess i cant win all the time..so God did take away my crippling body aches, my nausea, my shits, my fever, my chills, and headaches...but in return he left me with the most annoying and somewhat painful dry cough...came straight outta left field....so i was coughing up a storm all day at work today...ate some carls...good ish...so yea, then went to church after i got off work, met up with Rick and Chris...chilled for a few minutes after talking bout ish..then i headed off to Starbucks to get my Caramel quadruple shot macchiato....imma need it for tonite and all the studying i gotta do...saw autumn clay there..crazy how i recogize people and am really great with names...even if i never spoke to them once....and no im not a loser..it makes me conserate, thoughtful, and clever ad the rest of you who oppose are bitches. haha. so yea she had a hot friend too. she was SA-WEEEET (dude wheres my carcancha?)....so yea, told her to say wassup to that cool cat Maya and lil Nate Dogg....and she was super nice. tite. so anywhoot teeweezies and i better get studying for my extra deliciously hard ECE midterm 2 tomorrow. oh and time for another "lap."
Sunday, November 30, 2003
ticcity-tac tac tac...just taaaac it in..,..... just taaaaac it in....
You are Orange.
You are outgoing and optomistic. You always try to
find the bright spot in everything. You are
energetic and people are naturally attracted to
you. However, you are not always sure of what
your purpose or goals are.
Most Compatible With: Fresh Mint
Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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Friday, November 28, 2003
crazy day
crazy day but not really for me...just tiring..well working day after thanksgivin 6 hr sale (got extended to 8 hrs)...pretty crazy ish...im super sleepy tired (cuz i only slept 3 hrs last night)...but yea fun times fun times.
ehh....K-Matix is way betta
i used different variations of my name....as well as my middle name....hahaha the second one is funny...(think about it)...the last one is super tite
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You are STEVEN MEEKS. You're intelligent and would
never hesitate to help a friend in his or her
studies. You're approachable and try to do your
best in everything. However, remember to use
your skills to benefit yourself sometimes!
Which Dead Poets Society Character Are You?
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003
K-Matix back in full effect
dang puuurty crazy...well today i went to school 7am...got out and went to the mall wit Olivas and Joel. chowed down on my Panda all quick as hell cuz i had work at anchor blue at 1230...therefore I ate in 10 minutes! super quick. anywhoot....afta work, went over to my new work and took care of some paperwork, then went home. grubbed on some bomb ham n pineappple with rice and mashed potatoes...yummmm
then i started qatching requiem for a dream but sunks i shouldnt have started watching it cuz i was already sleepy to begin with...so food coma kicked in prolly 15 mins into the movie, which was crazy and dope already..so that sux...i woke up as the credits were rollin cuz joel had called me. sunks i kinda felt like sessionin tonite cuz din have any homework to do..but super duper sleepy. so i hung up wit joel. but like i started thinkin how its prolly one of my only chances til schools out, ad i started to get into it for some reason so i hopped in my jalopy, and swung on over to Harvey's pad.
wow i felt so uncomfortable, i hadnt sessioned since summer when i went to Jon's pad....so started off kinda ruff. it was Flowell (Joel), DJ Analog (Harvey), DJ Jonny 5 aka Phenomenon (Jon), and finally me, K-Matix, all up in the hizzle. haha it was super funny, harvey had his IM talk feature thing on and Jeriel was listening. funny ish. then later he did a conference thing with Jeriel and Melissa Tolentino on yahoo. purty coo.....haha Vinyl Fantasy Radio LA. haha..so tite...and there were "so many special guests from Amat" hahahahahahah!
prolly like after an hour i started to get into it, it was fun times, haha i even sang on this one beat that Joe samples in the OG version of "stutter", haha but then i forgot the words to Stutter so i stopped...haha it was supposed to be the hook so Floweezy could flow after. ah well. then Harvey and Jon got on the turntables and VF Radio LA played like a 20 minute set...the Latino Heat hour....haha it was jus me and Floweezy on the M.I.C. ....that was tite...and Jeriel and Melissa were givin us topics....thanks to them for dat. but yea, later Mark Vader and Cautious K (this dude Chris) showed up to complete the Antidotes of Hip-Hop. haha fun times...6 MCs bottled up in one room...laters Jeriel left...haha oh yea that was tite, i flowed using his name like an acronym..hahaha funny stuff. but yea, i left around 1:30 cuz i have class this morning and as soon as im done typing this imma research something for class real quick so yea.
but when I left harveys i was super hungry so I stop[ped at gardunos and brought home a bombass carne asada burrito. dayam nikka! yea so i grubbed on that and watched VH1...Driven: Fred Durst...wow it was tite...that foo was a B-boy...then a skater...did everything....pretty cool cat even though most people say he's a dick...ehh maybe he is..but hes still pretty coo.
anyways, my eyes are begin to disintegrate, and therefore I bid you adeux. (sp? defank)
then i started qatching requiem for a dream but sunks i shouldnt have started watching it cuz i was already sleepy to begin with...so food coma kicked in prolly 15 mins into the movie, which was crazy and dope already..so that sux...i woke up as the credits were rollin cuz joel had called me. sunks i kinda felt like sessionin tonite cuz din have any homework to do..but super duper sleepy. so i hung up wit joel. but like i started thinkin how its prolly one of my only chances til schools out, ad i started to get into it for some reason so i hopped in my jalopy, and swung on over to Harvey's pad.
wow i felt so uncomfortable, i hadnt sessioned since summer when i went to Jon's pad....so started off kinda ruff. it was Flowell (Joel), DJ Analog (Harvey), DJ Jonny 5 aka Phenomenon (Jon), and finally me, K-Matix, all up in the hizzle. haha it was super funny, harvey had his IM talk feature thing on and Jeriel was listening. funny ish. then later he did a conference thing with Jeriel and Melissa Tolentino on yahoo. purty coo.....haha Vinyl Fantasy Radio LA. haha..so tite...and there were "so many special guests from Amat" hahahahahahah!
prolly like after an hour i started to get into it, it was fun times, haha i even sang on this one beat that Joe samples in the OG version of "stutter", haha but then i forgot the words to Stutter so i stopped...haha it was supposed to be the hook so Floweezy could flow after. ah well. then Harvey and Jon got on the turntables and VF Radio LA played like a 20 minute set...the Latino Heat hour....haha it was jus me and Floweezy on the M.I.C. ....that was tite...and Jeriel and Melissa were givin us topics....thanks to them for dat. but yea, later Mark Vader and Cautious K (this dude Chris) showed up to complete the Antidotes of Hip-Hop. haha fun times...6 MCs bottled up in one room...laters Jeriel left...haha oh yea that was tite, i flowed using his name like an acronym..hahaha funny stuff. but yea, i left around 1:30 cuz i have class this morning and as soon as im done typing this imma research something for class real quick so yea.
but when I left harveys i was super hungry so I stop[ped at gardunos and brought home a bombass carne asada burrito. dayam nikka! yea so i grubbed on that and watched VH1...Driven: Fred Durst...wow it was tite...that foo was a B-boy...then a skater...did everything....pretty cool cat even though most people say he's a dick...ehh maybe he is..but hes still pretty coo.
anyways, my eyes are begin to disintegrate, and therefore I bid you adeux. (sp? defank)
thanks to Ellice, i now have an ishload of quizzes to do...
defaaaaank....
You're Strong Mad!
***Which HomeStar Runner Character Are You?***
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hhahahaha this is funny
Exhibitionist movie! You'd get off on letting
ANYONE and EVERYONE watch you have sex...even
small children, you sick sonofabitch! Kinky is
your middle name.
What kind of porno would you star in?
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sux i hate this foo...he pisses me off cuz hes such a lil girl, if anything im mo like Chandla...but whatevers
Ross
what F-R-I-E-N-D-S character r u?
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You're Strong Mad!
***Which HomeStar Runner Character Are You?***
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hhahahaha this is funny
Exhibitionist movie! You'd get off on letting
ANYONE and EVERYONE watch you have sex...even
small children, you sick sonofabitch! Kinky is
your middle name.
What kind of porno would you star in?
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sux i hate this foo...he pisses me off cuz hes such a lil girl, if anything im mo like Chandla...but whatevers
Ross
what F-R-I-E-N-D-S character r u?
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Monday, November 24, 2003
unexpected emotions
dang its pretty crazy, like when i put in my two weeks at anhor blue the first time, i told them bout my lil deal of lettin me go n bringin me back for christmas...we negotiated, and turned out id work a day a week til christmas then i can do it, that was 2 weeks ago.......and well it was workin out cool...i'm sure i coulda made it work, but i dunno i guess I didn't wanna deal wit da hassle of making sure schedules didnt conflict between AB and best buy. kinda sux...it was just a spur of the moment thing when i couldnt get in touch wit best buy for this weeks schedule....and so i just jumped on it and really put in my two weeks at AB...no stipulations. it felt so good at first on friday...but damn, now, 2 days later, its like im already missing the place....yea it sux how there was endless work to be done in the stock room and im the only one who can get it done (most efficiently at least), and thats all i was doing...guess i was getting bored.....wasnt gettin any floor shifts. sucked a lot..cuz thats what i would have wanted to be doing during christmas too. but yea, i know im gonna miss a couple peeps there...mainly tom cuz that fools off the hook. Chris left a long time ago, it super sucked after he "left"...and then Lee left...ehh i still seem to see him a lot, and now I'm jammin, leavin Tom behind who was supposed to leave a while back anyway. anywhoo that fools dope for real....I was listening to some Styx and Jimi and Zeppelin earlier and I thought of that dude. seriously, he fuckin rocks and i dont know if i'll ever have a manager that was such a homie. Joel left already, but i see that biotch (hehe) all the time, and Rex is puttin in his last week of work there, but I'll hopefully be seeing him a lot still too....and as for people that are OG like me....claudia.....she coo, but i'll be seein her around, monique...ehh, she coo too most the time, but ill still see her when i go to the mall, monica...crazy monica, she coo too, sure ill see her sometime...., newer peeps...des, christina...ill be hearin from them.....even newer peeps, i prolly only really got to know sara, and shes one cool cat even though she pissed me off a lot when she first got there, but kinda sux leavin her behind, shes a homie.....ryan, eh he was coo when ya gave em a chance...javier..ummm...he's a misunderstood cat....he could actually be really cool when u didnt take him seriously and spoke down to him (haha jk)....rebecca...wow super had beef wit her for the first, what 6 months or so....but she turned out to be pretty damn cool, hearing me out all the time, as well as most of the other peeps with problemos.....i always thought she was a douche at first,,,but damn she helped me soo much in realizing it was time to let go.......but yea mainly i'm just gonna be missin the atmosphere....especially during christmas...man and i tried to make it work...i sooo wanted to be there, it was honestly so so so so so much fun last year and im already regretting that im not gonna be there again. forget new people, gay people, stupid people...its the whole atmosphere, the customers, the eye candy (hehe), the "hectic-ness", the bank u make (and shifts fly like cake), and all the holiday cheer...and did i already mention the bomb booties squeezin into jeans? hahah.
well anywhoo, seeing as my deal is stll into effect..for my last two weeks, i only work one day a week...making tomorrow (monday) my second-to-the-last day at anchor blue **tear**. but yea i dunno, i guess when u put in a year and a half at a place...u feel like u shouldnt leave yet....and at such a time that is accompanied with good times and laughter and fun. plus i mean..damn it was my first job. ever. in my life. firsts are something you remember forever, and dang its hard to let go.
on a happier note...it is my third week at best buy, and i am now beginning to have a blast. i guess thats just me..im never fully content...i don't know what the word for my type of "personality" (i guess) would be...but i realized im the type o guy who tries to do a million things at once and be more than great at each one of them. perhaps thats why, over the years as i explore new things, get new jobs, learn new shit, i lose my focus and try to do everything right...and then some. maybe thats why instead of being real strong in some things, im just mediocre in all. and not just school, life in general. it kinda sux, its like i know i need to let certain things go, embrace or re-embrace the things i should focus on and get shit done.
but as i was saying, best buy...it's my third week there and i can say that today my confidence kicked in, gettin inn the comfort zone...especially cuz theres newer-than-new "new hires" and i already am startin to know my shiet pretty well and been gettin real good feedback...but i gotta be careful that it doesnt come off as cockyness cuz thats like totally not even me...haha. i'll have to wait and see. but yea i cant wait for day after thanksgivin..its gonna be crazy...and i hope the new sniper stays on board. it was her first day...pretty tite cuz she thought i super worked there and like didnt have my blue shirt for some reason. it was coo cuz she a real cool cat plus she real "nice". hehe. but anywhoot its gettin hella late, niters.
well anywhoo, seeing as my deal is stll into effect..for my last two weeks, i only work one day a week...making tomorrow (monday) my second-to-the-last day at anchor blue **tear**. but yea i dunno, i guess when u put in a year and a half at a place...u feel like u shouldnt leave yet....and at such a time that is accompanied with good times and laughter and fun. plus i mean..damn it was my first job. ever. in my life. firsts are something you remember forever, and dang its hard to let go.
on a happier note...it is my third week at best buy, and i am now beginning to have a blast. i guess thats just me..im never fully content...i don't know what the word for my type of "personality" (i guess) would be...but i realized im the type o guy who tries to do a million things at once and be more than great at each one of them. perhaps thats why, over the years as i explore new things, get new jobs, learn new shit, i lose my focus and try to do everything right...and then some. maybe thats why instead of being real strong in some things, im just mediocre in all. and not just school, life in general. it kinda sux, its like i know i need to let certain things go, embrace or re-embrace the things i should focus on and get shit done.
but as i was saying, best buy...it's my third week there and i can say that today my confidence kicked in, gettin inn the comfort zone...especially cuz theres newer-than-new "new hires" and i already am startin to know my shiet pretty well and been gettin real good feedback...but i gotta be careful that it doesnt come off as cockyness cuz thats like totally not even me...haha. i'll have to wait and see. but yea i cant wait for day after thanksgivin..its gonna be crazy...and i hope the new sniper stays on board. it was her first day...pretty tite cuz she thought i super worked there and like didnt have my blue shirt for some reason. it was coo cuz she a real cool cat plus she real "nice". hehe. but anywhoot its gettin hella late, niters.
Sunday, November 23, 2003
i swear
i super swear this is fawkin gay
first weekend like i dont have to do schoolwork and nothing to fawkin doo
first weekend like i dont have to do schoolwork and nothing to fawkin doo
Thursday, November 20, 2003
just a thought
crazy ish...just was thinking...as i was reading a novel....its crazy how most engineering majors like me are losing as much sleep as ive been, and are just as confused at times...it helps cuz i thought i was truly a stupid f*** now. well i am a lazy f***er and thats for sure, but yea some cool ish...i'm so tired but its tite that other peeps are too...i wonder about like people in other majors who get more units for less class than i take and have way less units to complete their majors...bastards. haha
craaaaziness ..u got 24 hours to live...or umm...28 hours to stay awake....
well yea, my wednesday started off i don't know when because i had been up since tuesday morning at 8:30 am. great shit, i know...so yea tues. i go to class at 10am....then chilled wit Ooooooh-leeve-us at lunch, took him to his car, and then went home to chillax for like 5 minutes, change and off to work #2. so i get to best buy....iyts a pretty coo day at work, go to carls for my lunch break...sux carls twice in one day...DAMMIT. so yea, i get off at 730, head over to Antolivas' house and swap some CDs...get home round 9 and grub on some deeeeeeelish spaghetti. procrastination ensues and around 1am i tuly begin my assignment. So yea, I stay up programming in C++ which i mostly forgot how to do...then around 630 i take my shower as my pops is leavin for work, and i leave for school myself at 730. get to school, walkin to my 8am class thinking..damn and here approaches the bewitching hour..haha well the 24th hour.
so yea i fall asleep for 3 seconds about 16 times in my first class.....i know because id nod off and something new would be on the board....then econ...talked to this girl stephanie for like 5 minutes....but then remembered i had to go turn in my project i had stayed up all night for. so i go and do that..come back 20 minutes into the econ class again...i retake my seat and decide to doze off about 4 times. the first 3 for about 5 minutes each..the last i think for like 15 minutes. super sunks cuz i woke up at the noise of everyone getting out of their seats at the end of class, and that girl was givin me my pen that fell when i jumped up all quick...haha i laughed cuz i felt my forehead burning...and i knew i had fallen asleep on my watch...so yea i head to the restroom to check da mirror, and sure enough a huge red circle is there...ahh well..i kinda rub it off and "cares?" so i go to my final class of the day.
bone out at 1130, halfway to my car joel calls cuz him n germain wanted to chill...haha it was funny cuz i super wasnt havent it...i was trying to get to my car as quickly as possible so i can knock da funk out. so i get home, put on my PJ bottoms and go skins haha...set my alarm for 6pm, lay out my sleeping bag next to my bed...made sure to leave the window open...made sure to take off my socks...made sure to have no pillow, no blanket...and knock out around 1pm. now u may ask yourself...why all those stipulations just to sleep? well when i knock the eff out...i know the EFF out. so i need to ensure that i will wake up when that alarm goes off...and my safguards are 1) the open window...by 6pm i know itll be freezing...and 2) no socks, no shirt...i will BE freezin by 6pm, and i cant sleep when im supa cold. 3) no pillow, on the floor on a closed sleeping bag....comfortbale factor...i wont be too comfortable to get out of bed and tune out the alarm clock....great haw?? well around 3pm i get up and cant take the pain in my neck.head anymore...and its already chilly so i put on a t-shirt and get a small no super comfortbale pillow...and knock out again. IT WORKS! hehe as 6m rolls around and the alarm goes off..i jumped up all quick to turn it off..haha.
the reason i needed to get up by the way, is i have to read a lot of crap for tomorrow..so yea...and last time i knocked out after a 26 hrs without sleep...i knocked out for 12 hours....so yea..i knew this method would work..i tried it a few times..one being whe i had work at 7am on a saturday morning..so i had to wake up at 6...and my parents were away at Vegas...(and usually they're the ones who wake me up cuz theyre too annoyed with my alarm clock that i tune out)....and i had been out partying til 3am..and was pretty damn wasted...well, i made sure to sleep with all my windows open, wearin only boxers and the fan on with blinds wide open...and i woke up extremely quickly.
anywhoot...good stuff haw? so yea woke up...my moms gave me some seco de pollo with rice n maduro frito...oh hellzyeafunkyea. yumm...and i FINALLY SAW THE HOT CHICK! hahahahaha that movie is HIGH-larry-OSE. wow..."sounds delicious.......umm..i mean interesting..." hahaha "it's meeeeee.......jessica!! (***MASE***)"...haha. so yea, then watched the OC!!!
wow i hjave truly been deprived. well number 1, i havent been able to queeze in ANY time for tv with 16 units and two jobs n all....who does? but yea, tonite i had no work and not too much homework...so i watched it....wow it is a dopeass show meng. for real...haha and that chick marissa is sooo the new katie holmes...even though i only watched dawson's creek 2 times, (once actually paying attention cuz katie holmes was gonna lose her virginity to mr. might ducks) and thought it was pretty gay to begin with. but yea the OC is tite. so think ill be watching that on wednesdays from now on....provided that i dont work. which means i will probably never see it again.
all in all (defank???), the ending is now and good riddance you hairy shmoe.
so yea i fall asleep for 3 seconds about 16 times in my first class.....i know because id nod off and something new would be on the board....then econ...talked to this girl stephanie for like 5 minutes....but then remembered i had to go turn in my project i had stayed up all night for. so i go and do that..come back 20 minutes into the econ class again...i retake my seat and decide to doze off about 4 times. the first 3 for about 5 minutes each..the last i think for like 15 minutes. super sunks cuz i woke up at the noise of everyone getting out of their seats at the end of class, and that girl was givin me my pen that fell when i jumped up all quick...haha i laughed cuz i felt my forehead burning...and i knew i had fallen asleep on my watch...so yea i head to the restroom to check da mirror, and sure enough a huge red circle is there...ahh well..i kinda rub it off and "cares?" so i go to my final class of the day.
bone out at 1130, halfway to my car joel calls cuz him n germain wanted to chill...haha it was funny cuz i super wasnt havent it...i was trying to get to my car as quickly as possible so i can knock da funk out. so i get home, put on my PJ bottoms and go skins haha...set my alarm for 6pm, lay out my sleeping bag next to my bed...made sure to leave the window open...made sure to take off my socks...made sure to have no pillow, no blanket...and knock out around 1pm. now u may ask yourself...why all those stipulations just to sleep? well when i knock the eff out...i know the EFF out. so i need to ensure that i will wake up when that alarm goes off...and my safguards are 1) the open window...by 6pm i know itll be freezing...and 2) no socks, no shirt...i will BE freezin by 6pm, and i cant sleep when im supa cold. 3) no pillow, on the floor on a closed sleeping bag....comfortbale factor...i wont be too comfortable to get out of bed and tune out the alarm clock....great haw?? well around 3pm i get up and cant take the pain in my neck.head anymore...and its already chilly so i put on a t-shirt and get a small no super comfortbale pillow...and knock out again. IT WORKS! hehe as 6m rolls around and the alarm goes off..i jumped up all quick to turn it off..haha.
the reason i needed to get up by the way, is i have to read a lot of crap for tomorrow..so yea...and last time i knocked out after a 26 hrs without sleep...i knocked out for 12 hours....so yea..i knew this method would work..i tried it a few times..one being whe i had work at 7am on a saturday morning..so i had to wake up at 6...and my parents were away at Vegas...(and usually they're the ones who wake me up cuz theyre too annoyed with my alarm clock that i tune out)....and i had been out partying til 3am..and was pretty damn wasted...well, i made sure to sleep with all my windows open, wearin only boxers and the fan on with blinds wide open...and i woke up extremely quickly.
anywhoot...good stuff haw? so yea woke up...my moms gave me some seco de pollo with rice n maduro frito...oh hellzyeafunkyea. yumm...and i FINALLY SAW THE HOT CHICK! hahahahaha that movie is HIGH-larry-OSE. wow..."sounds delicious.......umm..i mean interesting..." hahaha "it's meeeeee.......jessica!! (***MASE***)"...haha. so yea, then watched the OC!!!
wow i hjave truly been deprived. well number 1, i havent been able to queeze in ANY time for tv with 16 units and two jobs n all....who does? but yea, tonite i had no work and not too much homework...so i watched it....wow it is a dopeass show meng. for real...haha and that chick marissa is sooo the new katie holmes...even though i only watched dawson's creek 2 times, (once actually paying attention cuz katie holmes was gonna lose her virginity to mr. might ducks) and thought it was pretty gay to begin with. but yea the OC is tite. so think ill be watching that on wednesdays from now on....provided that i dont work. which means i will probably never see it again.
all in all (defank???), the ending is now and good riddance you hairy shmoe.
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
truer than true
You're an old-school punk! You probably listen to a
lot of the original 70's punk bands. You're
pretty cool. ROCK ON!
What kind of punk are you?
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Sunday, November 16, 2003
singin sensation from rastaland, mon
Shaggy - You're popular, fun, and attractive. But
you don't draw too much attention to yourself.
Heaven forbid you get labeled as a 'freak'.
It's ok though. People like you make the world
go 'round. Boombastic baby!
What Jamaican Singing Sensation are You?
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workin...O-DUBLE TIME!
yes...O-Double...my confabulated version of double....haha actually it was a typo turned genius!
anywhoot, today was Ka-raazee...but lemme begin with yesterday..
so Friday I go to school 8am to 1140....then off to work at Anchor Blue from 1230 to 630.... good ish...chillaxin but not...so then i go to get some ish at the mall i had to look for..then off to amat cuz joel called and i had forgot bout it kinda but not
so i head off to meet joel and ronnie at amat to check out their final game of the season...coo shiet...ran into stremp and chilled by the dawg pound for a quarter or two....sunks they had already begun to lose...ehh
then joel gets a call from C-peedos, but loses reception or something....we go to the good ol drill team/band area and chill wit david n tony....finally get in touch wit C and go down to see wassup...coo shiet.....we see him and angela..then later tim, jon, and saka and sherns (defank). so yea then decide to go back to the stands, but me n ronnie get bored so we go on the field to be tite. chat with dimmit for a bit...then i see TAAAAAAM-BE in the distance so i holler out in the usual Italian voice and he hears me and comes on over...we chat...good ol times and such. funny shit...john bosco and the spatted-up sandals. hahaha. stupid donnie...that sux...poor tambo.
so laters we go back near that snack shack thing....see a bunch of my kairos peeps from the latest one (numba XVI), and then run into crazy lil britney who stops for a long while to chat. coo shiet, maybe shell work at AB. hahah...when im already gone....soto passes by...say wassup to dat nikka....oh yea then the "hot girls" pass by...adriana, asencio, alexis, lil fregoso, umm..think thas it....yea and thats never bad.....saw a lot more people but i forgot....hells of a lot more than i thought id see..so anyways...the game ends or some ish, amat lost....so we go by the bathrooms and run into jabra & carlos the chubster...chill there till the foosball players come back to the lockeroom....joel felt "ACCOMPLISHED" for the night due to a "peppy" old flame...haha what a dork...good shit nikka.
yea, then off to in-n-out for some good yummy ish...and oh OF COURSE! how could we forget..usualy amat spot...super most packed ever...dammit...so i had to park near my bro's apt. but is all good...we grubbed real quick..then jetted...ronnie, joel and david went out for some hooka..but i wasnt bout to cuz i have a mean cough just breathing normally right now, and plus i was a minute away from my pad. plus work at 9am...plus supa tired. those muther-effers didnt wake up at 7 for skool then go straight to work then straight to the game and no rest in between...unsympathetic bastards...hahahaha. so yea i go home, and crash nasty on my bed watching some show..i wake up at 2 not realizing i had knocked the F out...and turn dat ish off...to lazy to shower,...YUM.
so i wake up 8am the NEST mArning and take my much needed delicious shower...get dress and of to work #1...AB...9am to 2...workin the stock training them new beeatches...man its tite. so yea i get off and then go home...it was my nephews b-day and i almost went to chuck e cheeses to meet up the fam but nah...had to take care of my cell phone ish and go homre n rest for work at night.....so i go to at&t in san dimas...and wait for a damn half hour for nuthin cuz the gsm system is down...i think its a sign from God not to spend so much dough like a crazy man.
oh well...so i go home, eat corndogs, watch WildBoys for the first time, and knock out for an hour...damn thats bad. so yea, then at 5 i take a shower yet again cuz i feel all yucky when i fall asleep after eating...so yea, then off to work #2 at Best Buy from 6pm to 10....learn yet some more new stuff...sell some printers and lotsa tite ish...dang its hard getting to the new atmosphere..like its not good for my hands to be idle...i got so used to being at AB constantly working even when its dead as fucc....but now i gotta learn to take it easy...and THAT is never bad either. so yea i come home, chill out and eat some spaghetti and watch romy and michelles wedding or whatever...haha cuz that girl romy is hella hot. haha. never saw that stupidass movie before.....good Lord they are stoooooooopid. but eh whatever. they hawt. haha. and at times funny.
so yea then i come online...just finsihed gettin some MP3s cuz i havent DLed in a looong time (2 weeks)..haha. so yea, got a busy ass day ahead of me..gotta wake up at 6 for work at 7 tomorrow at BBuy. we gotsa company meeeeeetin. tite haw? so yea, time to sleep but neh....and damn i have a project to do for engineering..and to do it i must reteach myself C++..which is a very big book to read...then i can do the project...then do a sepearet HW assnmnt for that same class...then a take home midterm for com 204. dammit procrastination 16 units and 2 jobs...i am truly insane.
oh yes and i am back..catch-up-longest entry master ever.
anywhoot, today was Ka-raazee...but lemme begin with yesterday..
so Friday I go to school 8am to 1140....then off to work at Anchor Blue from 1230 to 630.... good ish...chillaxin but not...so then i go to get some ish at the mall i had to look for..then off to amat cuz joel called and i had forgot bout it kinda but not
so i head off to meet joel and ronnie at amat to check out their final game of the season...coo shiet...ran into stremp and chilled by the dawg pound for a quarter or two....sunks they had already begun to lose...ehh
then joel gets a call from C-peedos, but loses reception or something....we go to the good ol drill team/band area and chill wit david n tony....finally get in touch wit C and go down to see wassup...coo shiet.....we see him and angela..then later tim, jon, and saka and sherns (defank). so yea then decide to go back to the stands, but me n ronnie get bored so we go on the field to be tite. chat with dimmit for a bit...then i see TAAAAAAM-BE in the distance so i holler out in the usual Italian voice and he hears me and comes on over...we chat...good ol times and such. funny shit...john bosco and the spatted-up sandals. hahaha. stupid donnie...that sux...poor tambo.
so laters we go back near that snack shack thing....see a bunch of my kairos peeps from the latest one (numba XVI), and then run into crazy lil britney who stops for a long while to chat. coo shiet, maybe shell work at AB. hahah...when im already gone....soto passes by...say wassup to dat nikka....oh yea then the "hot girls" pass by...adriana, asencio, alexis, lil fregoso, umm..think thas it....yea and thats never bad.....saw a lot more people but i forgot....hells of a lot more than i thought id see..so anyways...the game ends or some ish, amat lost....so we go by the bathrooms and run into jabra & carlos the chubster...chill there till the foosball players come back to the lockeroom....joel felt "ACCOMPLISHED" for the night due to a "peppy" old flame...haha what a dork...good shit nikka.
yea, then off to in-n-out for some good yummy ish...and oh OF COURSE! how could we forget..usualy amat spot...super most packed ever...dammit...so i had to park near my bro's apt. but is all good...we grubbed real quick..then jetted...ronnie, joel and david went out for some hooka..but i wasnt bout to cuz i have a mean cough just breathing normally right now, and plus i was a minute away from my pad. plus work at 9am...plus supa tired. those muther-effers didnt wake up at 7 for skool then go straight to work then straight to the game and no rest in between...unsympathetic bastards...hahahaha. so yea i go home, and crash nasty on my bed watching some show..i wake up at 2 not realizing i had knocked the F out...and turn dat ish off...to lazy to shower,...YUM.
so i wake up 8am the NEST mArning and take my much needed delicious shower...get dress and of to work #1...AB...9am to 2...workin the stock training them new beeatches...man its tite. so yea i get off and then go home...it was my nephews b-day and i almost went to chuck e cheeses to meet up the fam but nah...had to take care of my cell phone ish and go homre n rest for work at night.....so i go to at&t in san dimas...and wait for a damn half hour for nuthin cuz the gsm system is down...i think its a sign from God not to spend so much dough like a crazy man.
oh well...so i go home, eat corndogs, watch WildBoys for the first time, and knock out for an hour...damn thats bad. so yea, then at 5 i take a shower yet again cuz i feel all yucky when i fall asleep after eating...so yea, then off to work #2 at Best Buy from 6pm to 10....learn yet some more new stuff...sell some printers and lotsa tite ish...dang its hard getting to the new atmosphere..like its not good for my hands to be idle...i got so used to being at AB constantly working even when its dead as fucc....but now i gotta learn to take it easy...and THAT is never bad either. so yea i come home, chill out and eat some spaghetti and watch romy and michelles wedding or whatever...haha cuz that girl romy is hella hot. haha. never saw that stupidass movie before.....good Lord they are stoooooooopid. but eh whatever. they hawt. haha. and at times funny.
so yea then i come online...just finsihed gettin some MP3s cuz i havent DLed in a looong time (2 weeks)..haha. so yea, got a busy ass day ahead of me..gotta wake up at 6 for work at 7 tomorrow at BBuy. we gotsa company meeeeeetin. tite haw? so yea, time to sleep but neh....and damn i have a project to do for engineering..and to do it i must reteach myself C++..which is a very big book to read...then i can do the project...then do a sepearet HW assnmnt for that same class...then a take home midterm for com 204. dammit procrastination 16 units and 2 jobs...i am truly insane.
oh yes and i am back..catch-up-longest entry master ever.
Thursday, November 13, 2003
fawk you quizmaker
TO-DO-LIST: You mainly use your LJ to keep track of
things you have to do, which, trust me, is NOT
what people normally use journals for. The
brutal truth is that nobody really cares that
you have to go pick up your laundry on 6th
Avenue at 4:00 and that you need to remember to
pick up peanut butter from the grocery store.
Try writing about something interesting (and
personal) for a change.
What's the purpose behind your LiveJournal? (with pictures!)
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well it just so happens you puto who made this quiz, it dont matter if nobody cares...if they dont care they can skip pver my entry pendejo...haha
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
its a new start
well, just finished grubbin on some good azz ish. yea, and before that i was at my new work...bestest buy. yay-i-yay. pretty tite ish haw? yee..so then i went into my "old" work and peeps thought i was leavin, but i just left a note for my boss lettin her know i can only work 10 hrs a week there. tite haw? cuz im trying to stay till at least christmas...then ill make maja scrilla. hehe. anywhoot....im full, thats pretty much all i did....oh yea it was dope to dress up for work...feels nice...haha and luckily my white button up shirt fit me again...cuz it hasnt in a long time....haha...teeweezies
monday yay!
well woke up at 7 after 3 hours of sleep cuz of late night GTA III, go to skool, love how cant find parking...get out at 1130...go to bunch of lunch with O-leeve-us.....joel meets us there but just chills...damn i grub sick like..that was at 12...and i still havent eaten again...cuz i filled up NAAAASTY-like...yum hadnt had mojos in like 2 years. since the last "pizza wall" incident..hahaha good times man...good freakin times...haha oh yea, and jeriel...."guilty by association"...me in your backseat....super sunks...paranoia.
anywhoot...i grub sicklike having a dope convo with the two modofockos about GTA...gotta love those games. hells yea, imma play gta 3 as soon as im done with this
so yea, i jam at 1250 to get to work at 1...i start feelin sick..like flu-sick...i dunno and my head hurts....so i work from 1 to 9 in the back with claudia...fun times. 92.3 forever old skool is the best. hehe...promise....."see first of all..."...and "teeeellll mmee......do ya wanna get freeeeeeaaakyyy....cuz....i'll freak ya right i will....." dopest station ever...even though they super rotate their songs every 2 hours. haha. some dope Sade Adu...cant go without. but yea...super laggin it all day. get a call from my parents..best buy called..dope shit. orientation tomorrow at 4. gotta go buy a plain white polo cuz havent had one since st johns. sulunks...got my khakis though...haha i forgot who said it..joel...rex...olivas...i forgot who...."gotta earn your blue shirt" haha
so yea NEwayz...get out at 9 then meet up Jose at edwards and watch MATRIX REVOLUTIONS...OHMYGOSHHELLYEAFUCKYEA!
wow..all you haters out there once again must shut it. NOW. reloaded was met by hatred and retarded-ass reviews....but turned out to be hella tite...now revolutions...oh my gosh once again....i can see how some people wouldnt like it...one-track nothing-but-action-packed-please minds...haha c'mon people...good movies have even greater story lines. and a fuckooad of action to go with it...wow revolutions was without a doubt so fuckin badass. hell yea.
so an7ywhoot...after dat chillax for 2 cents with joser...then go home...come home...chillax for a bit and here i am online...PAAAYCE time for GTA III
anywhoot...i grub sicklike having a dope convo with the two modofockos about GTA...gotta love those games. hells yea, imma play gta 3 as soon as im done with this
so yea, i jam at 1250 to get to work at 1...i start feelin sick..like flu-sick...i dunno and my head hurts....so i work from 1 to 9 in the back with claudia...fun times. 92.3 forever old skool is the best. hehe...promise....."see first of all..."...and "teeeellll mmee......do ya wanna get freeeeeeaaakyyy....cuz....i'll freak ya right i will....." dopest station ever...even though they super rotate their songs every 2 hours. haha. some dope Sade Adu...cant go without. but yea...super laggin it all day. get a call from my parents..best buy called..dope shit. orientation tomorrow at 4. gotta go buy a plain white polo cuz havent had one since st johns. sulunks...got my khakis though...haha i forgot who said it..joel...rex...olivas...i forgot who...."gotta earn your blue shirt" haha
so yea NEwayz...get out at 9 then meet up Jose at edwards and watch MATRIX REVOLUTIONS...OHMYGOSHHELLYEAFUCKYEA!
wow..all you haters out there once again must shut it. NOW. reloaded was met by hatred and retarded-ass reviews....but turned out to be hella tite...now revolutions...oh my gosh once again....i can see how some people wouldnt like it...one-track nothing-but-action-packed-please minds...haha c'mon people...good movies have even greater story lines. and a fuckooad of action to go with it...wow revolutions was without a doubt so fuckin badass. hell yea.
so an7ywhoot...after dat chillax for 2 cents with joser...then go home...come home...chillax for a bit and here i am online...PAAAYCE time for GTA III
Wednesday, November 5, 2003
Pass That Dutch
WOW....i'm speechless...i was just at Launch.com cuz i wanted to see Kanye West's "Through The Wire: video..its pretty coo...but the tite thing about launch is when a video finishes, it goes to another video....and wow...its so tite it came on
"Pass That Dutch" by missy elliot came on...wow...once again i am left without speech...she is funkin pure genius man...i have said this millions of times before but she has to be one of the most underrated mainstream artists out there today...and her genius for making her songs and beats and videos.....wow....and shes got lyrics like DAMN...people usually dont notice how genius her lyrics are...as gross as they might be at times...but still theyre genius..as genius as the neptunes and timbaland's beats....hehe...and 2pac and biggies lyrics.....paaayce
"Pass That Dutch" by missy elliot came on...wow...once again i am left without speech...she is funkin pure genius man...i have said this millions of times before but she has to be one of the most underrated mainstream artists out there today...and her genius for making her songs and beats and videos.....wow....and shes got lyrics like DAMN...people usually dont notice how genius her lyrics are...as gross as they might be at times...but still theyre genius..as genius as the neptunes and timbaland's beats....hehe...and 2pac and biggies lyrics.....paaayce
best buy tuesdays
hahah my favorite yet my most dreaded day of the week....best buy tuesdays....
new releases..usually so tite...andthis week is definitely no exception....
today i put an 80-something dollar hole in my pocket...
FINDING NEMO....15.99 yay-i-yay-ee....already had rex's bootleg copy for like ever...and i wasnt gonna get it..but then...its disney...double disc...u know how it is...plus i buy one more disney movie..i get one free...yay!
LED ZEPPELIN - How the West Was Won - I been wanting this since it came out a couple months ago....its 3 CDs of their best live performances of their best shiet from 2 Cali concerts back in '72 when i was only 4 years old....hehe...some badass shiet..been listening to it all day
P.O.D. - Payable On Death - haven't heard it yet obviously uz i been listenin to zeppelin all day, but i loved satellite...and their a dope band...and it has a DVD....and 9.99 teehee
THE DOORS - Legacy the absolute Best - this came out at the end of the summer i believe and been wanting it..so i finally got it...freakin dope as FUNK! i listened to it a lil bit after i got enuff of zeppelin for the day. hellz yea
WYCLEF JEAN - The Preacher's Son - damn i been anticipatin this ish for a while now since I heard Party To Damascus on the radio in the summer....and Industry is freakin dope too....im actually listening to this right now...oh my gosh through the first 6 songs..and already worth beyond the sale price of 11.99. yay!
so anywhoot...i just woke up an hour ago after knocking out from being at school all day, going to best buy, going to the gym, watchin TV and ish. teeweezies
new releases..usually so tite...andthis week is definitely no exception....
today i put an 80-something dollar hole in my pocket...
FINDING NEMO....15.99 yay-i-yay-ee....already had rex's bootleg copy for like ever...and i wasnt gonna get it..but then...its disney...double disc...u know how it is...plus i buy one more disney movie..i get one free...yay!
LED ZEPPELIN - How the West Was Won - I been wanting this since it came out a couple months ago....its 3 CDs of their best live performances of their best shiet from 2 Cali concerts back in '72 when i was only 4 years old....hehe...some badass shiet..been listening to it all day
P.O.D. - Payable On Death - haven't heard it yet obviously uz i been listenin to zeppelin all day, but i loved satellite...and their a dope band...and it has a DVD....and 9.99 teehee
THE DOORS - Legacy the absolute Best - this came out at the end of the summer i believe and been wanting it..so i finally got it...freakin dope as FUNK! i listened to it a lil bit after i got enuff of zeppelin for the day. hellz yea
WYCLEF JEAN - The Preacher's Son - damn i been anticipatin this ish for a while now since I heard Party To Damascus on the radio in the summer....and Industry is freakin dope too....im actually listening to this right now...oh my gosh through the first 6 songs..and already worth beyond the sale price of 11.99. yay!
so anywhoot...i just woke up an hour ago after knocking out from being at school all day, going to best buy, going to the gym, watchin TV and ish. teeweezies
Tuesday, November 4, 2003
good lord she's bombtastic
you want a total sex kitten like Angelina, you like
a girl whos up for anything that involves your
penis.
what hot chick is right for you?
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haha i did the quiz twice cuz there was one question that i had 2 answers for...its funny..the second time with the other answer ave me someone totally different...she kinda cute but i dont really like her for some reason...michelle branch...haha total contrast man
my tongue is burnt
well crazy..wanna know what i been up to?? some gayass shiet
well the weekend was pretty coo....now that i think about it that partee friday was of the hook, kinda...hehe, but yea man for real this weekend was not worth the pain i must endure now
so sunday...i was up at 3pm i believe...super duper duper sunks...super late...do nothing all day..procrastinate procrastinate..then finally start my debate thiong like at 10 or 11pm....like an idiot...so i do that....7am arrives and im nowhere near being done...but i must go for i have class at 8...so i "finish"...go to school and give the hands-down most horrible presentation/delivery/performance of my life.....wow it made me think of how the kids i used to not be able to understand in elemntary school...shit even high school felt...u know..id come to class....prepared..had my project/report done like a day ahead...had been working on it for a week or so...or whatever..just ahead of on time..or ontime actually...and so i'd show up to class..like a few of my classmates..prepared to turn in a grade A assignment....but there were always those kids who for some unknown reason didnt like doing homework...didnt care about reports..did things at the last minute...would stand up in the front of the classroom trying to give a presentation not knowing what the hell theyre doing....and id be thinking to myself...what the hell are they doing? i couldnt understand how they couldnt apply themselves and be good students. now i am one of them....ever since like middle of sophomore year of high school actually...for some reason after so many years of trying to be the best in the class, the smartest, the hardest worker, and usually not having to try much and achieving those things.....i gave up...i didnt care anymore...i turned into those barely achieving if not underachieving retards i used to kind of make fun of....its sad that nobody really thinks of me as the smart guy who was also a clown....even though i used to hate it....i kinda miss it. now im just the clown...the clown that sings...and dances....and "parties" (which is stupid cuz i never attended a damn party til like the end of senior year....and still dont get out much)....its pretty fucking pathetic...i wanna be smart chris again dammit....but not a geek cuz i was never a geek....hahahahah i made fun of them too...like i didnt understand how most people could either just be smart/geeks/losers or "cool"/pathetic/popular/stupid.....like i always kinda found it easy to combine the two...err...i think....i dunno the point of all this rambling is i want to be an A student againt dammit....screw work...work is fuccin me up sick like...i dont need to work...why the hell am i doing it....i dread going to work...i hate thinking about how i have to go to work tomorrow....work is stupid...i dont NEEED that extra money...its just extra....i got to learn to live without it again....hmmm....maybe after christmas
anyway, before i began to ramble..i was saying...so i began falling asleep in my third class....but managed to get through it...so i get out at 1130am...go to my car its sprinkling dammit...then i drive somewhere.....i forgot.....then to arby's....then to the gas station...i eat my arby's and kock the funk out around 1pm on a full stomach....DAMN!
so i wake up around 9pm....thats what i call a nap....haha 8 hours.
sux cuz i didnt wanna sleep that freaking long..i should put my alarm on or told my parents to wake me up (but that wouldnt have worked anyway). so now here i am..once again procrastinating while i should be reading an BSing my way through a term paper. dammit dammit dammit. please someone help me stop cussing....hahaha that came out of nowhere...but really...i dunno why i have my periods of being a sailor and others where its all gravy. oh well..tee-weezies....i'm out.
well the weekend was pretty coo....now that i think about it that partee friday was of the hook, kinda...hehe, but yea man for real this weekend was not worth the pain i must endure now
so sunday...i was up at 3pm i believe...super duper duper sunks...super late...do nothing all day..procrastinate procrastinate..then finally start my debate thiong like at 10 or 11pm....like an idiot...so i do that....7am arrives and im nowhere near being done...but i must go for i have class at 8...so i "finish"...go to school and give the hands-down most horrible presentation/delivery/performance of my life.....wow it made me think of how the kids i used to not be able to understand in elemntary school...shit even high school felt...u know..id come to class....prepared..had my project/report done like a day ahead...had been working on it for a week or so...or whatever..just ahead of on time..or ontime actually...and so i'd show up to class..like a few of my classmates..prepared to turn in a grade A assignment....but there were always those kids who for some unknown reason didnt like doing homework...didnt care about reports..did things at the last minute...would stand up in the front of the classroom trying to give a presentation not knowing what the hell theyre doing....and id be thinking to myself...what the hell are they doing? i couldnt understand how they couldnt apply themselves and be good students. now i am one of them....ever since like middle of sophomore year of high school actually...for some reason after so many years of trying to be the best in the class, the smartest, the hardest worker, and usually not having to try much and achieving those things.....i gave up...i didnt care anymore...i turned into those barely achieving if not underachieving retards i used to kind of make fun of....its sad that nobody really thinks of me as the smart guy who was also a clown....even though i used to hate it....i kinda miss it. now im just the clown...the clown that sings...and dances....and "parties" (which is stupid cuz i never attended a damn party til like the end of senior year....and still dont get out much)....its pretty fucking pathetic...i wanna be smart chris again dammit....but not a geek cuz i was never a geek....hahahahah i made fun of them too...like i didnt understand how most people could either just be smart/geeks/losers or "cool"/pathetic/popular/stupid.....like i always kinda found it easy to combine the two...err...i think....i dunno the point of all this rambling is i want to be an A student againt dammit....screw work...work is fuccin me up sick like...i dont need to work...why the hell am i doing it....i dread going to work...i hate thinking about how i have to go to work tomorrow....work is stupid...i dont NEEED that extra money...its just extra....i got to learn to live without it again....hmmm....maybe after christmas
anyway, before i began to ramble..i was saying...so i began falling asleep in my third class....but managed to get through it...so i get out at 1130am...go to my car its sprinkling dammit...then i drive somewhere.....i forgot.....then to arby's....then to the gas station...i eat my arby's and kock the funk out around 1pm on a full stomach....DAMN!
so i wake up around 9pm....thats what i call a nap....haha 8 hours.
sux cuz i didnt wanna sleep that freaking long..i should put my alarm on or told my parents to wake me up (but that wouldnt have worked anyway). so now here i am..once again procrastinating while i should be reading an BSing my way through a term paper. dammit dammit dammit. please someone help me stop cussing....hahaha that came out of nowhere...but really...i dunno why i have my periods of being a sailor and others where its all gravy. oh well..tee-weezies....i'm out.
Monday, November 3, 2003
ja rule is back
hahaha sounds funny but its true...u heard it here first...ja rule is back with some tite ass shit....i always thought it was freakin stupid that people started hating him just cuz 50 cent was like the new big thing and he said he was a punk....i mean thats so stupid...like is 50 cent ur homie or something? anyway...haha ja rule's new video/single is freakin dope...i dunno if its on the radio or mtv or whatever yet but its on launch.com..so check it out
Ja Rule - "Clap Back"
Ja Rule - "Clap Back"
Sunday, November 2, 2003
why??? why didnt i do what i said i did
friday...halloween pardee..tite ass shit...frat house at csf..phi kappa tau (i think) ...i saw an old ass friend...a drunk Chris...(C-Rod)...role model for all band geeks...haha that foos a pimp...hes tite..arroz con pollo chingao....haha angela
saturday..some stupid ass shit pardee...i mean it was coo...but totally not even close being worth missing quality homework time...dammit. sonofabitch i need to stay committed or imma fail this quarter
saturday..some stupid ass shit pardee...i mean it was coo...but totally not even close being worth missing quality homework time...dammit. sonofabitch i need to stay committed or imma fail this quarter
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