My First Love
by Avant
Silhouette, of a perfect frame,
Shadows of your smile, will always remain (Will always remain).
Beginners love, soon fades away (Oh Baby)
We go on...
I Will long as...
(Long as I live)
Long as I live, you will be my, (my first love).
Oh baby you and only you.
(Long as I live)
Long as I live (my first love) you will be my first love.
And I choose you again.
I'm keeping no Candy-Coated Valentine,
Memories of you, you when you were mine.
A tarnished ring on a tarnished chain,
Times keep changing come sun or rain.
(Long as I Live)
Long as I live, you will be (my first love)
My first love and my only love.
(Long as I live)
Long as I live,(my first love).
Ohhh, you will always be my,
Oh, be my first love.
(Long as I Live)
Long as I live, you will be (my first love)
My first love and my only love.
(Long as I live)
Long as I live,(my first love).
Ohhh, you will always be my,
Oh, be my first love.
A tarnished ring on a tarnished chain,
Avant:
times keep changing come sun or rain.
(Long as I Live)
Long as I live, you will be (my first love)
My first love and my only love.
(Long as I live)
Long as I live,(my first love).
Ohhh, you will always be my,
Oh, be my first love.
Thursday, October 30, 2003
revival of rollin 19 and rollin 15
crazy...i was goin through my stacks of CDs and revived from the shelves two random mix cds....
background info...throughout junior and senior year of high school i began making rollin...the anthologies...haha i just called it that right now...but yea it began as soon as i got my liscence...back in march of 2001.....with my lisence came two mix cds..."Rollin 1: C-Walkin Trax" and "Rollin II: tite-ass shiet" well i forgot what the real name of the vol 2 was....but it was something to that effect. point is...by the time graduation came along i had made...i believe about 30 volumes....oh and the rollin series was strictly hip-hop and r&b...i had a seperate line for rock music....but anyway..wow...each CD is like trapped in time if you know what i mean....for example...rollin 15, which i was listening to a lil' while ago sported trxxx such as Warren G's - "Lookin at You" (if you listened to power or the beat around ca. 12/21/2001 (the date the CD was made)...then its a sure bet you heard the song oh..about 10 times a day..but perhaps you dont know it by name....also on there was mystikal's "Bouncin' Back (Bumpin Me Against The Wall)" , Lil' Bow Wow's "Thank You" feat. Jagged Edge and Nelly Furtado's "Turn Off the Lights" (Remix) feat. Timbaland & Ms. Jade. crazy shit haw?? wow...but rollin 19 really got me right now with the song that is currently playing...*NSYNC - "Girlfriend" (Remix) feat, Nelly....wow how sad/happy all at the same time...ahh dammit there i go again getting in my weird depressed nostalgic moods....also there is on this CD Jagged Edge's "I Got It 2" feat Nas, DJ Quik's "Trouble", Craig David's "7 Days", IMX's - "First Time" and Warren G's "Ghetto Village". That's some downloading materials for all you guys to get.
i guess the whole thing about the sad/happy/depressed/nostalgic thing i experience is that there's more to these CDs than just music. these CDs were in my CD player 24/7 everywhere i went...on my morning rides from baldwin park to bishop amat in the mornings....in the amat parking lot...in the football locker room...to and from the football games....to in-n-out, weekend parties....nights spent at home....listening to them while doing "homework" (chillin on the computer" and...i remember the emotions i was feeling at the time in my life...the stress of college apps....ap classes...love interests....family problems....army shit....kairos xi....trip to las vegas....graduation....prom and dances n stuff.....just plain staying up til 3 am watching MTV videos and downloading music...on school nites...damn this sux...does college suck this much for me that i miss high school THAAAT damn much....dammit. im glad im rushing in the spring. thank you...college social life here i come....yes it IS possible...EVEN at cal poly.
background info...throughout junior and senior year of high school i began making rollin...the anthologies...haha i just called it that right now...but yea it began as soon as i got my liscence...back in march of 2001.....with my lisence came two mix cds..."Rollin 1: C-Walkin Trax" and "Rollin II: tite-ass shiet" well i forgot what the real name of the vol 2 was....but it was something to that effect. point is...by the time graduation came along i had made...i believe about 30 volumes....oh and the rollin series was strictly hip-hop and r&b...i had a seperate line for rock music....but anyway..wow...each CD is like trapped in time if you know what i mean....for example...rollin 15, which i was listening to a lil' while ago sported trxxx such as Warren G's - "Lookin at You" (if you listened to power or the beat around ca. 12/21/2001 (the date the CD was made)...then its a sure bet you heard the song oh..about 10 times a day..but perhaps you dont know it by name....also on there was mystikal's "Bouncin' Back (Bumpin Me Against The Wall)" , Lil' Bow Wow's "Thank You" feat. Jagged Edge and Nelly Furtado's "Turn Off the Lights" (Remix) feat. Timbaland & Ms. Jade. crazy shit haw?? wow...but rollin 19 really got me right now with the song that is currently playing...*NSYNC - "Girlfriend" (Remix) feat, Nelly....wow how sad/happy all at the same time...ahh dammit there i go again getting in my weird depressed nostalgic moods....also there is on this CD Jagged Edge's "I Got It 2" feat Nas, DJ Quik's "Trouble", Craig David's "7 Days", IMX's - "First Time" and Warren G's "Ghetto Village". That's some downloading materials for all you guys to get.
i guess the whole thing about the sad/happy/depressed/nostalgic thing i experience is that there's more to these CDs than just music. these CDs were in my CD player 24/7 everywhere i went...on my morning rides from baldwin park to bishop amat in the mornings....in the amat parking lot...in the football locker room...to and from the football games....to in-n-out, weekend parties....nights spent at home....listening to them while doing "homework" (chillin on the computer" and...i remember the emotions i was feeling at the time in my life...the stress of college apps....ap classes...love interests....family problems....army shit....kairos xi....trip to las vegas....graduation....prom and dances n stuff.....just plain staying up til 3 am watching MTV videos and downloading music...on school nites...damn this sux...does college suck this much for me that i miss high school THAAAT damn much....dammit. im glad im rushing in the spring. thank you...college social life here i come....yes it IS possible...EVEN at cal poly.
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
wow....GRRRRREAT night for basketball
109-93...LAAAAAAKERS!!!
damn was thios one damn good game....Malooooooone...having a freakin X-cellent night...an assist away from a triple double...damn he was badass..commandin the court like a mofo....shaq diesel handling his ish up in the paint, rackin up the points...fish having a dope first half puttin up them 3s, george crazy mofo having a bomb game despite his f'd up ankle, and...who else but the great G.P. playing selflessly yet still rackin up them points.....he was rackin up those assist...he made some bomb ass plays...sux ...one of em..it woulda been so tite...but fish missed the 3...ahh well.....GREAT WAY TO START THE SEASON.........damn those journalists trying to stir the pot of controversy wit shaq and kobe.....nevertheless, the terrible 3 we saw tonight will soon become the fantastic 4 in LA....bringin back the championship....damn im pumped for this season....funk yea
damn was thios one damn good game....Malooooooone...having a freakin X-cellent night...an assist away from a triple double...damn he was badass..commandin the court like a mofo....shaq diesel handling his ish up in the paint, rackin up the points...fish having a dope first half puttin up them 3s, george crazy mofo having a bomb game despite his f'd up ankle, and...who else but the great G.P. playing selflessly yet still rackin up them points.....he was rackin up those assist...he made some bomb ass plays...sux ...one of em..it woulda been so tite...but fish missed the 3...ahh well.....GREAT WAY TO START THE SEASON.........damn those journalists trying to stir the pot of controversy wit shaq and kobe.....nevertheless, the terrible 3 we saw tonight will soon become the fantastic 4 in LA....bringin back the championship....damn im pumped for this season....funk yea
thank God for cilia
cilia?? is that right...eh i forgot, its been a year since bio....and i dont even think we learned that...so in reality...4 years since bio..mr. beck..
well yea, thank God for those hairs in our trachea....or i truly would inhale pure crap...all the ash is caught by those good old lil' hairs in our throats. yay cilia!....haha thats funny if thats not even the right word for the things im talking about
anyway, nothing much has been up...friday went to go see umm.....scary movie 3 ...oh yea already talked about that...
then saturday...went to work at 12...got out at 5...was supposed to go to this arts event for one of my classes but it was retarded...didnt even know how to get there...so i said ehh...and instead came home, showered and went out to anaheim wit jose...we were gonna go to a club...but then instead just went to downtown disney to check it out....yea first time there....and we were there for a whole great 10 minutes because ash was blowing in our eyes and i swear it hurt..and inhaling poillution....thank you arsenic assholes....hahah thats funny...i bet someone readiun this probably reads that right now and just accepted it because they know what im talking about...but arsenic is actually like chemicals or some shit..haha yolks on you. but yea, arsonist assholes./...correct?? no??? yes....hmmm
so yea, after that we went to the house of blues..it was gonna be a club, so we were gonna go but then i think its open air..so not a good idea....so we went to hooters...spent a couple hours there till closing..good stuff.... teeweezers
sunday, woke up all late....super sux cuz my parents went to church super early without waking me up and so it sux cuz i couldnt go to life teen mass cuz we wer leaving for scary farm at 6. super sux..missed mass...bad boy man....
so joser came over, then we departed to the wesco mall, picked up joel and met uyp wit the peeps....then off to knotts...
damn it was way more fun than last year....pounding 2 bottles of alize on the street corner next to moto cops...great stuff...oh and being told by security we cant chill in my car and pound...haha joel had to toss his out....joser hid his heinikeg. haha...but i was a very very sly detective...haha with big pockets. and i passed them their good fortune.
so we get into the park, and im buzzin it, and im trying to hit up leedogg to get the tix. finally highland picks up and comes to the gate wit the tix...we get in, and within 5 minutes i am almost kicked out...one of the monsters scared the crap out of me...and my "wet brain" thinks to shove him all hard put my hands up and say "what the funk punk!??" except not funk.....damn that was scary...a split sevcond passes and i realize what i had done and try to give him props and offer my apologies...but the bastard was a dickhead and said "you know what happens when u lay your hands on me....you leave!.." and i was like ah screw you and we jammed all quick....hahaha jose and joel didnt believe i was gonna do it....but a quaint little trash can met its maker when i unleashed my lizard upon it....hahahahahah with people and monsters passing by...halfway into the act..i got scared again like what if a security person passed by and saw me?? 2nd opportuniy to be escorted out within 10 minutes......and the funny thing was the little boys room was a mere 40 feet away. but i couldnt hold it hahaha good times. so we meet up the peeps at this ride...i forgot what its called..but it was dope merry-go-round in the sky-mixed with flying saucer...occupanied by my buzz....great combo....the mazes were tite..."extra scary"...due to enhanced senses.
good times...we left when the park closed right after eating out funnel cakes....yum. gasalicious.
i get home around3..knock out at 4....couldnt wait to be up in 3 hrs for class
so go to class monday...coolio...leave school..work from 12 to 830...titeness...after work head over to starbucks....took the initiative to make myself study...i cant study at home...good example..right now...what am i doing? updating LJ...watching the laker game insteadof doing my mathematical applications for engineers homework. dammit. so anywy..i see meeeeertha and leilani there..but i keep to myself and sip on my frap reading Chinua Achebe's "Things Fall Apart"...a great book about pre-colonial Africa and how it was raped by the europeans and ish like that. INN-TER-STING. so yea...joel meets me there aorund 11...i continue reading chillaxin....then we go outside...stay til closing...then we wet to dennys on puente and azusa so i could commence studying...i had a lumberjack slam and about 6 cups of coffee....wow is caffeine a legal drug or what?? anyway, instead of studying we had one of our most intellectually stimulating nights ever....for like 4 hours... dayam. learning how different people think....learning that i need to take chances and get over it. damn its a hard thing to do...and the 1st step is the hardest one to take....thanks joel...and though u wont read this..thanks rex for our convo earlier at work too.
i go home and watch cold pizza on espn...dope show...its 4 am...and theyre talking about kobe's comments on shaq...man kobe's stupid dude....whyt he always gotta be talking shit...and then he goes straight to the fat card...like fucc dude..just man up, dont take ur shit out on other people.....man up and play the game biatch...as much of a dope player he is...he needs to shut his trap......even though Shaq kinda started it...both of em just need to do the damn thing n play some ball like champs
so yea, then i was X-tatic tues. morning when my mother woke me at 730 though i have class at 10...so i get dressed quickly and my eyes are burning like sick from my lovely 3 hr nap...and im off to school..get good parking...its dope...head off to the new union..r4ead two more chapters of my book while sippin on a sobe energy drink...but i must knock out...i knock out on the couch for an hour...im awoken like 3 times this stupid chinito bvehind me had the loudest po0lyphonice ringtone in the world...and he had to sit down next to a sleeping person...what an inconsiderate ace. so yea when i wake up before class, i open my eyes and some girl is just straight up stariung at me but as soon as i spot her she looks away all fast..stupid ho.....haha she was hot though...but why she gotta bother the sleepy?? hehe. so yea off to my 10 am class...good stuff
get out at 12, chillax with olivas...i almost kill my phone because it was just being an ace to me today..going in and out of recpetion so annopyingly...crazy ish..saw marissa again for like 2 cents...crazyness....chilled with olivas while i muched on a bacon swiss....then when he left for his class at one i went inside to read more of my book..im proud of myself....then see the homeboy donald and he calls me over to chill with some of the pike brothers...it was dope getting to talk to them getting to know them n stuff....sux i missed the game they invited me to today...aww well...i had ish to do...so yea i jam around 130...and i head over to the lil museum on campus for a STOP THE VIOLENCE exhibit. it was some powerful stuff....man guys that hit girls are such pussies. thats so jacked up....these women are like scarred for the rest of their lives..i met one of the artists outside who started crying when she saw me...i felt so bad...she asked me if my name was michael...i said no and said im chris and stuff and she apologized for her tears and told me i looked exactly like her son who she hasnt seen in years because he lives with his dad....the man whos face she painted in one of her large works of art in which she basically depicts the "face of evil" in her life....i mean what do u say to something like that?? i mean i was commending her work...shes a real talented lady and i offered my condolences..but what do u say to a lady who starts tearing cuz you're a spitting image of her estranged son...that sux so bad...but i part because i have to go home ya know....as im walking through parking lot F...i feel someone waking behind me....its this girl heidi who graduated a year after me...u know who i'm talking bout C....teehee...but yea i was like talking to her....shes a really shy girl....hahah it was funny though...i was persistent in starting a friendly conversatong with her...she just would give the shortest responses on earth...but shed kinda laugh a few times cuz i'd be my dumb self...but yea she was super unresponsive...jeez man i was just trying to be friendly....haha though she is one of the most amazingly cute girls ive seen in a while. anywhoot...i get to my car....jam...come home n knock out for like 3 hours....wake up...off to wallgreens to get my camera developed...haha burrly....its kairos pix. haha so yea, then i go to supercuts next door n get my ish trimmed...yay...then strbucks to get a caffe latte with an extra shot of espresso...which explains why im typing "villainously" hahaha....am i even using that word correctly? is it a word? perhaps. so yea, now watching the laker game , typing in my LJ...and will soon begin my engineering math hw....teeweezies...oh yea, you can wake up now...i'm done.
well yea, thank God for those hairs in our trachea....or i truly would inhale pure crap...all the ash is caught by those good old lil' hairs in our throats. yay cilia!....haha thats funny if thats not even the right word for the things im talking about
anyway, nothing much has been up...friday went to go see umm.....scary movie 3 ...oh yea already talked about that...
then saturday...went to work at 12...got out at 5...was supposed to go to this arts event for one of my classes but it was retarded...didnt even know how to get there...so i said ehh...and instead came home, showered and went out to anaheim wit jose...we were gonna go to a club...but then instead just went to downtown disney to check it out....yea first time there....and we were there for a whole great 10 minutes because ash was blowing in our eyes and i swear it hurt..and inhaling poillution....thank you arsenic assholes....hahah thats funny...i bet someone readiun this probably reads that right now and just accepted it because they know what im talking about...but arsenic is actually like chemicals or some shit..haha yolks on you. but yea, arsonist assholes./...correct?? no??? yes....hmmm
so yea, after that we went to the house of blues..it was gonna be a club, so we were gonna go but then i think its open air..so not a good idea....so we went to hooters...spent a couple hours there till closing..good stuff.... teeweezers
sunday, woke up all late....super sux cuz my parents went to church super early without waking me up and so it sux cuz i couldnt go to life teen mass cuz we wer leaving for scary farm at 6. super sux..missed mass...bad boy man....
so joser came over, then we departed to the wesco mall, picked up joel and met uyp wit the peeps....then off to knotts...
damn it was way more fun than last year....pounding 2 bottles of alize on the street corner next to moto cops...great stuff...oh and being told by security we cant chill in my car and pound...haha joel had to toss his out....joser hid his heinikeg. haha...but i was a very very sly detective...haha with big pockets. and i passed them their good fortune.
so we get into the park, and im buzzin it, and im trying to hit up leedogg to get the tix. finally highland picks up and comes to the gate wit the tix...we get in, and within 5 minutes i am almost kicked out...one of the monsters scared the crap out of me...and my "wet brain" thinks to shove him all hard put my hands up and say "what the funk punk!??" except not funk.....damn that was scary...a split sevcond passes and i realize what i had done and try to give him props and offer my apologies...but the bastard was a dickhead and said "you know what happens when u lay your hands on me....you leave!.." and i was like ah screw you and we jammed all quick....hahaha jose and joel didnt believe i was gonna do it....but a quaint little trash can met its maker when i unleashed my lizard upon it....hahahahahah with people and monsters passing by...halfway into the act..i got scared again like what if a security person passed by and saw me?? 2nd opportuniy to be escorted out within 10 minutes......and the funny thing was the little boys room was a mere 40 feet away. but i couldnt hold it hahaha good times. so we meet up the peeps at this ride...i forgot what its called..but it was dope merry-go-round in the sky-mixed with flying saucer...occupanied by my buzz....great combo....the mazes were tite..."extra scary"...due to enhanced senses.
good times...we left when the park closed right after eating out funnel cakes....yum. gasalicious.
i get home around3..knock out at 4....couldnt wait to be up in 3 hrs for class
so go to class monday...coolio...leave school..work from 12 to 830...titeness...after work head over to starbucks....took the initiative to make myself study...i cant study at home...good example..right now...what am i doing? updating LJ...watching the laker game insteadof doing my mathematical applications for engineers homework. dammit. so anywy..i see meeeeertha and leilani there..but i keep to myself and sip on my frap reading Chinua Achebe's "Things Fall Apart"...a great book about pre-colonial Africa and how it was raped by the europeans and ish like that. INN-TER-STING. so yea...joel meets me there aorund 11...i continue reading chillaxin....then we go outside...stay til closing...then we wet to dennys on puente and azusa so i could commence studying...i had a lumberjack slam and about 6 cups of coffee....wow is caffeine a legal drug or what?? anyway, instead of studying we had one of our most intellectually stimulating nights ever....for like 4 hours... dayam. learning how different people think....learning that i need to take chances and get over it. damn its a hard thing to do...and the 1st step is the hardest one to take....thanks joel...and though u wont read this..thanks rex for our convo earlier at work too.
i go home and watch cold pizza on espn...dope show...its 4 am...and theyre talking about kobe's comments on shaq...man kobe's stupid dude....whyt he always gotta be talking shit...and then he goes straight to the fat card...like fucc dude..just man up, dont take ur shit out on other people.....man up and play the game biatch...as much of a dope player he is...he needs to shut his trap......even though Shaq kinda started it...both of em just need to do the damn thing n play some ball like champs
so yea, then i was X-tatic tues. morning when my mother woke me at 730 though i have class at 10...so i get dressed quickly and my eyes are burning like sick from my lovely 3 hr nap...and im off to school..get good parking...its dope...head off to the new union..r4ead two more chapters of my book while sippin on a sobe energy drink...but i must knock out...i knock out on the couch for an hour...im awoken like 3 times this stupid chinito bvehind me had the loudest po0lyphonice ringtone in the world...and he had to sit down next to a sleeping person...what an inconsiderate ace. so yea when i wake up before class, i open my eyes and some girl is just straight up stariung at me but as soon as i spot her she looks away all fast..stupid ho.....haha she was hot though...but why she gotta bother the sleepy?? hehe. so yea off to my 10 am class...good stuff
get out at 12, chillax with olivas...i almost kill my phone because it was just being an ace to me today..going in and out of recpetion so annopyingly...crazy ish..saw marissa again for like 2 cents...crazyness....chilled with olivas while i muched on a bacon swiss....then when he left for his class at one i went inside to read more of my book..im proud of myself....then see the homeboy donald and he calls me over to chill with some of the pike brothers...it was dope getting to talk to them getting to know them n stuff....sux i missed the game they invited me to today...aww well...i had ish to do...so yea i jam around 130...and i head over to the lil museum on campus for a STOP THE VIOLENCE exhibit. it was some powerful stuff....man guys that hit girls are such pussies. thats so jacked up....these women are like scarred for the rest of their lives..i met one of the artists outside who started crying when she saw me...i felt so bad...she asked me if my name was michael...i said no and said im chris and stuff and she apologized for her tears and told me i looked exactly like her son who she hasnt seen in years because he lives with his dad....the man whos face she painted in one of her large works of art in which she basically depicts the "face of evil" in her life....i mean what do u say to something like that?? i mean i was commending her work...shes a real talented lady and i offered my condolences..but what do u say to a lady who starts tearing cuz you're a spitting image of her estranged son...that sux so bad...but i part because i have to go home ya know....as im walking through parking lot F...i feel someone waking behind me....its this girl heidi who graduated a year after me...u know who i'm talking bout C....teehee...but yea i was like talking to her....shes a really shy girl....hahah it was funny though...i was persistent in starting a friendly conversatong with her...she just would give the shortest responses on earth...but shed kinda laugh a few times cuz i'd be my dumb self...but yea she was super unresponsive...jeez man i was just trying to be friendly....haha though she is one of the most amazingly cute girls ive seen in a while. anywhoot...i get to my car....jam...come home n knock out for like 3 hours....wake up...off to wallgreens to get my camera developed...haha burrly....its kairos pix. haha so yea, then i go to supercuts next door n get my ish trimmed...yay...then strbucks to get a caffe latte with an extra shot of espresso...which explains why im typing "villainously" hahaha....am i even using that word correctly? is it a word? perhaps. so yea, now watching the laker game , typing in my LJ...and will soon begin my engineering math hw....teeweezies...oh yea, you can wake up now...i'm done.
Saturday, October 25, 2003
NIGHT of laftah
damn tonight was pretty coolio meng
like i went to go see Scary Movie 3 with the homeboys tonight..some funny shit...glad i went at least to get out of the house...cuz originally i was feeling retarded and didnt wanna go...but glad i did..had some funkin good times meng.
so the day began....woke up late for my first class...ehh...went to school in the mornin, running around looking for a place to buy a scantron cuz dammit the marketplace was all out..so i was 15 min. late to my second class where everyone was taking a quiz..damn econ's so easy...thank God for bishop amat and mr. scott. hehe econ is sooooo fuggin easy....actually all GEs are soooo daaamn easy...i mean...i remember last year, bio was just a joke....like really...like for real, thank God for private school education. so anywhoot..did that, then my engineering math class, then i was freee at 1135.!!! yay. so then off to best buy to look around..wow i actually walked out mpty handed...thats a first...then stopped by work to get my schedule and ran into tommy and ronnie...so chilled with them for like a half hour at the mall...just u know...bein tite. so then i come home n watch TV for hours...finally listen to the new limpbizkit CD that ive had since its release...damn its tite...i forgot how much i used to love that band...it revived it. hehe.
finally got bored around 7..went to the gym...twerked out, felt good...first time this week....got home at 9 and showered...got ready n headed out to wesco to meet up wit joser. met up wit him at applebees...hahah him and his cousins ID....haha he had an abosolut..funny shit...damn i had some clam chowder that the tite chick didnt charge us for and some bombass chicken and steak wit mashed potatoes yummmmm...so as soon as we were done making sure my workout went down the drain..we headed off to meet rex, joel, and casey..who is down for the week for fall breaj or whatnot...funny how i barely found out and he leaves tomorrow...what a puto. so then C arrives...and off to the ticketbooth. damn...hey joel..."petite girl" ddeeeeeeeyaaaam guurrrll. hahah. so yea we bought tickets for the 1150 showing at around 10. so then we go inside and argue with the "intimidating" skinnyass ticket guy..haha cuz we all needed to take a leak....haha we were all messin with him...funny shit,.i made sure i went against his consent...to some extent..haha. hahah free unwanted popcorn and m&ms....hahah handing out 40% coupons like its the shit...hahaha!!
so then the waiting in line outside the "auditorium" i guess you'd call it...funny shit..being super eddie murphy loud hahahah....queen latifah "WHO DAT!!!???" hahahahahahah
so yea scary movie 3 was freakin funny as hell...good ish.
so yea we got outta der round 130/2ish...eh i forgot...came home, showered again to get the gel out my hair..haha might as well shower, right? so yea. fun shiz, and now im here ready to go to sleep...got work at noon tomorrow...sulunks.
like i went to go see Scary Movie 3 with the homeboys tonight..some funny shit...glad i went at least to get out of the house...cuz originally i was feeling retarded and didnt wanna go...but glad i did..had some funkin good times meng.
so the day began....woke up late for my first class...ehh...went to school in the mornin, running around looking for a place to buy a scantron cuz dammit the marketplace was all out..so i was 15 min. late to my second class where everyone was taking a quiz..damn econ's so easy...thank God for bishop amat and mr. scott. hehe econ is sooooo fuggin easy....actually all GEs are soooo daaamn easy...i mean...i remember last year, bio was just a joke....like really...like for real, thank God for private school education. so anywhoot..did that, then my engineering math class, then i was freee at 1135.!!! yay. so then off to best buy to look around..wow i actually walked out mpty handed...thats a first...then stopped by work to get my schedule and ran into tommy and ronnie...so chilled with them for like a half hour at the mall...just u know...bein tite. so then i come home n watch TV for hours...finally listen to the new limpbizkit CD that ive had since its release...damn its tite...i forgot how much i used to love that band...it revived it. hehe.
finally got bored around 7..went to the gym...twerked out, felt good...first time this week....got home at 9 and showered...got ready n headed out to wesco to meet up wit joser. met up wit him at applebees...hahah him and his cousins ID....haha he had an abosolut..funny shit...damn i had some clam chowder that the tite chick didnt charge us for and some bombass chicken and steak wit mashed potatoes yummmmm...so as soon as we were done making sure my workout went down the drain..we headed off to meet rex, joel, and casey..who is down for the week for fall breaj or whatnot...funny how i barely found out and he leaves tomorrow...what a puto. so then C arrives...and off to the ticketbooth. damn...hey joel..."petite girl" ddeeeeeeeyaaaam guurrrll. hahah. so yea we bought tickets for the 1150 showing at around 10. so then we go inside and argue with the "intimidating" skinnyass ticket guy..haha cuz we all needed to take a leak....haha we were all messin with him...funny shit,.i made sure i went against his consent...to some extent..haha. hahah free unwanted popcorn and m&ms....hahah handing out 40% coupons like its the shit...hahaha!!
so then the waiting in line outside the "auditorium" i guess you'd call it...funny shit..being super eddie murphy loud hahahah....queen latifah "WHO DAT!!!???" hahahahahahah
so yea scary movie 3 was freakin funny as hell...good ish.
so yea we got outta der round 130/2ish...eh i forgot...came home, showered again to get the gel out my hair..haha might as well shower, right? so yea. fun shiz, and now im here ready to go to sleep...got work at noon tomorrow...sulunks.
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
felenk.....toite...bored quiz time
You represent... desire.
You sure are motivated. You have a definite knack
for getting what you want. You always put your
own interests before those of others, and you
almost always find youself being satisfied.
Though you have determination, try some
compassion. Putting others first occassionally
can get you even more satisfying relationships.
What feeling do you represent?
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dayam
oh my gosh, life is coo, but so stressful...work...school...so much catch-up work to do ...i'm still paying for kairos and mostly my lazyness...dammit to hell. i wish i had time for ish i wanna do..like watch movies..go out....jam on my drums...chillax....SLEEEP!
Sunday, October 19, 2003
damn
i am a fuckin idiot...wow. i'm so sorry. damn, i guess it wasn't meant to be.
my stomach is churning, and my head is aching...why did i do that shit. damn i am an idiot. i shouldnt have gone against my own convictions. i'm weak. i'm an ass. fuck. i got lotsa homework to do...
my stomach is churning, and my head is aching...why did i do that shit. damn i am an idiot. i shouldnt have gone against my own convictions. i'm weak. i'm an ass. fuck. i got lotsa homework to do...
Thursday, October 9, 2003
POWER MUSIC, POWER SPORTS, POWER CARS
wassup nikkkkkkkaaaas...
so this past saturday me and the homie joel-weezy went to P3 at the hyundai glen helen Pavilion ...it was da ish..for fREEEE like suga-free...who i may say was one of the dopest acts with Hi-C...sux how DJ Quik didnt come....oh well....once again XZIBIT was the shining star of the night...2nd year in a row iving the best performance of the concert....but the mass distortion stage was somehting else...cuz over therre we got class acts which were better than many who were on the main stage....for example...MURS of LLC..many of you dont know who he is..but hes got mad flow....ummm, who else...oh yea Defari of the Likwit Crew aka Alkoholiks came threw too..he was dope...MAD LOVE...and i mean MEAN PROPS...to Lexicon....or as Joel liked to call them "Beastie Boys upgrade for the new millenium"....damn they were dope...styles of beyond came to the stage too with some ish from their Megadef album...so SOB rocked it...and of course...DILATED PEOPLES......wow....excellent performance..dayam...plus i was lucking out sick that day...at the mass distortion stage i got a mix CD by C-Minus...which is badass i may add cuz i already went through it 2x....nothing but hard rock and hip hop....and a dilated peeps promo CD with ish from their new LP and remixes of old stuff...tite...and at this freestyle stage earlier in the day...i got a sunkist towel...its funny cuz normally im not one to jump upo for shit and try avidly to get free things in a crowd...but its like i wanted to do it that day or something..i was making sure to always have my hands up and jump high and grab ish like im getting a rebound or something...and i dont even do that for basketball...let alone jumpball. haha. anyway.. oh yea...and you heard it here first...
LOOK OUT FOR A DOPE-ASS LYRICIST WHO GOES BY THE NAME OF BLU. that fool rocked the freestyle stage...he said he had albums too backstage in his backpack..i dont know if he was gonna sell em (doubt it) or give em away (i was hoping)....but either way i wanted one...nevertheless it was too dayam hot and i was already 84% deaf cuz i was next to the speakers the whole time (my choce...i liked it..but dayam, ya know?) and so yea...i hope that fool gets a deal cuz dayam he was sick...like dayam...he got rhymes like dayam...like whoa....haha honestly. and this one fool that looked like dub-C got on the sunkist stage too...he was dope...he sang fucking badass...like people that sing onstage improv usually end up sucking...cuz they only hear their headvoice...and their not used to it...and well yea this one irl prolly thought she was the ish too..but wow she tried to do some trills and wow she sucked......as most people would.....poor chick....but this foo...sang like a pro on the mic....and after he kicked some rhymes too...hard shit im telling you....so all in all t was a good time
oh yea Luda gave a dope show too...i enjoyed his entire set except for Act A Fool...the song i have despised since its inception into pop culture...hahaha. oh yea...LIL JON & the E.side boyz rocked it too...i mean its weird because they cant do much but yell and shout and chant and jump up and down like mayas cuz thats all they contribute to the songs they put out...like the guest artists on their songs are the ones whos songs they actually are,...to me....however....what they DID do...they did it well...and i must give LIL JON credit fpor being a badass party song producer....so i mean its his beats and ish...so cant blame him there....anyway...their ENTIRE SET WAS OFF THE FREAKIN HOOK...."Bia BIa", "Never Scared", "I don't give A F**k", and "Get Low" among others.....and it surprised me cuz on get low....one of the fat e.side boyz actually spit one of the ying yang twins' flows. haha.
oh yea, the headliners...213...snoop, nate, n warren g....they totally were unworthy of the headline spot. wow...they sucked...kinda...well okay lets see...snoop went onstage by himself after a lengthy and retarded short film such as the one played before his and Dre's set on the Chronic 2001 tour....and the first song was "Murder was the case"....much of the crowd got into it...but i was like..hmm okay...well i guess this is a good opener...so i got into it....but then like he went on to play some of his whackest songs...a couple flops in my opinion....except for "Down 4 My NIggaz"...which is only dope because the beat is SICK@! and like i dunno its freaking dope.....but yea..then Warren G came out and did his thing...his shit was cool, but i mean theres only so much he can do...hes famous for the shit he did 10 years ago and not for his last two albums (which i may add, were cool...well at least his 2002 one...which i can bet only 1% of the population knows about..but yea the latest one was dope..but of course nobody knows it so he cant play it)...and so yea the songs he played were JAMZ!!! but...it was already done last year when he had his solo set...he did the same exact songs...and once again..its all he can really do...he doesnt have "new ish" ya know? and nate...dont even get me started...he didnt even do any of his solo songs...which freakin sux because his albums were both badass...so that sux...but the thing was it wasnt meant to be solo anyway, right? well...they only played "FLY" which is the one and only 213 single that everyone knows about....by the time they got to that though...we were tired and bored so we decided to get a headstart on traffic....anyways...213 shoulda played their song in which they sample Whodini's "One Love" (which is too far back for many of you youngn's to remember....hehehe)...but yea, sunks...i expected much better out of them...but they pretty much..well...sucked.
anyway, joel took me home after stopping by arby first...damn hadnt had tht in a looooooooooooooooooooooong time.
so yea i meant to update all the way from friday to now...wednesday, october 9...but im tired of writing/typing...so ill leave that for another day...i should be reading anyways....
tomorrow...BRUCE BRUCE at the ontario mills improv.!!!! yeay-i-yay! headin out therrr wit da homies Jose, Joel, and a couple others fools.
and on that note i must say The Original Latin Kings of Comedy was just released this tuesday on DVD....so go get it...damn i wanted to ish my pants watching it....dayamn!!!
so this past saturday me and the homie joel-weezy went to P3 at the hyundai glen helen Pavilion ...it was da ish..for fREEEE like suga-free...who i may say was one of the dopest acts with Hi-C...sux how DJ Quik didnt come....oh well....once again XZIBIT was the shining star of the night...2nd year in a row iving the best performance of the concert....but the mass distortion stage was somehting else...cuz over therre we got class acts which were better than many who were on the main stage....for example...MURS of LLC..many of you dont know who he is..but hes got mad flow....ummm, who else...oh yea Defari of the Likwit Crew aka Alkoholiks came threw too..he was dope...MAD LOVE...and i mean MEAN PROPS...to Lexicon....or as Joel liked to call them "Beastie Boys upgrade for the new millenium"....damn they were dope...styles of beyond came to the stage too with some ish from their Megadef album...so SOB rocked it...and of course...DILATED PEOPLES......wow....excellent performance..dayam...plus i was lucking out sick that day...at the mass distortion stage i got a mix CD by C-Minus...which is badass i may add cuz i already went through it 2x....nothing but hard rock and hip hop....and a dilated peeps promo CD with ish from their new LP and remixes of old stuff...tite...and at this freestyle stage earlier in the day...i got a sunkist towel...its funny cuz normally im not one to jump upo for shit and try avidly to get free things in a crowd...but its like i wanted to do it that day or something..i was making sure to always have my hands up and jump high and grab ish like im getting a rebound or something...and i dont even do that for basketball...let alone jumpball. haha. anyway.. oh yea...and you heard it here first...
LOOK OUT FOR A DOPE-ASS LYRICIST WHO GOES BY THE NAME OF BLU. that fool rocked the freestyle stage...he said he had albums too backstage in his backpack..i dont know if he was gonna sell em (doubt it) or give em away (i was hoping)....but either way i wanted one...nevertheless it was too dayam hot and i was already 84% deaf cuz i was next to the speakers the whole time (my choce...i liked it..but dayam, ya know?) and so yea...i hope that fool gets a deal cuz dayam he was sick...like dayam...he got rhymes like dayam...like whoa....haha honestly. and this one fool that looked like dub-C got on the sunkist stage too...he was dope...he sang fucking badass...like people that sing onstage improv usually end up sucking...cuz they only hear their headvoice...and their not used to it...and well yea this one irl prolly thought she was the ish too..but wow she tried to do some trills and wow she sucked......as most people would.....poor chick....but this foo...sang like a pro on the mic....and after he kicked some rhymes too...hard shit im telling you....so all in all t was a good time
oh yea Luda gave a dope show too...i enjoyed his entire set except for Act A Fool...the song i have despised since its inception into pop culture...hahaha. oh yea...LIL JON & the E.side boyz rocked it too...i mean its weird because they cant do much but yell and shout and chant and jump up and down like mayas cuz thats all they contribute to the songs they put out...like the guest artists on their songs are the ones whos songs they actually are,...to me....however....what they DID do...they did it well...and i must give LIL JON credit fpor being a badass party song producer....so i mean its his beats and ish...so cant blame him there....anyway...their ENTIRE SET WAS OFF THE FREAKIN HOOK...."Bia BIa", "Never Scared", "I don't give A F**k", and "Get Low" among others.....and it surprised me cuz on get low....one of the fat e.side boyz actually spit one of the ying yang twins' flows. haha.
oh yea, the headliners...213...snoop, nate, n warren g....they totally were unworthy of the headline spot. wow...they sucked...kinda...well okay lets see...snoop went onstage by himself after a lengthy and retarded short film such as the one played before his and Dre's set on the Chronic 2001 tour....and the first song was "Murder was the case"....much of the crowd got into it...but i was like..hmm okay...well i guess this is a good opener...so i got into it....but then like he went on to play some of his whackest songs...a couple flops in my opinion....except for "Down 4 My NIggaz"...which is only dope because the beat is SICK@! and like i dunno its freaking dope.....but yea..then Warren G came out and did his thing...his shit was cool, but i mean theres only so much he can do...hes famous for the shit he did 10 years ago and not for his last two albums (which i may add, were cool...well at least his 2002 one...which i can bet only 1% of the population knows about..but yea the latest one was dope..but of course nobody knows it so he cant play it)...and so yea the songs he played were JAMZ!!! but...it was already done last year when he had his solo set...he did the same exact songs...and once again..its all he can really do...he doesnt have "new ish" ya know? and nate...dont even get me started...he didnt even do any of his solo songs...which freakin sux because his albums were both badass...so that sux...but the thing was it wasnt meant to be solo anyway, right? well...they only played "FLY" which is the one and only 213 single that everyone knows about....by the time they got to that though...we were tired and bored so we decided to get a headstart on traffic....anyways...213 shoulda played their song in which they sample Whodini's "One Love" (which is too far back for many of you youngn's to remember....hehehe)...but yea, sunks...i expected much better out of them...but they pretty much..well...sucked.
anyway, joel took me home after stopping by arby first...damn hadnt had tht in a looooooooooooooooooooooong time.
so yea i meant to update all the way from friday to now...wednesday, october 9...but im tired of writing/typing...so ill leave that for another day...i should be reading anyways....
tomorrow...BRUCE BRUCE at the ontario mills improv.!!!! yeay-i-yay! headin out therrr wit da homies Jose, Joel, and a couple others fools.
and on that note i must say The Original Latin Kings of Comedy was just released this tuesday on DVD....so go get it...damn i wanted to ish my pants watching it....dayamn!!!
Thursday, October 2, 2003
tan-ta-dan
put on your tan-ta-dans errbody....or don go!
wassup peeps...just got back..it was "grit"..."i jus cunt deuuuu it keptin.....i dunt hav de powerrrrrrrr"
yea dang im tired from KAIROS XVI...it was dopeness, my group was da bomb, but sunks have school all early tomorrow and have to do a ishload of hw and crap like dat right now, but um yea, peeeeace
wassup peeps...just got back..it was "grit"..."i jus cunt deuuuu it keptin.....i dunt hav de powerrrrrrrr"
yea dang im tired from KAIROS XVI...it was dopeness, my group was da bomb, but sunks have school all early tomorrow and have to do a ishload of hw and crap like dat right now, but um yea, peeeeace
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