Pinball with my CAR

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What you know bout playing pinball with ur car as the fuckin ball???

hahah, yea so i went to the Phi-Delt David apartment the other night with olivas, chilled for a little bit, had half a beer,....left about 2 am...and hydroplaned across two lanes on the 210 INTO THE FUCKIN BRICK WALL...hahahahahahah

OLIVAS....haha hand on the door, other in the pocket...hahaha

got off on arrow and was jumpin and yelling WOO HOO..cuz not a true dent.scratch in sight



UPDATE
sux cuz i checked it today...and my rim is bent...ONCE AGAIN...fuck thats expensive shit...oh and my alignment is OFF A-fuckin-gain!

Yo no soy Marinero

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Well I haven't written one of these booger things in a long time, but now seems like a better time than any. So I'm just getting home from Carlos's house right now. Earlier today, I had work (which I was three hours late for, by the way), and then around 4 I got to Carlos's pad...he was there of course, and Rick, Jabra, Daisy, Juan, Eddie Velasquez, etc. were there, and Carlos's and Jabra's funny ass bros...crazy pomps. Watched the Bo Sox kick some Cardinal ass...and grubbed more than I can remember. Over the span of six hours I had two big bowls of pozole, a bowl of rice and beans, another bowl of rice and enchiladas, a tamale, and jeeeeeze was I f'ing stuffed. Had a burrr, and then a piece of pumpkin pie. That was some freakin delicious ass food.

Anywhooters, Steph and Katie Campbell came by laters on, and yea, well I finally decided to leave around 10. Freakin crazy, I didn't think I would feel the way I did when I was saying peace out to Carlos. He'll be cool...most of my family has been in the military at one point in their lives and they all came out awesome...so he'll be coo...plus right now its boot camp...so we'll see him in 13 weeks. It's just damn, three months...thats a pretty long ass time not to see a brother of yours. At least he's like a brother...like that fools dope. So yea, I'm proud of that pinche mayate negro nukka, doing what he knows he was meant to do....be a lean, mean killing Marine.  (GO ARMY!)  Good luck my brotha, see you soon. Peace the fuck.

The Return...

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What is up errrrrbody? So I'm back from Hawai'i, so Aloha to ur mama. Man I am so delerious cuz I had an overnight flight and I couldn't sleep on the dang plane. Ahh well, a week in Maui with the parents and my nephew was good times, goin to the "beotch" and gettin rolled up into the weird currents over there...kinda scary actually...so body boardin was tough. But yea, laying the beatdown on my nephew...and I mean beatin the crap outta him, wrestlin and such and hes not even 10 yet. But he's beginning to learn how to put up a real good fight finally, so thats good. I was proud to see him get off the couch and do situps and pushups with me in the room one night. I felt like a role model. haha, weird. But anywhoot...yea almost died on the way to HANA for those who know where that is...crazy shit..one lane roads so u almost crash like a million times with stupid natives that are going fuqin fast like 50 miles/hr when it says like 10....freaky snake curves, but awesome scenery. Meh. Sugar cane errrrwhere u looked....but hey it was really beautiful and I think I saw this girl that was a grade above me in high school...her name was Lauren Carrassco...think thats how u spell it...but yea i swear it was her...but anyway, oh yea....went to a Luau. Man it was awesome good times getting inebriated for the first time ever with my parents, and Mark Twain was next to me with his hot daughters in front of me. Haha, man that Mark Twain has some silly stories, he should write a book.

But yea, Luau was off the hook...I actually ate the food this time...last time I din' like dat stuff for whatever reason. I was stupid...cuz it's mad grub.

SO IM BACK! PEACE THE FAWK!

HAWAII beeeoootch!

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OK snatches, so I'm outta hurr...it is my muthphunkin birfday, and I'm out. It just so happens the vacation my family planned landed on Aug. 15.

So yea, I didnt even realize it, but I spent my last minutes as a teen at some party tonight....it was pretty dope. I'm glad I went and wasnt a party pooper being that I was so tired after work. And I have to pack (still). Big ups to Vanessa Berumen cuz it was her party i think, Ronnie for reminding me and Vanessa's homegirl Elaine, also formerly from St. Paul, now of myspace...haha...oh and of course for the homeboys who were "down to ride tonight". Man mean ol Amat reunion, it was fuqin cool. had me some good inebriated fun.

Alright damn I really do have to pack...alright PEACE OUT. Be back in a week.

Flashdance...i mean, flashback

1. Go into your LJ's archives.
2. Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3. Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal.

So got dressed, my mom came home, brought in-n-out, so delicious, then me, casey and the Doooo-gan took off for Lindsay's house, soon Jeriel and dub-C followed and then we took off for the beach.

(entry: Thursday, June 26, 2003, 1:20a - "beautiful sunny day")

Whatchu know bout DA LOU?? (part 2)

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Waddup errrrrrrrrrrrbody,

so yea I'm back from the PiKA (Fraternity) Convention, which was off the fuqin hook....good times with my bros...takin care of business all day and partying it up and pounding all night.

But yea, the city itself wasnt so great, not much to do in downtown St. Louis, so I'm definitely glad I had my boys thurrr...haha got kicked out of bars two nights in a row and didn't even try the third....just went out to "The Landing" (strip of bars/clubs along the Missississippi) that time and hollah'd at cootahs in my inebriated state...

oh and might I add that nobody fuqin talks like that over THURRRR....I didnt hear one person have that speech impediment...dumbass nelly and chingy, its a marketing scheme....fuqin mayas...haha jk.

but anyway, the Convention was amazing, met sooooo many Pikes from across North America...shoutouts to my boys from Middle Tennessee (Eta Zeta), U. of Georgia (Alpha Mu), and Ward from Georgia College & S.U. (Theta Gamma). Peace, muthafuqas!

Partyin' wit da St. Lunatics

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Whatchu know about DA LOU???

hahaha, So yea, I'm hours away from being picked up and taken to my bro from Nebraska, Vince's pad in LA so we can leave bright and early tomorrow, Tuesday, morning from LAX "en route" to Cleveland then St. Louis. Yea so Imma be over there for my Fraternity's annual International Convention, it'ds gonna be da shiet. Workshops and stuff, kinda like JSA (Junior Statesmen of America) stuff, then partying it up and roaming the streets at night. It's dope, meeting Pikes from all across the nation and Canada and wherever else and yea, meeting "the legends" and all that...its gonna be off the fuckin chain...crazy....cant wait.

So yea I should be back in a week I think.

TEE-WHITERS, TI-LOOTERS, TEAM-DWEEZLES, and of course....TI LASE.

Indo-pendence Day

So today was a blast.

Haha, woke up at 4pm because I got home earlier at 630am from the night b4. lovely, eh?

So, my whole fam is at my house firing up the grill, getting ready...ya know, so i do my rounds of saying "sup" as I stumble around all groggy, but i shower and take off to church for 5pm Mass cuz I obviously didn't go in the morning. Wow, it's really sad...MOST PITIFUL attendance at Life Teen EVER. okay, so the two side sections of pews...COMPLETELY EMPTY. no shit. the two center ailes...eh, people sparsely seated within the first 10 rows or so.

Yea, trully pituful...WHERE THE HELL DID EVERYONE FREAKIN GO???? i remember this place used to be packed. yea, it's not the same without FR. Chris, but still man...yea he was awesome, but c'mon, u gotta keep goin. MEH-evers.

So I get back home at like 630, BBQ still goin, good frickin grub...toite, i DJed with my bros equip....it was fun....it'd been i think like 4 years since the last time I actually got behind the turntables n seriously mixed. I should get back into it....meh...whatever...it was SUPER fun though just mixing for like 2 hours straight.

So yea, after there were like 5 diff. parties goin on, but I decided to go to Rick's cuz I knew some homies would be there. It's sad I didn't get to chill with Steve in Santa Monica cuz I called him back to late and he had already gone and like he prolly had a bunch of white biznatches with him...hahahaha. I called him three times cuz he said Joel was gonna be there, but each time I called, he wasnt there yet...damn what happened to that dude, haven't like really kicked it with him in forever....sux, but yea, so I figured Steve prolly already knows errbody thurr and I wouldn't so meh, let him have fun. oh well, plus my bro Jay called me super late and I could barely hear what he was saying, so din go to P-Town. Vic was in Santa Monica too, but where he was at it was dead. And later, Sean called me and told me some other party that Harvey had told him about was dead. So I made the awesomest choice to go to Montebello/Pico anyway. So I get to Rick's and Jabra's bein all crazy with fireworks in the street....haha this homie across the street in a wheelchair was shootin shit in the air/at cars...it was cool. But yea, his whole family was there, there was still some food, so I ate...damn, i missed out on the tri-tip though...SUUUUX....oh shmell. So yea, it was Rick, Daisy, Jabra, David, Carlos, plus a ton of others and it was some good times. Pounded from the keg, Malibu Rumdeezy, gettin tipsy up in thurrr, good shit. Anycooter, it was fun times...oh yea later Carlos' homegirl Patti/Patty, whatever came by....she was cool people...David super tryin to get at her....that was funny....everyone was drunk except for me....cuz I knew I didn't feel like coming home super late and din feel like crashin...I don't think that chick was really tipsy either, but everyone else was, so it was funny as shit...fuckin everyone was hilarious for real....like usually, if I'm not faded off the alcohol, people that are just seem dumb to me but these foos were actually funnyshits.

Anycunt, I just got home, it was a dope day...and i'm tired...late.

Ode to my Liver

So yea I was thinking the other day that this summer has been kinda "meh".

Like, last summer it seemed like I was out all the freakin time, partying, going places, constantly driving somewhere to have a good ass time.

This summer, I thought has been kinda weak.

But I just was "awoken" by a phone call about an hour ago (445 PM) and like i was like, damn, last nights party was pretty freakin kick ass.

Funny how I thought it was just gonna be a lil kick back, cuz thats what it was supposed to be like a week ago, and since then I just been working and hadnt had a chance to talk to my bros.

So I show up, and fuck the inside of the house has totally been like remodeled and shit. Super a PIKE house now. It can never be "official" since its not owned by our alumni, but as far as I/we are concerned, it looks like a true pike house now....haha well kind of... Fully decorated, all our shit is up, plaques, flags, composite photos, couches outside, fuckin dartboard, a brand new Pike Beer Pong table designed by an awesome Chi Omega, our lovely Dreamgirl Lisa, she's cool as hell that she made us that shit, haha Mobo's got it made. Anyway, yea its dope....haha "Pike Cock goes here"...that doorway was dope...yea last night was a success...had I known, I woulda called people ahead of time, but whatever...there will always be a next time...and soon.

So yea, I kinda got offtrack, but basically...I been partying, beeing a hooligan, drinking, hookahing it up, with all my buddies Jabra, Rick, David, Ronnie, and even Rick's cool ass bro Eric...that fools down as shit.

oh yea, and hooters was tite the other day, me and the aforementioned peeps minus Eric plus Katie and Veronica and Chris Rice went to hooters....it kinda sucked cuz we were in the Rosa Parks back section all by ourselves, not rewally, but in the back, and it kinda sucked cuz we werent completely engulfed in the hooters atmoshphere....but yyyyyEAH. oh yea, and Christine, i forgot her last name, but class of 01, ethel's homegirl, she works there, and she was a cool hooter girl..haha.

AAAAaaaanywhoot, I'm out.

First blog thing...explanation of truths.

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So that second part of the title didn't make sense...

Kay, so I always considered the word blog...fat...haha, I mean, gay...but seeing it so much now, it just seems normal. So, meh, I guess I'll write one. Yea, I haven't written in my livejournal for over a month now, cuz I really don't care about it. It's pretty whack. I usually don't have much excess energy to be writing about my days, cuz when I'm done, I just wanna relax, not catalog it. So yea, plus I don't really care bout other peoples' lives....hahah nah just messin. Just lotsa shady people on there I've realized, so nuff bout that. And then there r those whose days I enjoy...or rather, don't mind....reading about, because it's interesting, or cuz I haven't seen that group of people in a while...or cuz there r cool pictures. Yah, and when there's pics, I just look at those and dont really read the actual entry...cept for george, he usually has some cool shit to say, and he doesn't overwrite. So it's coolo....yes, culo.

Super delirious mode because I haven't slept all night...went to the gym, then to BJs with all the AB peeps, new and O.G..., cuz sheila's leaving wescove...sessioned with rex and chris b....damn that was fun as always..."it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday" and "in the still of the night"...and when I got bored ...carl thomas' "i wish"....so yea, then hookah with rick, jabra, david, ronnie, and david's co-twerkers...esp. that dude...ahzmar...he's a cool cat...then guill and P-NEL rolled up. damn before last night, hadn't seen phil nelson in like 3 years...crazy...so then Denny's for the second night in a row with the same peeps, haha me being ghetto as usualy, ronnie braking my water glass with tabasco, hahahah and he body rolled and cwalked and full nelson was havin a ball. raced on Beach Blvd. haha, kinda....stayed out til 5, got home, din wanna sleep right away, so I came on, checked email, downloaded music, changed my MySpace page a lil and ya, now I'm hurrrr...think Imma delete my livejournal cuz it's whack. Longest sentence ever. Oh and delete friendster...that shit's super gay.

So yea, MySpace is cool cuz it's like all in one. And like I'm talkin to people I haven't talked to in years or whatever, Amat people, AB people, Pikes, and random people I know from parties n shiet...the greatest is nasty-ass, tow-up, weird chicks n dude I've never known or heard of from like Minnesota or Alaska or China trying to add me and I'm like what the hell?

Yea, it's official, I'm delirious...maybe I should sleep cuz I've got work at 3. Meh.

wow disppointment at its best

okay, so I'm taking a break from cleaning my room...and heres why

I'm cleaning out my closet...and I find this big box of stuff I had saved from high school, and all I have to say is wow


I can't believe I used to be able to write like that....so well...

I had an awesome vocabulary....

I was reading a bunch of in-class essays I did for history classes and I found my personal statement...the last time I wrote it..which was, obviously the best version, that I submitted to USC. too bad I sent it in a day to late. I read letters from West Point, and correspondance between me and them...too bad I never went to take the DODMERB in time. Reminders of how much of a fuckup I was becoming at the midpoint of my senior year...and since then...nuthin but foul-ups. dammit

I read a couple copies of diff. rec letters I had from different teachers...that was weird...I forgot I used to be like that.

I was going through my high school grades, SATs and all that shit....and different things I wrote for diff classes about how much I yearn for the opportunity to go to a good school and succeed in life. Well, dammit, I'm such an asshole. It seems like all I'm doing is fuckin up and being completely apathetic.

God, I'm such a dissapointment.

TGIS

Thank the Almighty Lord, it's officially summer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cant wait...summer please come

dammit i want it to be summer and automatically get As in my classes without taking finals. dammit. I have so much work to do that I couldve gotten done last weekend...or all quarter...but now its all accumulated and i have to do it.SHIT my heads gonna explode

cha-ching

ehh title of nonsense

so yea, its dope how im gonna go to sleep b4 like 1am today....know why? ehh neither do I...i have lotsa homework to catch up on cuz of friggin greek week....but meh....maybe i will stay up...maybe not

turd

on a final note

HAVE A GOOD SUMMER SPURS!!! hahahahhaha!

bring on the Queens or the Timbergirls....it don't matter....where's the east coast at??

hahaha

holy ish...this is freaking dope and hilarious

oh yea, this is funny...this is from my LJ bio, which i havent updated in fuckin forever...

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Bio:
wassup, this is Chris-eeters, Cristal, K-Matix, or Zambo, whatever you know me as....it's cool. (Just if you're a girl, don't call me Zambo, it gets on my nerves...actually if you never played football with me and you call me that...even if you're my really good friend, it kinda irks me..so yea...haha). Anywhoot, I'm a second-year Electrical and Computer Engineering student, searching for a minor in Spanish or possibly Political Science at Cal Poly Pomona for shnizzle. crazy haw? yea well I'm one cool cat...a fat cat at dat. hehe. but yea, umm i enjoy working out but especially singing and dancing when i can. I'm the singer of our band which is temporarily titled "Julius" or "Julius from 5B" ....hahahaha oh man that's hilarity.

But yea...I work at Best Boi...and oh man I'm bored...i actually updated this shit.

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cool, so u saw the bold part? cool....remember it

weekly update mothofockos

crazy, so since i last made an entry....this is whats happened....reading goggles and thinking caps on....defoozoonk

sun:
watched the lakers....booo-yah! haha it was toite like a toiger..they're first win of the series. (yes indeedy "THEY ARE" first win of the series....haha)...btw...if you dont get that ur a stupidass and u must make that error all the time....duurrrr
ehh..forgot what i did the rest of the day...not do homework thats for sure

monday:
woke up...was supposed to wake up early and go to b. browns at 6 to help with the fence, but eh just knocked out again. so got to school late, missed my first class...so just went to the already built fence in the quad. a weeks work...but mostly just the past weekend. it was great...nice moe's tavern and kwik-e-mart. dang looked super dope put all together. but damn, all them other fools brought it like mofo's...phi tau did fuckin ninja turtles and that shit was off the chains...andsigep's was dope too with peter pan n all dat shiet. anyway, a lil after, went to eric's pad to pick up the dvds jak made for the TVs inside moe's and the kwik-e-mart...pretty much episodes cut up and with static in between to make it look like the channels were being changed...pretty cool shiet. so yea, 1030 came around and didnt wanna go to that class so meh. at about 1105...we're like damn, we dont even have a sign that says "the simpsons" or whatever....so we got a huge peice of blank wood...and boo-yah...within 20 minutes....we had a dope blue sign with clouds and everything that said the simpsons..and under...PiKA muthafuckas....well everything but the muthafuckas part. so yea, i super shoulda gone to my lab at noon, but eh, thats when the judging began...and i became a last minute homer. it was dope, when it was our time to be judged i was choking "bart" (jay), and sat down and had a drink with "lenny and carl" (hoskins and meade) at "moe's" (don)...haha funny shiet...after the cheer, i did spins on the grass like homer does when he does the curly from three stooge's "whoop-whoo-whoo-whoo-hooo.." eh you know....aftah dat, kicked it ol skool at gabe's pad with some dominoe's watchin fresh prince. haha, funny shit. just kicked it till it was time to go back to school, and we used a bunch of bed sheets for toga's. hahahahahaha i had my "toga" on, and we even stopped by that gas station next to joel's pad (where i once made super mess with him as i spilled punch everyhwere, hahahahaha)....and i got off with my toga...haha i told gabe about how i made that mess...freakin funny, but yea, we got our drinks and we went to school. OH YEA...i forgot....at gabe's we found FROSTY part 2...haha reviving the Greek Week Frosty tradition for the pledges. yeee-yah. haha, so we met up with my big bro Nuesse in the "nu class parking lot" and showed him the frosty. hahah, fuckin funny. haha i had to go help some chicks put their togas on cuz they were retarded. so yea, we do to this "greek quarterly" thing which was super retarded and gay. then followed meeting, and then b browns to rehearse for lip sync. long ass freakin day. oh yea, that night, me and steve put together a step routine...haha freakin awesome.

tue:
woke up, actually went to spanish for the first time in like 2 weeks, then iGE...and it was U hour, so time to sell shiet....damn i was selling the hell outta those krispy kremes and i actually only sold like 3/4 of the dozen. damnit...but i sold quite a few slushies and had damn good fun in the process. yea, so that was carnival day...our love tester in moe's worked but our bopper machine didnt...sux. so i forgot what happened after...oh yea, we didnt show up to our softball game, cuz it was the same time as quiz bowl...so we went to quiz bowl..freakin steve...i shoulda done it...but whatever...bobby was rockin the house and zaki represented for only having studies for an hour after nuesse dropped out. sux how they told nuesse all last minute that the buzzer thing he made wasnt the way they wanted it...bastards. so yea, we lost at first....we went from 7th...to a battle for first....it was dope..that shit was super rigged how we went 7 rounds and sigma quien only 2...THE FUNK...so yea, we burrrly lost at the end..2nd place...meh. laters, lip sync rehearsal again....while watching the LAKERS WIN once again...yay-uh!

wed:
missed physics again..like 2 weeks straight....got there late for math,...right about the end of a quiz....love it. so after dat....i forgot what happened...oh yea, just pretty much chilled all day at the fence...brought my music....was just chillen...it was dope...it was like a mini frat row....right across from mike salinas and his sigma chi....just chillen. chi-o brought out a slip n slide...haha that was dope as hell...thongs n shiet...and wet tight jeans...hahahaha. my big bros represented...haha that foo killed errbody wit the distance. that shit was hilarious..we were there for a long ass time....that died out for a while, more chillen n some grubbin on panda...n then phi tau brought out like this enourmous plastic thing...prolly like 25 yards long....haha, dumb bastard meatheads...haha jk...but yea, it was hilarious...crazy juan got on that shiet...u slide for days...haha...so later on i jump in a moving truck..haha, and get a ride down to the greek olympics in the soccer stadium. fuck man, we were doing awesome with the obstacle course...steve burned that foo...but fuck man, the tricycly shit messed us up bigtime..still have no idea why the hell shyam was doing that...it pissed us off why they let him do that. anyway, we got like 1st/2nd in rockclimb...rory the spiderman did at least, then we messed up on the chariot...but it all came down to the tug-o-war. damn that shit was intense. we were killin shit left and right, then we went against sigep...they had been killin shit too...we went down....ooh...but then we started kiillin shit agan...it was double elim...so once again...at the very end....pike vs. sigep again. crazy shit....it looked like it was at a standstill forever....then it happened...we almost fuckin won..that shit was about to cross the line in our favor....but those fuckers caught a second wind or something, cuz it went back to the middle...stayed there for a while, and eventually we gave way.....ehh 2nd in tug. oh and as a sidenote....damn those girls from sigma kappa get fuckin down. man, that shit was like those greeks rowing those motherships...they had an awesome technique...every match was won within like 7 seconds. aftah dat, went home for abit, grubbed on some pizza...and at midnight...went to our rendezvous and had full out dress reharsals til like 3am...loving it...dammit tights hurt soooo much...haha the cops came as planned...haha and like 4 quad cars stuck around to watch the show. hahaha.

so yea, im tired of typing...my head hurts and i gotta take a shower and get ready for mass....the continuation, greek week, part deux, at another time

damn good day for LA

hell yea foos! DODGERS beat the pi-rates again...and of course...

LAKERS rocked the freakin house!!! biatch!







P.S. oh yea....SUMMER'S ALMOST FREAKING HERE!

hot hot daze

yes, that was such a cleverly placed pun

so i dunno, just feel like writing, so here i go...

- damn can't wait til GREEK WEEK!..it's gonna be the shit...i can see it already...today, woke up, too late for class...haha, so i go to B. Brown's pad and work on da fence of greatness...haha, damn it was hot as FUQ! painting is cool. haha b browns smells like fish....think they made sushi the night b4.

- went back to school at 4, warmed up n shiet...we played softball against Sigma QUIEN?? yea, it was cool....we served up an asswhooping. there was mean ol drama with some fag from their team and my bro gabe...in essence, it developed into me walking over there and seeing what was up, and mr. badass acting all tough, and me having to shittalk to his ass...which ending up in us clowning him and him getting heated....well 2 more similar incidents followed and in the last one, gabe got pulled back b4 he could start swingin....damn each time something happened i jumped up to go over there, and one time almost ate shit cuz i was putting on my pants over my shorts and they were at my ankles still...haha. anyway, there was almost a fight and it was fun...

- watched Phi Tau vs. Teke...whoa...that was sad. anyway, i took off to E-Bar in wescove to pick up an app...n then i was gonna go to the gym, but i got really lazy and just went to arby's (hahaha the opposite of working out...grubbing) and went home and watched Family Guy. so yea, just been chilling since, trying to study...but like always i just cant get myself focused...okay here we go....**computer OFF**

the truth...

check this out, found it on a website....SO TRUE

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Before I came to college, I wish I had known . . .

- that it didn't matter how late I scheduled my first class, I'd sleep right through it

- that I would change so much and barely realize it

- that you can love a lot of people in a lot of different ways

- that college kids throw airplanes, too

- that if you wear polyester everyone will ask you why you're so dressed up

- that every clock on campus shows a different time

- that if you were smart in high school - so what?

- that I would go to a party the night before a final

- that you can know everything and yet fail a test

- that you can know nothing and ace a test

- that most of my education would be obtained outside my classes

- that friendship is more than getting drunk together

- that I would be one of those people my parents warned me about

- that free food served at 10:00 is gone by 9:50

- that psychology is really biology, biology is really chemistry, chemistry is really physics, and physics is really math

- that I really wouldn't be with that high school (boy/girl)friend for the rest of my life

- that dorms can be both your lifeline and personal hell at the same time

- that beer would play an intricate role in my future

- how much I would miss my washer and dryer at home

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well not all apply, cuz i don't live on-campus...but oh man...the truth

oh do i love engineering physics.....gotta study....gotta study....gotta study....gotta study....gotta study....

insomniac

No not green day...ME. Man, I really need to stop this. I officially have THE worst and weirdest sleeping habits ever. This is the worst I've ever been. I knock out at random moments without caring if i have homework or not...its retarded. Like I was watching the Laker game. Oh man, what a BEEEE-autiful 3rd quarter. hahah lowest scoring playoff quarter in franchise history (for the rockets).....yea so in the 4th quarter, houston continued to get slaughtered...and during a commercial break, i guess....i started doing that whole "oh lemme just roll over and rest my eyes while the commercials are on" thing....yea so i wake up at about 230am....and i just been up since....im supposed to be reading/doing a reading response,...but of course, just been browsing online...man e-mail, forums, myspace, livejournal, and especially rhapsody are addictions.

So yea, I really should sleep, and while I'm awake...i should be productive...but of course not! cuz im retarded


oh yea...happy birthday PIE

dammit

dammit man, i wanna find a damn skating rink and get some damn skates....man i miss that shiet....haha

osama ben pro-hop

sup...so last night, what did i do? hmm damn i forgot

yea, crazy...thas right, friday mornin, go to class at 8, hae a one and a half hour break...it was fun, just chilled wit a couple bros at joey's work. then 1030 class, got out at 1130, headed over to wescov area to see where i should go job hunting. call up joel, and hes wit olivas. so i go to olivas pad, and wait for them to get there. we ended up goin to the nortan simon. haha it was funny, being loud...damn it was dope, there was this fine ass high school girl with a hot mom...haha me and joel we're like...best team ever. haha

we jam and end up going back to b.p. to grub. i mentioned an oldy but goody.....where i went to for like the last few years of high school when i was super hungry or whatever. Star burger....super grub...known for hamburger specials and chili cheese fries.,...so good. haha that reminds me...b4 senior year..after 6am football conditioning...id get in the b.p area at about 815....so id hit up 7-11...kinda stroll around and take my time getting a slurpee...haha then go to star burger when they opened at like 830..and get chil cheese fries....go home, shower, grub, and possibly knock out till it was time for practice...(3 a days)....haha

anyway, we grub then drop joel off at dulos' pad so they can practice. yea, laters me and olivas go back to his pad and just chill...haha watched sum stupid WB cartoon id never seen before...static force or sumthin, and a lil bit of pokemon. haha, so we go downstairs and watch some hockey. dang, never knew olivas had a b-ball court in his backyard...so we shoot around a bit and wait for C to come. he does, so we chill outside on "da bwicks"...haha play some of the most funnest/stupidest/entertaining/painful/hilarious games ever. all i know is my right arm was all welted up, red, and sensitive....and seeing olivas punch a basketball is the most hilarious thing id seen all day. or ever. eh.

later, byron and joel come and we play 21 a few times. fun shit. osama ben pro-hop. hahahahahahaha...freakin byron, prohoppin.

we go in, nzo and dulos show up....and we watch the laker game on TV...its okay...we can totally demoralize houston....plus if we sweep em all quick, we will rest for too long until the next series begins...so its all good.

i get kinda tired so i jet....at home i watch reservoir dogs...badass movie...had never seen it in its glorious entirety before. freakin dope. so i knock out.

today...saturday morning...i wake up various times...have weird trippy dreams. wake up at 2pm cuz my phone rang...ronnie called. so after being an online bum for a bit, i meet up ronnie at 24 hrs. it was tite...we ran did sit-ups and checked out high school girls....hahaha man thats so funny. man we worked out a lot. im proud of ronnie...last time i went he din really care, but he was all into it today. toite.

so after he comes to my pad to shower n change....and borrow a freakin shirt...hehe eh its cool. so yea, i shower and take an hour to get dressed like always. then we head out to red robin to grub. super tite chicken salads. joel comes down to chill wit us, oh yea, and hot ass jessica, my ex co-twerker from b.buy...i think that was her name...shows up and eats with like her family or something next to us. pretty funny how shes hot, but weird.\

so yea, ronnie jams cuz his psycho girlfriend is having drama somewhere. so yea, we end up meeting him up later at the lakes...and we all go to some flyer party in LP. it was pretty crazy being around some raza for once. but yea, ronnie ended up leaving with hios girl and a couple of her friends somewhere cuz of more stupid shit. me and joel chill for a while, and the party gets super crackin, but the DJ sucked...and we were just like being super apathetic toward everything....like we knew the party was crackin, but kinda not for us. like it turned out that the people who ended up coming all seemed to be the same age, and not ours...kinda younger...so we were just kinda laughing about how weird it was.

eh, me and joel jam and go to Cs...C and byron are in byrons car listening to music...so yea we just wait for ronnie to get there...ronnie tells us of his drama, i finally tell him i cant stand his girl...haha thats funny. but yea...HOPPING out of the car....tumbling on the street...haha 'AHHHH!' hahaha

thats funny...so yea me and ronnie come to my pad to chill for a bit and i cant believe its barely midnight...so yea, we watch pimp my ride rerun,...mustang...and he jams...so yea, thats it..just been watching MTV MADE...damn it was a dope episode...this like outcast heavy metal dude was trying to win this spirit competition...damn he did well in all the shit he had to do....super seemed like a cool guy...shoulda won bigtime

ehh, so now im here, bored, kinda tired but not, but yea

dammit i should be in VEGAS right now dammit, wit all my bros....this weekend was our formal....but seeing as i have NO damn money, i couldnt go....haha want even expensive...50 bux...but even that is a lot for a dude with no job....dammit..i only quit a month and a half ago, but i left with bills to pay off and not too much moolah saved up...

oh well, i need to get a job

oh yea, byron is super fuckin hilarious....(roll)..."AHHHH!"
"hey dude, try to hide that..." "aaaaaaaah! (hand in the air)"

haha late

wrestling and softball to boot

crazy...so whats been up...well, same ol shiet.

Sunday, softball practice...go to tom's with victor. yeSZSZS 99 cents. haha we finish grubbin, n i go home, chillax. felt like goin out after, but its really hrd to when ur dead broke. So, I hit up the gym. damn that felt so good to go back. if i hadnt knocked out today, i wouldve gone again. ehh

monday, fuckin wake up late and miss my first two classes, almost dont go at all, but end up going to my lab. thank God, cuz thodse are a biotch to make up. then i decide to skip out on workshop, and go to manny's dorm. meet victor up there, haha watch Enemy at the Gates. damn hadnt seen that movie since it was out in the theaters. great movie, btw. i get super tired at some point though, and knock out on the floor on top of my backpack. haha. so i sleep for like a half hour or somethin, get up refreshed, and the three of us decide to go to Little Caesars, even though I had just had panda like 2 hrs earlier. haha....5 dollar pizzas...yay-i-yay-ee. dammit, we all wanted to throw up after...by we all, i mean me. i mean they were stuffed as hell, but i super wanted to yak. so, we go back to school for meeting at 8, when we get out, at about 1030, were jus chillin outside, and me and manny and rembert start fuckin around. I think its cuz rember was talkin bout ultimate fighting, but i started to want to fight. So i start goin over there and did some kicks. damn it was crazy..,..tae kwon do status. then rembert was like...wtf, i was in tae kwon do too...haha he recognized the style.....manny just started being retarded tyring to hit me...so like i dunno, i started like hitting him back...harder eavh time....at one point, i started getting pissed off so i dropped my back pack and took off my jacket. it was getting crazy, so we went over to the grass. fuck man, it was crazy. random fight night. haha saturday we had seen a good boxing match, but damn....all this "animosity" between me and manny over the whole winter quarter....it was 3 months in the making...he was being super defensive, but i finally flipped his ass to the floor. damn, i never thought judo could actually be used ina street fight. we we grappling on the floor, getting some jabs in when i could. damn, he started choking me out a couple times, but i was able to get free each time and kinda rest while he was trying to do stupid shit on me. so i got a hold of his ankle, and started twisting that shit off. dammit, we get up one more time, once again, im able to take him down and pin him, but somehow he fuckin flips dat shit, and i cant see shit, cuz my nose is bleeding all up into my eyes. and its gettin harder to breathe. he ends up choking me out...sonofabitch. but i couldnt breathe with all the blood in my nose, and it wasnt a REAL fight so, eh...i tapped out. its cool, i twisted his ankle and....eh, i made him bleed from inside his mouth. hahahah. haha he had a mean ol headache too..eh, but my forhead was all red from the grass.

dang that was detailed...man after that i was on such a high, i wanted to freakin fight again...like all out. damn man, adrenaline is truly the best drug. hehe.

so i come home, and after messing around on the comp, i watch cheech n chong up in smoke. man i really need to get on top of my books. i mean to stay up all nighters for a reason, but all i ever do is download music, mess around online, and watch movies. crappers. so yea, today, i wake up at 1030, missed my 1st class, i would be super late to my second, it wouldnt be worth going. So i chill watchin TV till bout 2, talk to the gardener a bit, then jam to greek forum near school to buy a shirt for the softball game. it wasnt a softball jersey, but it would do. yea so the game began at 5. we played fuckin shitty...had countless errors, so we got our asses handed to us. after the game kicked it for a bit, n went home. ate pizza and knocked out, the perfect fat combo. woke up, watched matrix revolutions, and now here i am.

so yea, time to actually do my freakin calc homework...got a midterm tomorrow. dammit. TI-LASHE.

oh yea crazy, i remembered i was watching the news earlier in the morning, crazy how its been 5 years sinc columbine,.....so that made it easy to remember what date it was ...420...hitlers birthday...i wonder what all u potheads did today....ehh no i dont.

suuuup

crazy...so this morning, i file my damn state taxes. another online headache. ehh...giave tthe IRS a few calls and solved some problemos.

yea so its almost 9am...and like i was sleepy cuz..well, all nighter. i was suppoesed to read and do a paper, but eh. so im like...ehh no IGE class for me...teehee....so i knocked out til like 2pm.

then just sit around my house all day being freakin bored. dang, not having a job is weird. i have all this time in the world and all i do is like just chill at my pad and watch tv. i mean, its cool, but ehh it gets a bit tedious.

so anyway, im so bored i call up victor and see what his ass is doin....TRRRRAZ! haha, damn that foo was all the way in paramount. so we meet at school and play catch for a bit. trying to brush up on my baseball techniques any little ways i can. but yea, we meet up danny...crazy foo, pledging again. so yea, tonight was Xi class's pinning day and first meeting. man it was cool, no that im official PiKA. these new guys are cool, its dope, this dude I know, Nick, ended up coming through...haha i rushed him...hes cool as hell tho, had him in a few classes and were in SHSE together so, yea...and i rushed this other dude Matt. yay-ah, rush master. hehe. anywhoot, i hope one day soon that is one of my homeboys so they can experience this dope ass shiet, but que sera, right? ehh, i havent given up hope....you musnt, correcto? thats super tite, Rick is a Phi Delt at ULV, his two roomates/best friends decided to pledge and this weekend, theyre gonna be official bros. thats freakin dope. haha

oh man oh man...I CANT FREAKIN WAIT FOR ANOTHER BROOM BALL...its gonna be sah-weet. haha too bad its not till Fall. ehh.

DEFWEEZELANK

taxes are gay...BROOM BALL is the shiznitto!

taxes are a biatch...can't believe i freakin owe money...dammit, why? i didnt make that freakin much man, i was expecting money...not expecting to pay it...well...ah it sux.

BROOM BALL is the shiznit....Chi-O had theirs tonight..kinda last minute but hell yea i was down. Was gonna call up C, Rex, Daniel H., and Pig, but it was like super last minute and doubt they wouldve gone...and/or made it in time.

eh but it was coo cuz since it was a Chi-O thing, all the other fraternities were there. Damn Pike rolled in deep though...we were like half of em...it was tite..there were some UCR Pikes again on our team along with some cool Sigma Chi fools. the other team was mostly sigep and phi tau, with some sigma nu. Oh damn it was fun. theyre freakin goal was like forbidden territory man...once u got near...it was the most slippery ice ever. like if you wanted to score...u just had to pick up ur balls and go for it and expect to fall on ur ass in the process. it was fun...like the first half..everyone was actually playing with the brooms. but then we're like....eh...lets do this our way...we started putting down our brooms little by little, and soon enuff, so did everyone else. Man it was super badass...like i remember i got the ball near our goal a couple times and had to run it over to the other side, but usually halfway through, i would toss it for some reason. but the last two possessions i had...i wanted to crack some fuckers...so i was just throwin 'bows and trying to crack foos. granted, i was slammed into the wall in the process, but kept on truckin. haha another time..i went into the "forbidden territoy" of slippery ice....just charged that shit...some foos tried bringin me down..started kinda wrasslin' with em a little...they took me down....well aided by the super slippery ice (i basically ate shiet by myself), and i like threw the ball betwee so many legs...almost scored. man broom ball is like my new favorite sport. its just about as fun as tackle football sans-pads, if not funner.

anywhoot..its super late, i still have to file my state taxes dammit...plus read and do a short paper. ehh....man this song im listening to is freakin dope

HAPPY ERRRSTER

wassup....so last night...ehh was gay.

came home after the party and watched the birdcage hahaha it was on USA..super funny...then another tite movie came on..i forgot...knocked out who knows when.

Woke up...went to 11am mass...super duper packed..saw Christina from anchor blue the second week in a row...and also Meeker. craazy. saw Justin Phillip last week. pretty crazy, I talk to Donald Smith's mom a lot...she doesnt go to my church...just random thought. well cuz she runs Greek Forum in Pomona. pretty coo. shes a Delta Sigma Theta...and her dad, Donald's gramps is an Omega (Omega Psi Phi...Shaq and Michael Jordan's house). Pretty crazy..Donald's gonna pledge Omega back east...i always forget where his mom told me he goes...Hampton college? i forgot. anywhoot.

aftah mass, came home, chillaxed on the comp for a bit, read some ish on some message boards...ehh, then put on some workout clothes and went to my sis's new pad...once our old pad 12 years ago...crazy haw? (wed been renting it out since)...and was there til only a 2 hrs ago. came home, watched the dopest movie ever..of baeball...teehee...THE SANDLOT. super the beast....and the sultan of swat...king of crash...the great bambino. hahah...baby ruth.

anywhoot..now munchin on some leftover mac and cheese tryin to do homework...Lord save me.

damn...thinking back

Okay, well I was gonna write an entry a few hours a go, but I was distracted by my Rhapsody. Felt like listening to some good Christian Rock...listened to some Jars of Clay...brought back memories...ehh, listened to a few different bands, and decided to switch it up to P.O.D.'s Satellite. They're kindof Christian Rock, but not really...I mean they've got the right idea/message and whatnot, but they just have I guess a "perverse" view of Christianity....kindof..not really...well yea I guess it is kinda sacriligious...at least Sonny...he mixes it with Rastafarianism. ehh whatevers, I like the music and the message and all that so thats what matters.

What I was originally going to write about was about a dope night. Well, I guess its been a coo day. Last night I pulled off an all nighter cuz I was SUPPOSED TO be reading and doing a paper, but lately I've let myself become more easily distracted by Rhapsody and the internet. Just talking to people who are nightowls like me. But yea, I got really tired at about 530am, without having done a damn bit of homework, so I decide to "knock out" for a bit. Eh, I knock out a little too much. Thank God I told my mom to try to wake me up at all costs. I feel bad cuz I'm half asleep shoutin' from my room "Be quiet! that's sooo annoying!" cuz she keeps calling me and telling me to get up. Hahaha, she knows wassup though cuz I ask her to wake me up even if I say otherwise in the morning. So yea, I get up, and get ready like, at the slowest pace ever. Haha, watching DFX or some ish on MTV. Then checkin myself out in the mirror--cuz you know, gotta make sure everything's "coo" haha, and then start c-walking. hahahahaha, oh man memories. I used to do that like all of junior and senior year in high school. In my spare time, did I play video games? Ehh, sometimes, but I'd listen to the radio at the same time. So like NBA2K1 games (BTW the best game ever!) that should last like 45 mins took 2 hrs to complete because every time a gangsta gangsta WESTSOOOIDE song would come on...PAUSE....go to the mirror behind my door....booyah! haha bust out the walk. Pretend I'm battling the dopeass dude in the mirror. Oh man, so lame yet so badass.

Anyway, nuff flashback. So yea, I get to school at about 830...could only get a super far parking spot in Lot F-9500348, So i sat there for two minutes listening to my new Suga Free CD (The New Testament). My 8-10 spanish class was going on, and I was chillin and late...so what do I do? recline my seat, put up my windows...turn the music down a bit...and knock the F out. So yea, I have a weird dream and I'm with my bros and we jump some whack fool. ahh yes...Tazweezy. So I wake up in perfect time to make it to my 10-12 IGE class (my second and last of the day), but my eyes are sore and im sooooooo sleepy. Ehhh, recline my seat once again. I wake up at 12:15, and I'm like...go home? or chill at the rush booth.....ehh, I gotta do something here at school, didnt come for nothin. So I drive around and luckily fid a dope spot near the CLA. But first, drive around campus bumpin "Don't Fight the Pimpin" hahahaha. So anyway, on the way to the Quad, I run into ZTA Jamie. She told me class was cancelled (IGE) so i was like COOO! cuz thats the one I had work due for (that i didnt do.....remember? supposed to read and do a paper, but didnt?)

So I go over to the muthfawkin Pi K A booth and my big bro Nuesse's chillin and Rembeezy. Victor comes rockin his American Flag letters....haha stained ones though....ah, you can't really tell unless you know. So I'm bumpin the jams...some AC/DC, Godsmack, Thrice, and of course da gangsta ish...Suga Free, the Doc, and all dat good stuff...oh super bumped "Shorty" (the Love dont Cost a Thing party song).

Me and Vic hit up Carl's cuz it's Holy Thursday...not bad Fish Burger combo for like 4 bucks. tite....so like we chill there forever....haha doin the robot and handing out flyers to fools....super funny. Dang everyone was breathing on our nuts today...every day they keep getting closer to us....see they know wassup...the muthaF'n Pikes be snaggin up all dem fools...haha TKE was like huggin us...but they cool. Whatevers. Kept saying i was gonna go home at 3 but stayed til like 530. Packed up the ish....freakin Gore took my CDs, i din notice til i got to my car..damn. Imma be bumpin the whackass radio for a whole day.

Drop off my bro Steve and call up Joel-weezy to see wassup cuz that fucker never calls anymore. He's jammin Marley status, sux wanted to crash his pad...so instead to 3.99 sans-Joel. Take my cheese pizza home and grub. Knock out to an episode of the family guy.

So I'm awaken by my kick-ass SEGA classic rock ringtone and I'm like OH CRAP! thought I missed brrom ball...but no my dear...it was only 9 o cock. teehee. Call up Daniel H. and see wassup, hes down so imma go pick him up...and OF COURSE, C doesnt answer his phone. Funny cuz it is he who was looking forward to going or whatever, and seemed to like forget about it or something. Eh...**shaking fist**. haha. So pick up Dan and head out to Ontario Ice Rink. It was dope, got in there, the APiSig and fullerton DZ ladies were there, but being rancheras cuz they didnt wanna play...hehe..."eh." There were some XO's on the floor so that was coo...so me and Daniel go on the ice, chillin for a bit, but he's all "go in there...I wanna see ypou crack some fools." Now being a guy, how could I decline such an invitation? hehe, so go out there...within 10 minutes I see him wanna get in on it...super funny. It's addicting like that. haha we were on opposite teams...crackin each other now and again. Oh man, it brought back football memories. I ate shit quite a few times this night. oh but did I crack some fuckers in the process?? oh indeed. Good fight, good night. haha. super cool...crackin some riverside Pikes too...hehe...and some were dope cuz they were on my team. oh man...its such a rush falling and running with shoes on the ice and hitting the walls of the rink all hard. Man....after all that contact, guess how I jam my thumb? By giving some dude on my team huge ass props cuz he was like our all star runningback and shiet. Anywhoot, we chill outside for a bit when its over, me and Daniel take off, stop by at AMPM, and drop him off.

So tonight I get home at about 230am, took a much needed shower...my knees and elbow def. needed it. hehe. So yea, thats when I started listening to music.

So here now is why I began writing this entry so late. I saw a box of pictures and I was gpoing through them of course. Man, pictures of my parets in their youngn' days, they're courting days...haha my parents were gnarly. Man pics of my bro, my sis...as teens, damn the 80s were cool. Pictures of me at St. Louis..haha I recognized Gee-off in one of the pictures. I saw a pic of me and my sis at my grandfathers grave in Mexico, cleaning it up....oh man saw a pic of my bro and mom holding my dying grandmother's hands. Man the image was haunting. I so don't remember it like that, and I now understand why they would keep me out of the room when she was awake. Man, that freakin sux so damn much....it's so so sad it hurts. Her face was one of desperation...the pic was taken from kinda far away...but you could see it in her eyes. I don't wish a painful death on anyone...or death for that matter. I wish that when it's one's time to go, it would be always peaceful and in sleep. And not after such suffering either. It hurts to think about it. But yea, it just got me thinking a lot because in my mind now, I think my grandparents from my dad's side are all cool and stuff cuz I've seen them my entire life thus far. And have been especially close to my grandmother...for at least the first 15 years of my life. My grandpa I saw less often but still, he was there a lot too. But yea, a few months ago, there was a cancer scare for my grampa, well, he's done chemo and all that and hes just trying to get through the days again, keeping active at the gym, so he seems cool for now...or so I think, since once again, I'm never home and never around my family. It's so sad seeing myself say that..or type it, rather. My grandma, I found out today, went to the doc with my dad today cuz she found out she may have something wrong ...I pray not...but perhaps something pertaining to the colon. Dammit. This fuckin sux...I mean, yes they are 76 and 77, but I mean damn I guess it's just denial that someday they'll no longer be with me. Damn, this CD (P.O.D. - "Satellite") gets me thinking a lot.... crazy eerie music...man.

Well yea, I guess moving on, there were some other pictures of me during Christmas. Man I feel like such a little asshole. I was such a spoiled brat, (and more than likely still am, but wont realize it til I look back to pics of 2004, 15 years from now). So as you may have guessed from the timespan I just mentioned, the pics are from when I was about 4-6 yrs old. Man I have lke 10 boxes next to me...like someMcDonalds restaurant thing (that thing was the shit, BTW...played with that all the freakin time...) plus like 2 things that were "sold seperately"...the apron, and like all the little food items, fries, patties and such. K, on top of that, I have this cowboy pistol with caps, and this "Superstar" microphone thing...(oh, now THAT was the dopest gift)....and some video games, tiny toons and NINJA FREAKIN TURTLES hell yea. But damn I feel so bad...my parents work so hard and they spend all this money on me...i feel like its way too much. I mean, granted some of those gifts were from the granparents and such, but still....I can't help but feeling like a spoiled little brat.

So yea, about that superstar mic thing...oh it was dope..it was like this mic stand with, of course, a microphone, and the base had flashing lites and speakers from which your voice and music came out of. Haha...i remember singin my lil heart out...Feliz Navidad. haha. Damn thats funny, I forgot I used to love singing when I was little too...like making videos of myself.....man thats super tite. Hahah, making videos of urself as a teenager is super tite too...I regret never doing that. My sis filmed herself dancing all the time...and singing...and my bro was the dopest popper and dancer ever. Dang I guess all that ish rubbed off on me...hahaha teehee.

Crazy entry....I can look back at myself remembering all this stuff when I read it at a later time. But for those of you with nothing to do (you had to have nothing to do to read up to this point), well thank you, I guess??? ehh..nah. haha. Alright...I have an hour to read and learn difficult electrical phyics concepts and do homework. Possible? oh course not. Will I make futile attempts to complete such a task? But of course modofocko! Alright goodnite...Nitro2Go, please keep me going....

damn its been so long...

10th anniversary of Kurt Cobain....a dope dude who contributed so much...a pioneer in Alternative Rock. (yea I'm two days late......eh...)

crazy....bout to go to the PiKA Luau....paaaayce

The Irish Mackdaddy

Rest in Peace..RYAN O'NEIL, you will be missed buddy...crazy amish foolio...man he had the highest metabolism out of anyone i know...even beats Turner...Ryan dude, gotta love you bro...we toughed it out in Study Hall making each other study...pushing each other out there on the field to get some play time...bugging people in Physics and you taking your damn surveys..."Would you rather fart and waste it or burp and taste it?" oh man you were a funny crazy fucker with a big heart. When everyone was knocked out on the bus, leave it to you to step it up and do the rosary. We shared shin splints and crazy cramps...haha lying next to each other in those water tubs in the training room. always u dude...out there when me and scout o were hitting the big boys from the starting D...you were one of them...going up against u a couple times...but many times talkin and u pumping me up to kick ass.

I still got the picture you took of me with our hotass waitress from Hooters...damn thats crazy, we saw each other only what? 2, 3 months ago? me and gayvid eating at Red Robins and you walking in with ur huge amish beard. we grubbed like sick there...then David leaves and I coerce you into going to a party out somewhere in the San Fernando valley to meet up Joel and Jeriel and them. But first, of course we go to Hooters in Pasadena. and have a good ol time, haha you bought that thing to keep ur drinks cold/hot so that u could get a free calendar or something like that...haha and i got my hooters t-shirt...thats tite....haha in the parking lot, you telling me to wait and pullin out the iPod.....bumping George Clinton hahahahaha...WHY MUST I FEEL LIKE THAT.....oh and of course!!! BIG BOOTY HOES! HOP WIT IT!@!!!! then off to the valley...haha parking all far and you saying you felt "sketched out" cuz we were up in the ghetto. too bad u had to jam early...crazy foolio...think thats the last time I saw ur ass...

Damn, not to make anyone feel bad....but to show how much of a good friend you were....you come home from Conneticut for the summer...we just online..im super depressed tellin u how it sux that i just moved to covina and my shit got stolen already...and ur like.."covina?? get dressed im pickin ur ass up!"...haha out of all possible people...you're the one to jump up and pick me up cuz I was depressed from my car bein jacked....you took me to my first Hooters. hahahah "tell her, dude....".."neh" ...."aww fine then...hey girl...how you doin...console my friend...his car got stolen, he looks sad haw?" haha. damn man...you bought so much freakin chicken wings, thats tite..surprise treated me...haha took home soo many chicken wings to ur moms...oh yea, before we tried to find a zoo...but couldnt find one good out there...haha...damn we went home late that night.

HAHAHA oh yea, up in the locker room...damn those were good times watching the fights between the black foos and the whites/mexicans....ie., wesley/darius/donnie vs. prado/craig....and in the midst of it, "Zambo...what's a GANGSTER LEAN??....really....a gangster lean?"

(pronounce like a white guy)..."Falling back on that ass....with a hellafied GANGSTER LEAN..getting funky on the mic like a batch of old collard greens...."

Ryan, we miss you...your mom and the rest of your family are in our prayers....dammit, how could you be gone so fuckin early, we won't know, but I'll see you when I get there homeboy.

let the fun begin..ehh kinda

so yea, super bombed math final on monday...yesterday..physics final...ehh its a tossup cuz i t was multiple choice...either way..all quarter i was doing bad...so i dont expect to pass those classes. damn worst quarter (academically) ever. sonofabiotch. so today, lazy day, got kindof a headache...damn gotta sort out all my bills and balance my books cuz imma be gone allll next week. dang can't wait. there goes my spring break....but still it'll be cool. payce

hahaha funny

damn it makes me sound a lot more harsh than i know I am...and i know I'm more romantic than that...haha

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boredom

crazy.../.jus chillen at the pad...not doing anything, super duper bored...wow i cant handle it..this quarter i was busier than ever and now...nothing...that like totally causes withdrawals....i'm a super busy-master-junkie

haha

so yea, eh too lazy to type, but im bored so i want to..ehh

homecomings

yea im back in the pad...kinda sad and pissed, but its coo cuz tonight should be the shit....i mean it wont be the same...but eh fuck it ya know? its gonna be off the heezy

tonight is our initiation party....hit me up if u wanna come....laaates

Happy BOITHDAY Jamie Wells


okay..well today is friday and it is a good day because...well I HAVE NO FREAKIN WORK TO WORRY ABOUT...THANK THE LORD!

okay yea thas tite...and like i just woke up from a half hour nap which was coo. today, woke up super late for my first class...so showered...put on my brand new pike shirt that we just got in last night from the t-shirt company..man im so proud of it...super tite...and thats why its now my icon. teehee. anywhoot. yea, umm...i received some of the dopest news today...i am sooo sooo freakin glad that I went to math today...there were like 6 people in there...hahaha...but i actually sat in the front like good times, learned...AND......drumroll...our grade in the class can be no worse than our final grade!!! thank you GOD!!! haha i havent done any homework, failed exams...oh but of course because i hadn't studied to well...and was a lazyass...but now im super studyin for my math final OH HELL YES@!!!!

man i was super getting scared cuz i thought i was gonna fail it and i was gonna have to drop my mat 216 course, try to scramble and find another mat 116 class and screw up my whole dope schedule for next quarter..super tite

so yea, i guess tonight...right now...imma go hit up the gym and run cuz i havent been able to go for like a month now...good Lord I miss it...man i feel super unhealthy again...but after this quarter..no work, way better schedule..pledging will be done with, i will super have time to go all the time again. yay!

okay anywhoot...teeweezers

what's been up with me

well in case you were wondering...I'm keeping hella busy during the weekdays with this pledging process, along with trying to pull my grades up, and extra time needed for engineering, and my engineering club...yea busy as hell...sleep is totally a luxury...like never before...tonight i will see my bed (hopefully) for the first time since Saturday i believe...nah maybe sunday..ehh i dunno

yes im fawkin up super nasty in my classes...im struggling.,...lucky me, i take THE hardest/most boring course of my physics sequence and THE hardest/most retarded course of my calculus sequence, along with my ultra-time-consuming IGE course all in the same quarter...all while pledging.

ehh ill get over it..two weeks to go

the weekends...i start them out on a happy note after leaving my friday class...and then realize CRAP! i have freakin work...alllllll friggin weekend

but no longer...Last saturday was my last day at BEST BUY....it was coo...but too much stress for chump change...damn me and my super good work ethic and determination in a pursuit of excellence. hahaha. really, doe. I left with a bang though...2 weeks ago, i finally bought myself the porsche of all printers...the EPSON R300 photo stylus, yes it is the shiznit...and last week i bought the brand new SONY T1 5MP 12xzoom digital camera to go with it...slim as crap and i slip it into my back pocket when im done. super titeness. my last day i bought my g-pa a nice 20 incher with dvd and vcr built in....bought myself a freakin kickass tatung 17" lcd and a 540 watt AVR UPS...hells yea...oh and some movies for my pops...last thing i forgot is my klipsh 2.1 speaks...but sokay cuz the homie shyam will get em. teehee.

so ancuuuunt last lots been goin on but recap of the most recent....before my last day of work...saturday, got up early, got the patties n buns and headed out to steve's pad. took his ass to staters to get his shit, back to the pad for the coolos...excuse me, coolers, then to shadow oak. met up with NU-SQUAD! haha and met up wit them fools and had our big bro/lil bro olympics. Me and my big bro Nuesse took first in tug of war....but of course....sux man in keg toss we were second....cuz my big bro was still recovering from the prev. night, but then freakin gabe and shyam had a lucky toss...freakin suckas....and they took 1st,m bumpin us down 2 third. then the obstacle course...i was up in the top 3...up until the event after the sprint...the wheelbarrow...usually im able to depend on my upper body strength...but due to extreme soreness i couldnt stay up for more than 2 seconds at a time...and that was a last placer. we ended up in turd place..sux...but eh whatevers.

aftah dat, actives vs pledges/m-unit football. good shiet..stayed in for a couple plays but then had to jam for my last day of TWERK.

after twerkin it out, when to my gramps house like at 11, and helped him move furniture around and set up his TV. good stuff...spent some good time with my g-pa , boned out around 1230.....my intent was to hit up b. browns pad for the bday celeb, but no luck gettin in touch with fools, so ended up headin out to david's friend's pad that he has been housesitting for 2 weeks, but of course being the ultra best friend that i am, went all the fawkin way out to anaheim to pick up joel's silly ass...haha...who seemed to have a "short temper" that night....HAHAHAHAHAHA. me n joel hit up the pad, pounded a bit, hit up the hookah, and chllaxed. i kinda knocked out cuz id been so tired. woke up with a rudolph the red nosed reindeer nose due to the wonderful accomidations (sp?)...ad took joel allll the friggin way back to the OC. go back home, sleep from 1130am til 445pm. wake up, shower super quik and head out to MASS.....see rick, david, and ben...whoa long time no see on that one. that was coo shiet...ben's pledgin phi delt and rick seems like hes already beginning to love having crossed over. much luv. headed out later to chino to meet up with the JOSER..called up joel n offered him a break from the monotony of homework to join us in a wonderful meal at red robins.

so we eat...me n joel have our usuals, crispy chicken tender salad wit ranch and royal red robin burger, respectively. joser ate some shiet.i forgot. it was good stuff...HAHAHAHAHA i almost tipped my car over as i left trying to be sneaky and surprise joser...haha he said it looked funny as hell and im lucky my tires din pop.

so yea, then monday, the week began again...woke up super duper late totally missed my first class..barely got in time for the second to completely fail my math final. good shiet haw?

so yea, slept for like 2 hours, off to schooll at 7 for my lab this morning....NITRO 2 GO baby....oh man. well yea then my tuesday went cool...good SHSE meeting..we had a dope civil engineer speaker doing a presentation on aerospace egr.'ing and the british airways 747. crazy good fun stuff. wow engineering is freakin interesting as hell once it's applied.

well yea, now im super duper sleepy. haha mobo's a hoot..by the way...just thought of something right now

"que onda, nyonga?"......"dete prisa, longanisa"....."que hizo, chorizo?"

"qui ti passssaaaa....ti pica il cooollo??"......."quieres mi pupusa?"......"y la chuchita, muchachita?"

HAHAHAHAHAHHA

OH HELLZ YES!!!

THE FAMILY GUY SHALL RETURN!!!! BE ON THE LOOK-OUT....DECEMBER 2004/JANUARY 2005


ohmygoshfawkyeahellyea

man...cant wait

man i soooooo can't wait for this quarter to be over

my schedule this quarter sux the biggest elephant's ass ever

classes here and there...its like they randomly pop up or something

next quarter i have like one of the best schedules ever...so much more organized and laid back...man i cant wait

so much more time i will have to chillax next quarter...yess....only like 3 more weeks....THANK GOD~!!!

myspace ish

oh yea and if any of you are out there in myspace.com

ive been on that ish for like a month now but i totally forgot to tell people i wuz...so like if ur tite add me...PAAAAYCE

Wassup peeps...message before I'm off to die...haha yas kidee

anyway, by die..i mean...of amnesia...haha i mean inzombia.

insomnia...man this sux i hate when i start getting sick

loving it...all nighter tonight...know why?

- 2 sections of calculus to read through and teach myself
- 2 calculus homework assignments
- 3 chapters of physics to read and teach myself
- long physics homework assignment to do
- prepare a lab for tomorrow
- finish a make-up lab report

so today:
- woke up 4 and a half hours late (missed my lab and U hour)
- got to school and found parking at 130...missed my 1-3pm class cuz i hadnt even prepared my term paper yet
- kicked it in MEP room with rembeezy and jaregui...studied/read
- 3-5pm phy 132 workshop...read up on most of chapter 16..dammit...two more to go
- went to 99 cents store in chino to buy plates/cups/candy
- out to some "clubhouse"/park/pool thing in chino
- set up for ZTA social
- girls arrived, grubbed on pizza and sang kareoke like nerds...had a good freakin night
- had a lil meeting...got shit together for saturday's BBQ
- chillaxed and came home, grubbed on some leftovers my moms had prepared for me
- came online and chillaxed some more...took a shower
- just took some nitro2go pills...they better work...i HAVE TO pull this all nighter

i dont know what my problem is...i used to pull all nighters like 2/3 times a week during summer and even fall quarter....know i cant seem to make myself stay up! pissing me off

anycunt...yay so tomorrow i hope to be all caught up with my physics and math classes....then gotta kick it with some bros to get interviews n shiet...maybe put up some study hours but prolly not cuz i need to come home, read a shitload...hopefully pull off another SUCCESSFUL all nighter and do my report...man i need to...then ill be all caught up...man i cant wait for that weight to be lifted off of my shoulders...cuz then im able to concentrate on one thing at a time...instead of having all this shiet accumulated. dammit.

oh yea, seeing as i may or may not put up a posting tomorrow....happy early birthday GEORGE u MUTHATRUCKKA!!

maaaaan dis is deee life

ok so i just feel like updatin for the day

no i dont

bullets

- woke up, physics, didnt do HW...feeeeek
- library - annoying fuggin geeks on their laptops
- moved to new seat, studied calc
- went to calc 3 lecture, did HW
- MEP office, ran into Juan and Julian
- signed up for SHSE finally..yay im in a club
- on my way to credit union, ran into Mike Castro
- talked to mike for like an hour...fuckin long time...lots o different shit meng...its coo to catch up..that fools tite..pike stories, haha deckin "people" out at parties, coo mutual pike peeps, tempting me to go to san felipe, regretting not saying "fuck it" and just goin wit jose on a road trip, work, funny shit..oh yea..."WHERE ARE THEY NOW" stories for amat people...haha crazy shit..."coach P" is "on the run", people in AA, funny memories...people now getting "game"...haha
- finally went to credit union right b4 they closed and opened 2nd savings account for NU CLASS treasury
- walking all the fuggin way from the union to the back of M...
- went to AT&T san dimas to finally get my charger
- sold out, but of course
- drive out to ontario/upland AT&T store...yess they got one
- drive home, dont have keys....FAAAAWK!
- carls jr...eat all by my lonely..but feast with six dollar chili burger combo...haha..call from pay phone
- hit up the BofA n make my deposit...gotta have them funds
- best buy...request next friday off for the sigma kappa social...should be some rockin good times...oh yea printed out all these accomodation forms...but i HAD to go over to digital and that cute chick,,...haha i feel bad cuz i still dont know her name...but yea she showed me the new sony..and now everythings jacked up cuz iwant that one so bad...slim as a wallet...5 megapixels...super tite...almost 5 bills....ehh
- finally jizzam ...wanted to go to gym but couldnt get my gym bag earlier when i went to the pad cuz i din have mis llaves
-arrive at home...rockin out to "...And Justice For All"....one of the best albums ever made by the gods of metal themselves...METALLICA

yea, now im here at home bumming it...trying to figure out how the hell imma pull off an all nighter when i been sleepy since 5pm today...BUT I SUPER HAVE TO MIDTERM PAPER DUE TOMORROW (and its already late)...AND a buncha other SHIET! plus KD social tomorrow...what the hell am i bringing????

feeeeeek!

valentine's shmalentines

haha how funny...i seriously totally didnt know til like...uh today when i saw a card and balloons from my dad to my mom in the family room...haha how funny

but yea, just woke up, bummed it for like an hour, went to work at 2 freakin 30....worked til 10 freakin 30...long ass day dont you say?? valentines?? more like workentines!

man so this super dee duper sux...i left my freakin phone charger in the room on kairos....and my phone is so damn tite and so new that they dont even make car chargers like available in stores yet..or any chargers at that

they better sure as hell have it at the at&t store...and yay for my ass i cant find out til monday cuz i work from 11am to 7 tomorrow...freakin A! so if anyone calls its auto-voice mail for them...IF YOU WANNA TALK TO ME, THEN LEAVE ME A FREAKIN MESSAGE WITH YOUR NAME AND NUMBER CUZ I DONT KNOW ANYONE'S NUMBER BY HEART...and ill check my v-moil every once in a while and call you back...coo??

buts tis all good cuz i put in my 2 weeks today...finally i shall be free...told them ill be back in summer....and i shall...to which job? i dont know...im considering going back to anchor blue...just cuz ill prolly be guaranteed 40 hours or whatever and cuz im soo tite and cuz the job is tite...i dont have to work as hard intellectually there.

cuz sales at best buy super involves psychology and slyness and although i can definitely do it, it is quite fatiguing. and intriguing. beseiging. hahah. anywhoot...umm, yea so i dunno, i may come back to either best buy or anchor blue...all depending if i take summer quarter this year, and who'll pay me more/gimme more hours....or if i get a job as a rep...and make commission..that'll fo sho be the ishnet.

so yea, two weeks is in effizect...and i got the porcshe of all printers today..the epson r300...and it is def. the ishnit....the bombheezy..and tomorrow ill prolly buy my digital camera...and my AVR...maybe a plasma monitor...i wanna make sure i get something out of my discount...cuz i realized something super gay....all this time ive worked there..ive used my discount a ton..for other freakin people...damn moochers....that super sux haw?? well yea so now its time for me to use it and nobody else...cuz i have a limit u know...and they track my sales...but whatevers...

so yea, i have to get my ass on track with schoolwork or i aint gettin initiated meng!!!! dam i have so much homework to catch up on, online quizzes, and term papers...and books to read!!! funk!!!! defezelnekka.

ok...so im hyper...type to eat late night dinner....hmmm...maybe some family guy...tilase

titeness im back

so yea i came back on thursday from KAIROS 18.....OH man was it so tite...surfer dudes, dopeness...haha supposedly i had this "fan club"...and i think i gave my best talk ever....but anywhoot...yes...so then after that i rushed on over to skoo and had my pledge meeting and super failed....CARES.

friday...turns out there was no school...dopeness. woke up like at 130....took a shower, chillaxed...met up wit joel at red robin..got down with a chicken tender salah...and then off to stupid work. worked...ehh...didnt make me wanna reconsider my decision....i think imma do it on the spot...but not before i buy my AVR, printer, and camera. teehee.

anywhoot, ya mama. oh so i got off work at 10 instead of 9, went to in-n-out and had a dope protein double double cuz hadnt had innout in forever...went home, watched like 5 episodes of family guy...and knocked out

so here i am...2 hours away from a super long day at work. today will be the day. tilase.

happy valentines day....haha i totally didn't even know. tilase.

oh yea and as you can see from the music im listening to right now, 80s has revived ever since 311 covered "lovesong". cool haw???

coo...random day update

well lots and lots have been goin on...life is far from boring.

therefore, i dont even know where to begin updating...in reality i would have to begin with Jan 5th and on all over again...but neh...dont think so

anywhoot...just feel like typing about something, don't feel like typing about today because well not much happened today...therefore it will be easier to typea bout...hahah

so ok..here we go...this is juicy

so last night we finish our Nu class meeting at around 11, the guys stick around and we chill for a while, then we head home...but FOIST i head over to the gas station to buy myself some sort of energy drink to prepare myself for the night ahead of me. and that would be an all nighter filled with actually doing my math homework and studying for my physics midterm.

but HARK! no! all i remember is watching the Cosby show in my room....next thing i know i'm waking up and it's 10 am, and im just staring at the clock...then i just yell our the loudest 4 letter expletive in the world. i call myself an Fing idiot about..oh 39 times or so, and blindly throw on a random tshirt, khakis that were laying on my chair, and a hat....that reminds me i need a haircut.

anyway, im able to get to school just in time to have 20 mutherfucking minutes to study this bitchass physics. it would have been nice in the olden days of chris's legacy, where i would actually listen to lecture and not NEED to do my homework and still ace exams, but of course...no longer! no homework, no paying attention...no nothing! so i am actually able to grasp some of the concepts from a few of the synopses....uhh...aka. chapter summaries....and well yea...there goes physics. then i eat panda...grrreat shiet..talk to this dude David who is in both my calc 3 (mat116) class and physics for engineers 2 (phy132) class, and end up eating lunch wit the dude...crazy shit how much you learn you have in common with people you wouldnt think you do by making the decision to not be a social hermit and actually talk to people you dont really know....oh yea the long forgotten art of making friendships. haha funny how i see friends, and many many people, and (before this quarter) myself just walking not really making eye-contact (that isnt aggressive) with people and not even caring to meet new people. fear of the unknown i guess. ehh little by little people will begin to realize they should do the same. ehhh....so i really dont even know what the hell i am talking about anymore, so on with the story. so im finished eating and i say peace out cuz i run into alum jason herrera and we go over to the carl's area and chillax...bobby long's there with rory and so we talk some more, but not really, cuz i begin the math homework that would be due in the next hour. so in that hour i actually only did like 4 of the 20 problems...cuz i was engulfed in the conversation, but thats what i get. Catholic schoolgirls get pulled over too. haha.

so anyway, 215 go to calc, do my homework during lecture, turn it in....whatever were going over series...que-evers. so umm, get off at 320 say good bye to my panda...hahaha...and then go to best buy to get my check, schedule and get the incubus album. well little did i fuckin know that the stupid ass DVD was gonna be limited edition. stupid putos. so yea, i didnt get it cuz i was pissed at that, so I got Avant's latest album instead.

run into my bro Gabe, crazyness. Dodger love nigga. So yea then i head over to jon dulos' pad and wait there for like 15 minutes cuz byron dont answer his pinche phone, and don decides to come out and jam, so in I go while some weird lady almost gets knocked the fucc out by the gate. Don chuckles...silly guy....silly little guy...still see him as a first grader; how funny. So yea nzo and joel arrive about the same time, and they jam while I observe. cool stuff. felt kinda weird...uh, do u need me/want me anymore? 5 more weeks. so anyway, observing the jam session and chillin was pretty coo, then they were going somewhere...whatevers, i went to go grub and chill at my pad for a bit. got some messages from angela...so went to her pad and put the booklets together. talked about panhellenic council and IFC, and rush procedures a bit. its pretty dope to have someone else to relate to with this ish. so yea that was coo..it was me, angela of course, patti caceras and victor bermudez? so yea,....u know whats super crazy, is that ashley barba's name is on the list of leaders and i was like wtf...crazy. turns out shes not going for whatever reason. sucks, it'd be dope to talk to her again. ah well. so yea i jam around 915 (super runnin late)...but of course i am a speed demon...so i head down to pomona and hit up tony's pad. he has a dope black lab/collie puppy. she brought back memories of my lil snoop. poor lil ol snoop dog. anyway, chilled at his pad for like an hour and a half. got tired so i came home.

so i ended up not going to that IGE shiet...got too caught up with everything else that was already planned...and yea whatever guess ill have to BS my way through that...hopefully i wont have to if there more arts events.

so yea...tharrr we go, another entry from the defekalangkank mastah. TAAAAIIILAAAASE.

que?

DEFELANKANK-KALANGANGK

What Famous Leader Are You?

uuhhh whatever, im not a fuckin chameleon....but it's ok cuz Bill Clinton is the shit. Everything was fuckin peachy with the US when he was in office....damn republican bitches. haha. oh yea and he's the fantasmical pimpnasty.

man....is this some crazy ish or what?

RULES:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the four that best apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a cut.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.


RULES:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the four that best apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a cut.


JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

FINALLY

yes...the time has come...after freakin like 30 tries over the past few days to find it...i finally got a hold of 311's cover of "LOVE SONG" ....yeSZszSzsZSSZ.....it may be kinda crappy radio quality..but nevertheless it is the song in its entirety...which is better than 15 seconds of a clean 192 kbps mp3. yeszSZsSZszZS.....man the song is beautiful....and 311 definitely DEFINITELY did the Cure justice...you just can't say that about most cover songs...oh man. magnifique! haha

stupid ace super bowl

defelenk...so the patriots won..those fags. Man, who the hell are the patriots anyway? bastards...and what was up with that retardadly retro halftime show...probably the only non-out-of-date song was Justin Timberlake's. and no that frickin sux, i didnt see the boob shot. dammit, so yea, ehh, i dunno, yesterday was boring, woke up like at 2pm...watched TV a bit, then went to work, got off at 10, made myself stay home...sunks, didnt end up being a productive night at all...this morning, woke up at 11, went to church at 1230, my parents dropped me off after getting some carl's for me, and they jammed again. i ate, watched some TV, got dressed in my black dodgers jersey and some dope jeans and went to work cuz we had a sports day. pretty dope. yes there were some loserass people actually shopping during the freakin super bowl. it was SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD...and it was when i got there, within a few hours though, and of course right before we close, people are flocking to the computer dept. dammit. anyway, we chilled more than usual but not as much as we had hoped. so got off at 7...got to actually watch some of the game, which was the panthers' last TD....which i was ecstatic about. and for some reason i thought the quarter was over so i jammed. well im glad i did anyway, or else i woulda been pissed to see the ending

anywhoot im here trying to make myself do hw...so far unproductive for 2 hrs, and dammit i have webCT quizzes to take, do some hw assignments, and study for my calc midterm tomorrow. damn it all.

can a party animal be caged? pissibly? may it entrap itself? indefinitely. Indubidoitiously.

Make up its own words? Fo sho my nikka...haha oh man. Anyway, there was a point to the beginning of the title, and that would be that I actually had the power to stop myself from going out tonight. I know I have to do so much ish, physics, reading, math, study, everything, sort my bills, take care of lots of other ish...and watch movies that I've bought and havent watched yet. I guess I thought about it for like ever, and realized that there shall be a time to party harty when I've done what I need to do. And I almost took off to the gym right now, but I made myself stay to do my work, and it shall be my reward tomorrow after work, if hopefully I finish everything tonight. I guess I was pissed that I work during the SUPER BOWL tomorrow, but it seems as though it's gonna work out, seeing as I will be working WHILE i stare at the big screens from a distance--hopefully that is the case, since any people who actually leave their houses super bowl sunday are retarded...haha. Therefore, there will be not to many people to help, and i WILL be able to stand and watch the game from afar. Jafar. Genie. Meanie. Tweenie. Little Ittle Short Tort Man, dont wan dont wan dont wan...antwon. oh man..super tangent. Tangental forms...oh man geek moment. comet. vomit. haha ok, im too hyper to be locked up, but its OTAY. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........BLAH. yes, so it works out because i will be "filling two turds with one bone" (i think thats how the saying goes...doesnt seem to make sense though...ehh) ummm...so yea, if i was working before the super bowl it would suck because, id go to Mass, work, then watch the game,...and therefore have no time to do all of my homework and study for midterms. Anywhoot, my boot, the point of this was to talk about how I have made myself stay home tonight even though theres like 3 things going on as I "speak." FUNK! this is killer...oh well.

dammit, so for the past...ehh...i dunno how many days, I come home, kinda tired, and my books aren't the first things I wanna see, considering the fact that I know have them open more than ever. So I come home, turn on the TV and pop in my Family Guy DVDs. Tonight, I watched the final episode of the 1st disc of the 3rd season. Then I popped in Robert Rodriguez's "El Mariachi", which I haven't seen since it came out in 1992, when I really didn't pay attention cuz I had this whole American patriotism/loyalty/assimilation/affinity/[insert redundant synonym here], and so basically I didn't want to be spoken to in Spanish or watch Spanish TV...it was immature and the attitude most likely developed from waking up every morning and seein the TV tuned into ECO (which I haven't heard about/seen since before the age of 7 i believe--and it's equivalent to I guess, err, a spanish CNN), or the most boring program of the day on any given spanish station, because my either of my grandmothers were already there early in the morning before my parents left for work either to babysit me...or once I turned 5, to take me to school. Ehh, whatevers, I'm so over it...I prolly grew out of this around age 12 or so, when I realized my bilingualism would soon become an asset rather than an annoying "handicap" or something. haha thats funny, super random topic to speak on, and I already forget where I started.

oh yea, so since I hadn't truly seen it, when I "saw it", I have been wanting to watch the movie. and recently they had a sale for all at work (Best Buy)--it was get the double pack special edition of desperado and el mariachi as well as "once upon a time in mexico" for 25 buckaroos! so had to get it nukka!

so yea, I remember when Desperado came out my dad was like "eh, it's good but it's just a remake of 'el mariachi.'" little did we know...or at least little did eye know, that they are both...or well, including the last film mentioned...all three are Robert Rodriguez films. so anyway, after I bought the DVDs...I read all the synopses, and well I remember one of the words used was "trilogy." so the impression given is that "el mariachi" is the 'part 1' of the saga, and each movie that followed was a sequel. For this reason, I wanted to see for myself so I popped in "El Mariachi" to see if it truly alludes to the events that occur in "Desperado" or whatever so that I may judge for myself whether Desperado was a remake or a sequel. And then I've heard from some that "Once Upon a time..." isn't really a sequel...so eh, I will see once I pop in that movie.

anyway the point of this was to mention how I can't seem to stay awake recentlyn when I try to watch DVDs, due to my incredible level of fatigue. and sux cuz my mom just woke me up to turn off my TV again...the third night straight...and turns out I had an hour and a half nap...i only remember the 1st 10 minutes of the film. damn it.

oh well, my eyes are getting red, so I better hop on my homework before I really knock out. Luckily I don't have class til 1pm on thursdays, but tomorrow I have advising at 10 (damn it), so now I have to wake up early again....grrrrrr

alright that's it....payce