Saturday, January 31, 2004

can a party animal be caged? pissibly? may it entrap itself? indefinitely. Indubidoitiously.

Make up its own words? Fo sho my nikka...haha oh man. Anyway, there was a point to the beginning of the title, and that would be that I actually had the power to stop myself from going out tonight. I know I have to do so much ish, physics, reading, math, study, everything, sort my bills, take care of lots of other ish...and watch movies that I've bought and havent watched yet. I guess I thought about it for like ever, and realized that there shall be a time to party harty when I've done what I need to do. And I almost took off to the gym right now, but I made myself stay to do my work, and it shall be my reward tomorrow after work, if hopefully I finish everything tonight. I guess I was pissed that I work during the SUPER BOWL tomorrow, but it seems as though it's gonna work out, seeing as I will be working WHILE i stare at the big screens from a distance--hopefully that is the case, since any people who actually leave their houses super bowl sunday are retarded...haha. Therefore, there will be not to many people to help, and i WILL be able to stand and watch the game from afar. Jafar. Genie. Meanie. Tweenie. Little Ittle Short Tort Man, dont wan dont wan dont wan...antwon. oh man..super tangent. Tangental forms...oh man geek moment. comet. vomit. haha ok, im too hyper to be locked up, but its OTAY. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........BLAH. yes, so it works out because i will be "filling two turds with one bone" (i think thats how the saying goes...doesnt seem to make sense though...ehh) ummm...so yea, if i was working before the super bowl it would suck because, id go to Mass, work, then watch the game,...and therefore have no time to do all of my homework and study for midterms. Anywhoot, my boot, the point of this was to talk about how I have made myself stay home tonight even though theres like 3 things going on as I "speak." FUNK! this is killer...oh well.

Wednesday, January 28, 2004

dammit, so for the past...ehh...i dunno how many days, I come home, kinda tired, and my books aren't the first things I wanna see, considering the fact that I know have them open more than ever. So I come home, turn on the TV and pop in my Family Guy DVDs. Tonight, I watched the final episode of the 1st disc of the 3rd season. Then I popped in Robert Rodriguez's "El Mariachi", which I haven't seen since it came out in 1992, when I really didn't pay attention cuz I had this whole American patriotism/loyalty/assimilation/affinity/[insert redundant synonym here], and so basically I didn't want to be spoken to in Spanish or watch Spanish TV...it was immature and the attitude most likely developed from waking up every morning and seein the TV tuned into ECO (which I haven't heard about/seen since before the age of 7 i believe--and it's equivalent to I guess, err, a spanish CNN), or the most boring program of the day on any given spanish station, because my either of my grandmothers were already there early in the morning before my parents left for work either to babysit me...or once I turned 5, to take me to school. Ehh, whatevers, I'm so over it...I prolly grew out of this around age 12 or so, when I realized my bilingualism would soon become an asset rather than an annoying "handicap" or something. haha thats funny, super random topic to speak on, and I already forget where I started.

oh yea, so since I hadn't truly seen it, when I "saw it", I have been wanting to watch the movie. and recently they had a sale for all at work (Best Buy)--it was get the double pack special edition of desperado and el mariachi as well as "once upon a time in mexico" for 25 buckaroos! so had to get it nukka!

so yea, I remember when Desperado came out my dad was like "eh, it's good but it's just a remake of 'el mariachi.'" little did we know...or at least little did eye know, that they are both...or well, including the last film mentioned...all three are Robert Rodriguez films. so anyway, after I bought the DVDs...I read all the synopses, and well I remember one of the words used was "trilogy." so the impression given is that "el mariachi" is the 'part 1' of the saga, and each movie that followed was a sequel. For this reason, I wanted to see for myself so I popped in "El Mariachi" to see if it truly alludes to the events that occur in "Desperado" or whatever so that I may judge for myself whether Desperado was a remake or a sequel. And then I've heard from some that "Once Upon a time..." isn't really a sequel...so eh, I will see once I pop in that movie.

anyway the point of this was to mention how I can't seem to stay awake recentlyn when I try to watch DVDs, due to my incredible level of fatigue. and sux cuz my mom just woke me up to turn off my TV again...the third night straight...and turns out I had an hour and a half nap...i only remember the 1st 10 minutes of the film. damn it.

oh well, my eyes are getting red, so I better hop on my homework before I really knock out. Luckily I don't have class til 1pm on thursdays, but tomorrow I have advising at 10 (damn it), so now I have to wake up early again....grrrrrr

alright that's it....payce

Monday, January 26, 2004

busy as a mutherfreakin bee...but it's great

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

i guess it took last nights entry to break the habit of not entering anything...so here...

k..today woke up, umm..like at 930...i was like..awww shit cuz i knocked out AGAIN against my will last night...i wanted to do my damn calculus homework...or at least wake up early and do it ...but of course not...

so i took a shower, got dressed and drove off to skoo. took a bit longer than usualy to find parking....got to class like 2 mins. late. called up jose too to tell him if i could take a raincheck on lunch at Joey's in chino, cuz id be spending my break doing homework. he was cool bout it but i felt bad...but HAD to do it... so yea i was shweepy in physics lecture. but i managed to pay attention and learn. man i have to get on top of my work in that class. umm, got out at 12, went to the marketplace/commuter...went to starbucks and got my caramel machiatto wit a triple shot of espresso cuz like i said..i was shweepy... then went to the MEP room, said wassup to the peeps in there but left immediately cuz i had gone in there for a quiet haven to do my hw..but that wasn't gonna happen. so off to the fishbowl i went. still loud as funk cuz o'keefe n his ece senior buddies were talkin it up, but i guess i shoulda expected it. dang edgar was in there too. it's crazy shit how ive known these peeps since high school from band and just so happens we're going into the same field. it kinda....whats the word...ehh "soothes" me (for lack of a better, more appropriate word) to know that brian (o'keefe) is also an ece major cuz he's a crazy dude like me, funny as hell and a smartass...not a fuggin geek but since he's ece, he's got to be hella intelligent too. so man it's cool. I'm startin to...uhh...dare i say...love school like i used to a few years back....and all it took was getting a little bit involved...and this is just MEP...not even talkin bout PiKA or SHSE. man, i'm lovin the AEWs, they're getting me to crack open my books...and wow...uber-geek moment...i'm beginning to love math again...yes, even calculus....and wow i just surprised myself today...i had a fuckin smile on as i nodded my head while listening to and understanding new physics concepts. lemme get the noose...

hehe, but yea anyway back to my day, at the fishbowl i was able to sometimes tune out the convos going on and did my calc hw. good shit,....haha literally...quek. so at 2:15 off to math, ...anf the espresso really kicks in....finished off my hw the entire class...i was pumpin it out like crazy...it felt great to just be pumping out answers while seeing people in your peripheral vision leaning toward your desk to see how the hell you're doin it...muahahaha. anyway, back to the class in general,,,its cool too, cuz turns out i basically show up to class only to find out what the hw is for the next meeting. cuz all he does is go over problems from the hw he hands us back and is already graded for like the first 40 minutes...and the last 20 are spent "lecturing" (aka...basically teaching what could be learned by simply (sacrcasm) reading the book...basically working out the example problems preceeding the assigned problems, which are already worked out and are accompanied with an explanation....his purpose there should be to work out a sample problem from potential "assigned" problems....which are actually not as damn easy as the examples are, and ADDING to what we could learn from reading the book ourselves...but NOOOOO) so anyway, looks like this quarter i will be teaching calculus 3 to myself... and you know what, that reminds me...it's so sad; i should be finishing up my 2-yr minimum calculus req., not barely finishing the 3rd part of freshman calc. but thats what i get for waiting a whole year after taking calc 2 to take the 3rd. well its not entirely my fault, i couldn't, for the life of me, get a damn class in spring 03 or fall 03 and i didnt go to summer quarter. so there. anyway, teaching myself wont seem to be a problem due to my newfound ability...or re-found ability...to prioritize and organize...yup...P&O baby...fo sho. man the feeling i have right now is a great one. i have resisted temptations to put school on the back burner (which seem to be presented to me more often than ever before) and concentrate. my online usage has slowly but surely been reducing to a healthier level, and im utilizing my time in the AEWs...oh yes which shall be accompanied by a nice little pension...yumm. hehe

so yea, got out of mat 116 at 320, went back to the MEP room to meet up wit my big bro, Nuesse, and did my interview. haha funny shit...good shit...got lots of clues. did my weekly "hour"...so yea, at 4, jammed and went to my math AEW and that was good shit too. man its great being a good student again. i havent felt like this since like the beginning of sophomore year in high school. I WILL FawKING GRADUATE wit some kind of cum laude on my degree M-eFers! so yea, spent the whole 2 hours there, distractions, random convos and all, reading the new math section and working out some random problems cuz like i said, during lecture i just did my hw...and so it was time to teach myself the new section. its cool cuz the other ppl's profs are more behind than mine. hehe. supposedly were supposed to be on 10.7 and we covered 10.3 today..haha...but the other classes are still working on 10.2 yeszszszsz

so yea, left schoo about 615...came home, played with my nephews john and chris for like 20 mins., drank some milk, got jose's dvds, called him up and drove over to chino. ate at in-n-out wit Jose. alex sanchez was working. haha i think he got mad cuz he was trying to talk to us and i think they were his managers or somethign and they kept bugging him. it was funny seeing him talk back...cuz that sux he can do what he wants he was on his break. anywho, jose and i grubbed like mack daddies and chillaxed and spoke about ars...quek. haha jk..but yes, fun times...sr. carmen signaling to be quiet as bloodflow went straight to her face. hahaha. anywayz ill miss that fawcker for a while cuz that means i dont have anyone to smuggle blow with me across the border.....errr....yea. so went home around 9, got here, chillaxed, downloaded some ish, and here i am typing away, being the ultimate multi-tasker. hah...so yea, time to read "Clay Walls" and do three reading responses...damn you procrastination. one class i need to get my act together with...AND WILL TONIGHT dammit!

ok, so tomorrow lets see, yESZSZZSZSZS! no clas til 1...but i wanna go to school in the morning, maybe finish typing ish up...or print it out, rather. maybe chill for a bit. after class....dammit, i forgot i have my physics AEW tomorrow...FUNK! why cant it be 1/wk like math...ah well...another busy day...after that, then i can pick up my tux...oh what? yes...my tux. then hurry back on over to school. then hw. dang, writing out my plans is a good thing, helps put stuff in perspective....spur of the moment decision, yet i think i may make this a habit...yup..like i said before P&O baby! success here i come...man..shut up (i know you were thinking something retarded....ayshe....haha THAT veronica vaughn is one fine piece of AYSHE)

ok...reading, buddy..get to it!

i'm not really bored..but somewhat feel a slight urge to update

man i don't care bout this thing anymore..im too tired to type in it

work work work...whatevers

well...jan 5-9, rush week...checked out pretty much everyone

-that monday actually, i worked so i didnt
-tuesday, went to the pike billiards night...it was ehh coo...
-wed, uh...oh YEA!!! luau...oh man was that fun...the honeys..oh my...left around 1030, to check out sigma nu's house, they kinda gave me the gran tour of the house...played some pool and talked to the guys..it was coo
-thur, worked...then BROOM BALL!!!! oh man was that freakin great...the riverside pikes were there..and fullerton girls, and pretty much all the damn pikes were there...fun fun fun...i suggest everyone play broom ball at least once in their lives, unless ur handicapped i guess....then 6 times
-fri, went to check ot the sig ep house cuz meek kept callin...met up jabra there...crazy ish

mon,jan 12 - school, met up wit jabra and c for lunch, talked to jabra bout lotsa stuff, greek life and all, we talked about the paths we would each be chosing and luck cuz we'll both need it...stress city..welcome me back!, but with a vengeance (full force)

so yea, monday night i officially became a pi kappa alpha pledge brother, and it was coo....the week was coo i guess

fri - party at "da house"....WOW......thats all i got to frickin say bout that......WOW

so yea, i dont really feel like talkin bout shit in detail...cuz i'm actually busy like i said and just kinda felt a very small urge to update though i dont care for LJ much anymore...which is a very very great thing...any time i can neglect this stupid crap and actually not want to make lame time to write about stupid details about my day is GRRRR-8. haha..but yea

ehh life is great...life is stress...life's a biotch...life is life...nothing's changed for me...i'm the kind of guy who needs to be busy 24/7 to operate most efficiently....shit i do calculus in my sleep while i make my own bed and cook breakfast.....i attend class while driving to school, and i look for parking as i do my homework...hellz yess

life.....i love it...can i live....hahaha i think those are the opening lyrics to that nas song. hehe

ok now i suddenly became hyper but yes like i said...34 hours of work in a week, tons of homework, a novel to read, trying on tuxes, paying bills, memorizing stuff, and preparing for a weekend retreat with the bros...shhh...and taking care of tons of fraternity obligations...all while listening to the smooth and funky jazzy rhythms of the band known as jamiroquai make chris a happy boy

Saturday, January 17, 2004

HAPPY BOITHDAY JERIEL

Monday, January 5, 2004

FRIENDS ONLY

if you're cool enough, leave a comment and I will permit you to read about my life....

Sunday, January 4, 2004

eess coooold

ka-ray-Z

well i havent had my comp for a few days
sunks

- finally the winter break of utter boredom is coming to an end...a good 3 weeks pretty much gone to waste, not too many tite things done

- i forgot whats been happeneing lately...whatever...cool shit, gay shit, etc.

- Saturday: worked 11am - 4pm. went to BofA to deposit some checks. went to Fry's to check up on my computer which i dropped off to be fixed on Friday. still jacked, but the guy assured me he'll push it to the front of the list and have it done by monday, i wanted a loaner, but i was quite impressionable at the moment, i guess you could say....so i ended up leaving empty handed.

- headed over to Subway to have my first meal of the day at 6pm. almost killed by some stupid bitch who believes that her impatient ass has the right of way and the right to speed in a parking lot, so she honks at me as im crossing from my car to subway (plus i was stopped by some crazy lil nikka who wanted money) my back was turned from the direction she was coming...when i hear the honk, she's a freakin foot behind me just staring at me

- instinctively, i about-face right in front of her car, and my split-second reation is to yell at the top of my lungs WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! as i stand with my arms held out in disbelief and a look of disgust and anger on my face. She proceeds to insult me back with a lil girl in her car (excellent example for your child bitch), and she swerves around me, and i flip her off cuz i'm enraged at the stupidity of this person. to honk at someone just being a jackass and having fun (haha as me and Joel did in our hey-day) is one thing, but to honk at someone genuinely angry at the fact that they are minding their own damn business is plain loony.

- that was some crazy shit, 2nd near-death incident in 3 days.

- the first being thursday night at a 76 station near my house where i was almost involved in a police foot-chase/shootout with a drugged up assfuck taing place between the gas station and the adjacent 7-11. wow, good instincts on my part to leave at just the perfect moment...cuz i...HAHAHA..was asking the cop questions as he was trying tpo handle this guy...oh man im funny...but yea, easily could have been assaulted/car jacked/murdered.

- i feel as if death keeps coming back at me waving his finger to and fro as he taunts: "i'm gonna get you soon, sucker"

- anyway, back from my tangent...after i picked up my delicious teriyaki chicken sub i headed over to joel's to play madden and session

- went to C's house pretty damn late...sorry guy

on that note...

HAPPY BOITHDAY "C"!



- i only grubbed a lil bit, and i lazily sat on the floor, trippin out at this charades game that C's kid neighbors were playing as C lounged on his couch.

- at some point in the night, i observe everyone gathering their things to leave, so...thats my ride...my time to jam (Byron brought me, Jeriel, Joel, and Jon Dulos from Joel's) and bilbo/pippin/stayvan had arrived on his own later. so we were supposed to go to riverside for a "party" (or so i thought) but somehow we ended up at joel's again...ehh...then i had a shot of tequila but i didn't wanna drink...it was in honor of the newest old bastard of the bunch...

- and on that note...

HAPPY BOITHDAY BI-RONE!



- so after my shot, i chillaxed...and me, Jon, Byron and Joel jammed/chillaxed for a while.

- i kinda started gettin tired/bored, so in Casey K-fashion, i decided to part from the part-ee. haha not a party, but i felt like saying that.

- stopped by the Carl's near Joel's pad, only by chance because i didnt wanna go up Azusa at first cuz i thought there was a sobriety checkpoint ahead..(i saw sirens and bright, bright lights ahead), so i turned nerously into the CArl's Jr parking lot. I was nowhere even being remotely close at all to being even considered slightly buzzed, but at this very point in time as i type i have a bad case of being totally verbose. haha wow im a geek. (and it was all done intentionally....uber-geek)

- so i got the TRUE fast food meal-feast/fatman's paradise meal...a six-dollar western bacon cheeseburger combo with chili-cheese criss-cut fries. hahaha wow. super spur of the moment...but iwas damn hungry.

- got home around 1:30am...parents still awake...defenk? say good morrow to them, and go to my room to eat and watch Boiler Room in peace.

- knock in and out til about 730 am. at this point i get up and down two large glasses of cranberry juice/water cuz im super thirsty...and my stomach hurts from falling asleep on a full stomach

- sleep til 2pm

- awake, finish watching boiler room, twerk out a bit, shower, head over to Life Teen at St. Louise's. met up with Dave. haha dave....by the way..the homie david came through with a dopeass new year's eve party...man that shit was off the frickin hizoook....salsa all night long

- parted ways with David, saw Brittany real quick as i exited the church, and spoke for two cents

- went to Fry's (doing triple digits when given that chance because i had to condense what is meant to be a 25-minute drive into 10 minutes), waited for one hour, finally picked up my loaner

- stopped by subway on the way home cuz my card was full and picked up a free subway club...yummmm

- came home, set up the loaner and while it was setting up windows and all that, grubbed on my sub...yummyummyummm yummy gimme soooooome (hahaha keith sweat)

- here i am, once again enjoying this luxury-becoming-necessity that we call a computer

- tired of typing...A-PAYCE (new version of Payce [root word: peace]...combined with a sneeze)